Such a dream. A desire. So curious about it. That's what he felt. Jay had been wearing panties since his teens. He wore them when he was single and when he was married or dating. Always in secret. The feeling of soft, sexy, pretty satin and lace bikini panties was wonderful to him. Satin, Silk, Sheer, lacy, Bows and Frills. Hi-cut or string bikinis as long as they looked and felt feminine. Even some cotton on a hot day as long as they were pretty.
Being masculine looking and acting in his youth no one would ever have suspected he had on ladies panties under his pants or shorts. That was fine with him. Mostly it was solo masturbation. Jay would put on his panties and softly rub the fabric over his cock until it was hard. Up and down the front of his panties his fingers would trace. When his precum wet the fabric he would sometimes take a drop on his finger and raise it to his lips. Tasting the warm wet salty flavor of his own cum.
When his hand reached into his panties he would take long slow strokes up and down his hard 6" shaft. Holding the warm hard flesh. Fingers wrapped around the shaft. Stroking faster and faster. Up and down, harder and harder. Rubbing the tip of his cock Jay would explode and squirt his cum all over his belly up to his chest and into his panties. Back then it didn't take much fantasy to cum. Just the thought of jacking off in panties was enough to make him squirt. Yet as he got older into his 20's, 30's, 40's, 50's and now 60's, something changed.
Jay had always wanted to be seen. To be the object of desire. He knew what he felt looking at a sexy lady, especially if she had on pretty panties. Jay just didn't think women would desire a man wearing them. Some did and even used his strapon on him but not a lot he found over the years. What to do? In his 20's he started going to the adult book stores and wearing his panties in the booth. Jay soon found out that there were indeed men that enjoyed and even desired seeing a male wearing panties. So they saw and sucked him and over the years he had other adventures. Yet Jay never sucked a man and never ever was fucked by a man.
The thought of all this was a bit intimidating but he was still getting curious the older he got. That brought so many mixed feelings and questions to his mind. Now in his early 60's he didn't have the body of a young man. A dad bod to be sure by now. Still in decent shape for his age but still masculine. Hair on his chest, arms and legs and yet a nice behind for an older guy. A shaved crotch. Sill though, a man wearing panties. Were there mature men that desired a man like him? A mature masculine man who wears panties? Not seeking a fem guy or twink. To fuck him in his panty covered ass? The other question that had begun to be a stronger desire was wondering what it was like to go further. To be a bottom. A panty bottom to be sure but to be the one being fucked.