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Chapter Twenty-One
Kim closed his eyes against the relentless pounding in his head. Already it had diminished some. The brief walk to the taxi through the cold evening air had helped. Raeden's commanding presence had helped even more. As soon as they'd climbed into the cab, the big mod had pulled Kim back against his massive chest and now he massaged his temples with surprisingly gentle fingers.
"You were wonderful, the way you stood up to my dad," Kim murmured, breathing deep of Raeden's calming scent.
"You were in pain. There shouldn't have been any disagreement," Raeden growled.
"He wants me to be ready."
"Yes, but continuing to make you practice when you clearly are in no condition to do so is counterproductive."
"He didn't see it that way. I've never met anyone so focused and dedicated. He's downright scary at times."
"He's fanatical." Raeden's voice was hard and Kim felt his disapproval. Kim didn't entirely disagree with Raeden's assessment. His father's single-minded determination to mold him into a peerless telepath had run him ragged—more than ragged. Over the past four days his training been relentless. Exercises started at 5 a.m. and ran late into the night. Even while they were eating, his father continued to challenge him. Kim found the work frustrating, tedious, and exhausting. And he'd acquired a monster headache that would not go away even with aspirin.
Today was New Year's Eve, and by the time Raeden had arrived in the late afternoon he'd been dead on his feet and close to tears. Raeden had taken one look at him and insisted that he be allowed the night off. A short, intense argument had ensued, but in the end Raeden had bundled him up and whisked him into a taxi with a promise to bring him back the next day—but not before noon.
"He spent half of his life in captivity. He lost so much. I think that's why he's so..." Kim trailed off, not finding a proper descriptive.
"So much of an asshole?" Raeden filled in helpfully. Kim could still feel the anger rolling off of him.
"Give him time."
"Meanwhile, he's working you to within an inch of your life."
"He's worried about me."
"Humph!"
Kim caught the flickering of Raeden's thoughts even though the mod was shielding. The mod agreed that his father was worried about him, but he didn't entirely trust the older man.
Kim let out a small sigh and Raeden's thoughts immediately turned solicitous. "I'm sorry little one," Raeden said. "I'm worried about you too." He kissed Kim lightly on his temple and Kim let go of just a little bit more of his anxiety.
*****
"I will take care of you. You don't need to do anything," Raeden said as they entered their shared unit.
Kim smiled tiredly at him. His headache had lessened to a dull throb but he was weary in a way he'd never been before. Physically he was fine. Even though he'd been confined to a tiny apartment for four days, his father had begun teaching him aikido. That had provided him an opportunity to use his muscles but they hadn't spent so much time training that he was sore. He was also sleep-deprived, but what had really exhausted him had been the unending hours of focus needed to learn telepathic self-defense. Holding shields against a determined attack was incredibly taxing. After a while it had become downright painful. And when his father did manage to break in, it was sometimes excruciating.
Kim stumbled to a halt in the middle of the main room, looking around blearily. Evidence of Raeden's habitation showed throughout. The couch pillows were in disarray and dirty dishes littered the coffee table. Shoes, socks and a shirt were strewn about.
"Sorry about the mess," Raeden said as he headed toward the Christmas tree which was still standing in the corner. "I wasn't expecting to bring you home just yet."
Home.
Kim still couldn't believe this was his new life.
Raeden flipped a switch at the base of the tree and the lights sprang to life sending colors dancing across the room.
Kim stared at it, entranced by its beauty.
Raeden stepped behind him and gently massaged his shoulders. "What do you want to do first? Eat, bathe, nap?"
"Hmmm," Kim answered. The massage felt exquisite and his brain seemed to have already shut down.
"Are you hungry?" Raeden tried a different tack.
"No," Kim answered with a sigh.
"Then I think a nice hot bubble bath should be first on the agenda."
Kim let himself be led into their sumptuous bathroom. He stood numbly on the soft rug as the big man ran the bath and poured a fragrant liquid into the water that frothed into a sea of white bubbles.
Raeden lit a host of candles that were scattered on the tub's edge and the counter, then flipped off the glaring overhead light. Kim blinked at the sudden dimness and finally roused himself enough to sit down on the toilet seat and pull off his socks.
Raeden helped him to his feet and gently removed his sweater and his T-shirt. Kim shuddered as the mod kissed along his bare collarbone. He was too tired to even think about sex, but as Raeden helped him out of his pants and underwear, his cock started to swell. It didn't need his brain engaged to perform.
Raeden cupped his balls gently and murmured, "Exquisite."
A small moan escaped Kim's throat as heat raced through him, but Raeden led him to the tub and helped him settle. The groan that came out of Kim as he submerged himself in the heavenly warm water sounded erotic.
Raeden smiled at him. "You okay here for a few? I'll be right back."
Kim nodded dreamily and Raeden disappeared. Presently the strains of "Dance of the Sugarplum Fairy," filled the room with soothing music. Soon Raeden returned with a couple of glasses of red wine and bowl of what looked like dried vegetables.
"Asian snacks," Raeden answered Kim's curious look. "I found them last time I bought groceries. They're pretty good."
"Are you going to join me?" Kim asked. The tub was big enough for both of them.
"Maybe next time. This time is all about you."
Kim was too tired to even argue.
Raeden sat on a stool next to the tub. They drank wine and finished off the bowl of salty snacks while discussing Kim's training. They avoided the subject of Kim's father, but Kim could tell Raeden was still simmering.
By the time he finished his wine and Raeden had washed his hair and body, Kim felt like a well-cooked noodle. His headache was entirely gone and his eyelids were drooping.
Raeden had stripped down to his boxers to help Kim wash, and now he reached down and plucked Kim out of the water as if he weighed nothing. Setting him on his feet on the rug, Raeden made short work of toweling him dry with a huge fluffy towel. Then he whisked him off to bed.
Kim languidly allowed Raeden to position him on his stomach on the bed, but when the big man knelt over his thighs with a jar of cream in his hand, alarm shot through him and he stiffened into a board.
"Oh sweetheart..." Raeden spoke softly into his ear and then kissed the side of his neck and his shoulder. "Relax little one. This isn't about sex. You're much too tired to properly appreciate that right now."
Then Raeden smeared cool cream across his back and began to massage his tense shoulders with practiced hands. Kim quickly gave up his concerns and melted into the mattress. In no time at all he fell asleep.
*****
Raeden stood in their bedroom doorway watching Kim sleep. The tension around his eyes and furrowed brow had disappeared. He looked peaceful. Content.
When Raeden thought about how stressed out, unhappy, and exhausted he'd been when he'd arrived at Kim's old unit in Zonei, he became furious all over again. He knew that Kim's father was doing what he thought was necessary to protect Kim, but Raeden strongly disagreed with his methods. The older man was like a stone: completely unfazed by Kim's distress. And Kim was bending over backwards to please him. When his father said, "jump," Kim asked, "how high?"
Raeden sighed. He wasn't sure how to fix that problem. Kim needed training and there was no one else who could do it. Finding Kim's father had been a miracle.
I'll visit more often and if Kim's health starts to deteriorate again, I'll intervene. I'll stay there if I have to. In fact, that's not a bad idea.
His mind made up, Raeden set his concerns aside. He had a lover to feed and care for. He walked over and sat down slowly on the edge of the bed. He hated to wake Kim, but he needed to eat, and he was pretty sure Kim would be upset if he let him sleep through New Year's Eve. It was already almost nine.
"Kim?" he called gently, reaching over and brushing a lock of dark, silky hair off of his lover's brow.
"Mmmm?" Kim stirred but didn't open his eyes.