So, I had had two electrifying sessions with my Australian friend Perry, during which he had masturbated onto my chest, licked my arse and cum into my crack. I had sucked his cock and enjoyed a 69 in which I had desperately wanted to lick his arse, but he had beaten me to it and licked mine. All in all I felt quite homosexual now. I wasn't ashamed of it - although I didn't want anyone to know - and I was longing for the next encounter with him, when he was going to fuck me. This was a new concept for me: to allow a man to put his penis inside me where only a few hesitant female fingertips had been before.
Perry had left my apartment only half an hour earlier and I was sitting on my sofa, daydreaming, when there was a sharp knock at the door. I pulled myself together enough to deal with whatever formality this was going to be, and opened the door with a theatrical flourish.
I was quite taken aback to find the cop who lived upstairs standing there, dressed in his smart blue uniform. It wasn't tight and provocative like those of cops in the Caribbean, where they seem to be dressed to seduce. But this guy didn't need a sexy uniform to impress me. He was very tall, like most Surinamese people whose ancestors had interbred with the unnaturally elongated Dutch. He must have been six feet five. And he was muscular. It was an aggressive country and I suppose the police had to be built to handle any troublemakers, because those bad boys would be built like human skyscrapers too. This one was also typical in that he was black, in the very dark shade that was common and presumably a legacy of the genes from their original African country, from where slave ships had brought thousands of unfortunates to work in the sugar cane fields and other plantations.
This guy started speaking in Dutch, before, seeing I didn't understand, apologising and switching to English.
"I'm Julius," he said, pronouncing the J as a Y. "I just wanted to warn you," he said, "people don't respect privacy around here. You should keep your curtain closed if you're doing anything you don't want people to see."
"Okay, thanks," I replied.
"Because earlier," the guy continued, "You had a visitor and there was someone looking through the window. I know you were in the back room, but you left the door open and it was visible from the front window."
"What was?"
"What you were doing," he said, suppressing a smile. "And that's not illegal but word gets around and people can make it difficult for you." He walked to the window and drew the curtains.
"So," he continued, "this is how you should do it. If you want to behave in that way." With that, pulled the curtains and almost in the same motion he unbuttoned the waist of his trousers and looked intently at me for a reaction.
"Who was looking in my window?" I asked accusingly.
"The Hindustani guy upstairs," he said. "Anan. He was very excited. Knocking on my door like a madman, telling me the new guy seemed like a lot of fun."
"Fun?" I asked. "Is he gay?"
"He is."
"But he reported me to you?"
"He didn't report you in that way, he just told me as a friend. He thought I would be interested." His eyes looked into mine penetratingly.
"And are you?" I asked hesitantly.
"Do you like black men?" he countered.
"I'm not racist," I said. "I like black people as much as anybody."
"That's not what I meant," he said, enjoying making me uncomfortable. "You want to invite me into your bedroom like your friend? Do you want to suck my cock?" His brazen approach rendered me speechless. I hesitated and so did he.
"Yes," was all I could manage.
I walked backwards into the bedroom and he followed quickly. "Come here," he said as he closed the door. I walked up to him and he slid his zip down and pulled out the waistband of his underpants. "Put you hand in there," he said seductively, and I did. I felt a big, hard penis and I smelled his clean but sweaty body. My hand closed firmly but carefully around his manhood and I kissed his chest.
"On your knees," he ordered casually, as if he had done this many times before. For a split second I resented being ordered to do this, but then the submissiveness that I was becoming increasingly aware of took over. This was actually what I wanted, just as I had been turned to jelly by Perry's feeling he had the right to splash his semen all over me. I was being given the opportunity to have sex with this magnificent specimen of a man, and all I had to do was overcome my natural assertiveness and do what he wanted. As if he knew what I was thinking and what I had decided, he smiled alluringly.
But I couldn't quite accept a non-speaking part in this play. I said the first thing that came into my head.
"I want to lick your arse."