Growing up, it was explained to me that when two guys fucked, one was the "girl" and took it in the ass, and the other was the man. The one who took it in the ass was a "bitch" and wasn't really a man anymore, according to my friend's older brother, who knew everything.
Well, as I got a little older, I noticed I just didn't care about girls as much as the other guys did. I had no idea why they wanted to be around them. They didn't like cool stuff, and they talked too much. I didn't understand why guys wanted to go out on dates, and see stupid chick movies. Then, I slowly began to realize I was attracted to guys. Of course I didn't tell anyone. I also began fantasizing about guys, and usually in my fantasies, I was the "girl." The thought of it really excited me. I even crossdressed in private, imagining myself getting sexy for a guy. I like feeling feminine and pretty. I played with my homemade dildo and other things, and always really enjoyed it. It didn't really feel good, but there was something about it that I really liked. I couldn't wait to try it for real.
And now, here I was, about to go meet a guy who was going to fuck me. I was so nervous. I felt like I was about to cross a line, that once I crossed it there was no turning back.
I took one last look in the mirror, and then headed out the door. As I walked across campus, I was very excited but also really scared. I wondered how bad it would hurt. It always hurt when I did it to myself, a least at first. I wondered if a real dick would hurt worse. Desmond wasn't exactly small. I hoped he would go slow. It had been awhile since anything had been in me. By the time I got to his apartment I was practically trembling. I had wanted this so bad, for so long, and now that it was about to happen I was scared to death. I paused for a second before I knocked on his door, trying to collect myself. Well, this is it, I thought, then I knocked.
"Hey!" He said, opening the door. "Come on in!" One look at his beautiful smile and I felt myself calm down some. It was just good to see him. It had been several days since our first date.
"Hey." I replied.
"I missed you." He said, putting his hands on my waist. Then he gave me a kiss that made me melt.
"I missed you too." I whispered. Ever since our date all I could think about was him.
"Well come in, sit down. Need something to drink?"
"Yeah, sure."
"Want some wine?"
"Ok." He held up a couple of bottles, and asked me which one. I had no idea. I didn't know anything about wine. All I had ever drank was cheap beer, and some vodka that made me sick. I just picked one and he poured me a glass. I took a big drink. "Man that's good!" I said, a little suprised.
"Yes it is." He said with a smile, then sipped his. He seemed so sophisticated. I felt stupid now, realizing I wasn't supposed to gulp it. "I have a confession to make. I've been seriously looking forward to tonight."
"Yeah, me too!" I replied, taking a sip of wine.
"Good. I was a little worried I came on too strong, when I said it would be my turn. I hope you don't think that you have to go through with this."
"Oh no! I want to!"
"Ok." He said softly. "I just don't want you to feel pressured into anything."
"Oh, no, I don't feel that way at all." Desmond smiled, his glass down, and began kissing me, and I felt my entire body tingle. Our tongues touched and rubbed together, and I could taste the wine he had drunk. We made out some more, then he stood up and took his shirt off, then his sweats. He looked incredible. I stood up and undressed, then he took my hand and led me to the bed. He laid on top of me, and we made out some more. I wrapped my legs around him and my hands rubbed his muscular back, like a girl would. This felt so natural. Then he started kissing his way down my chest, stopping at my nipples, which once again felt amazing, then on down to my dick. After a little slow sucking, he gently rolled me over to my stomach. My heart began racing, thinking he was about to fuck me.
"If you don't like this, tell me." He said softly. He pulled my butt up a little, then I felt the most amazing feeling I had ever felt.
"Oh my God!" I moaned, feeling his tongue lick my hole. "Fuck, that is amazing!"
"Oh so you like that?"
"Fuck yes!" Feeling him lick me again. He laughed, then flicked his tongue around making me moan even louder.
"I figured you would like that." He said, then swirled his tongue around quickly, making me want to scream. It was incredible. He did it again, and this time stroked my dick, and I almost blacked out from the pleasure. He kissed my buttcheek, then went back for another taste, which sent me into another frenzy. I couldn't believe how awesome this felt. Of course I also felt extremely vulnerable, with my face on the bed, my ass in the air and another guy licking my most intimate area, and that feeling really turned me on. "Fuck, baby, you have a really sweet, pretty pussy." He said, then licked me some more. I tried not to scream, but it was difficult not to, as I experienced the greatest pleasure that I had ever experienced in my life. "So, I take it you were ok with that?"
"Oh hell yes!" I whispered.
"Good. So, now I'm going to use my finger. Is that ok?"