In chapter 1 I told how I first became aware of the power and allure of black cock and how I met my wife Lee.
My new bride Lee, and her lover, Leshaun were still on our honeymoon and were due back in 2 days.
I'd been invited to my in-laws while Lee was off on her jaunt.
Dad, my father-in-law, and I just watched his wife get blacked fucked. Dutifully, we cleaned cunt and cock afterwards. I elected to attend to Jerome's cock rather than my mother-in-law's pussy. I didn't want to feel like I'd cheated on my wife.
That's no way to start a marriage.
Afterwards, for our release, at mom's insistence, dad and I made love as she and Jerome watched.
Part 2:
Dad led me to their spare bedroom, his hand cupping my ass. He wants to fuck me. He told me he was going to take my cherry. I was frightened.
"But why do you want to fuck me dad? I'm not a homo."
"Neither am I son. You and I are alike. We aren't real men, are we? No, you and I are cuckolds, devoted to black cocks, and to our wives who love them."
"We both have little dicks, unworthy of being in a woman. Yes, I've fucked a pussy. But only once. My wife let me fuck her to make her pregnant. We wanted to bring another white woman in the world to serve blacks."
"I'm not ashamed to say that my little dick brought her no excitement. I knew it wouldn't. Bev had been a whore for black cocks before I met her. It was what brought us together. My dick was no match for all those big black cocks she was used to."
I listened. My little dick stirred.
Dad went on. "You're married now, so that means you're not a faggot. You love eating pussy don't you? Especially those filled with a black man's cum?"
I nodded.
"See son. You're not gay. Sure, you and I just made love to each other. Other than jacking ourselves off, that's the only physical sex white bois like us deserve. Our real joy comes from seeing Bev, and now Lee, being used like whores as they submit to the power only a big black cock has."
He was making sense.
Then he burst my bubble.
"You've never had your penis in a pussy have you?"
"No sir. Not yet." I said a little embarrassed.
"And You never will Andre. If Lee hasn't told you yet, let me. She will never let your little white dick trespass in her pussy. She told Bev and I that. She said it when she first told us she was engaged to you."
"Lee has no intention of soiling her body with
your sperm. You may have children. There's a good chance she's already pregnant by Leshaun. But you'll raise black children. Lee will bear our grandchildren from which ever black man breeds her and you'll raise them black. Do you understand what I'm telling you?"
"You'll raise your children to be superior to you. They'll be black but you'll still be white. You'll nurture them, educate them, and when it's time, you'll be subservient to them."
Sitting here on their guest bed, my father-in-law and I still naked, I'm saddened by his words. Tears fill my eyes.
Raising black children and have them eventually rule our household made prefect sense.
To live and die, never to know how it feels to have my dick in a pussy was more than I could handle. I began to weep, openly sobbing my disappointment, my sadness, my inferiority. I was sobbing the last of my manhood away. In my heart I knew he was right. Still I cried.
Dad took me in his arms and held me gently. My tears rolled down my cheeks onto his shoulder. I buried my face in his neck and continued to cry as he soothed me.
Tenderly whispering in my ear as he held me, he told me that it was alright. He said that I knew I was not a real man. I was a slave to negro cocks. My place was at the feet of black men and women. To serve their race was my duty as a little dicked, white male. To encourage them to use my wife, to abuse me both verbally and physically, was my God given role in life.
"You see son, black men are naturally aggressive. They can get angry and frustrated and may take their anger out on you. It's your privilege to be there for him. It's not enough for you to simply offer your wife. No, you must also offer yourself."
"You may grovel at his feet. That might not suffice. You might suck his cock, lovingly and with gusto. That too may fail to relieve his tension."
"Andre, you may have to endure some beatings. Your wife's negro lovers may decide to kick your ass, just for you being white. You need to understand that it's okay for them to feel and act that way. One of your duties will be to absorb as much of their aggression as they deem to heap on you."
"It's their way to demonstrate their superiority and dominance over you. It helps you to maintain balance. It reminds you, if you need reminding, of your status, your place in your household."
I'm beginning to see that there is more to being a cuckold than just cream pies and large black cocks to suck.
"It's not complicated son. You're nothing to the black men in your wife's life. Nothing. Zero. Just a white sniveling faggot who can be a resource. He'll never admit he needs anything from you, but at the same time he may demand you give him money, or cars, anything he is unable or unwilling to get for himself."
"You and Lee need to be there for him. You need to fill his needs, both physically and emotionally. Financial too if he desires that."
"A black man will abuse you son. He'll demean you. He will use a belt on you as others watch. He'll humiliate you and Lee. He may insist Lee turn tricks for him, fuck his friends. He may have her do sex movies, eat pussy, whatever. Again, this is his way to demonstrate his power over white people. It's his right and it's your duty to be there for him. Understand?"
He went on to say that once he had accepted his place on the lowest rung in the society of black men and white wives, he felt more at peace than any previous time in his life.
That once he gave up his pretense of being a real man, a man deserving of pussy, and dedicated his life to serve the black race, he was truly happy.
I began to understand better. I knew the joy that pleasing a big black cock gave me. He was right. I never felt more at peace then when I was kneeling before Leshaun, slobbering all over his wonderful cock, prepping it to fuck my bride. Deep in my heart I knew I'd never been a real man. Deep in my heart I knew black cocks were superior cocks and black men were superior men.
My fascination and obsession with interracial sex was ingrained. Back in college when I served as team manager, I knew that serving black men made me feel special. I remember feeling naturally at ease in the locker room amongst all those naked black men with their large cocks. And how right I felt, cleaning and picking up after those men.
I remembered how comforted I was just being in Ty's presence. I remembered being grateful to Ty when he showed me how white bois like me, enjoy having a black cock in their mouths.
I was starting to understand that the humiliation my mother-in-law hurled at dad and me was deserved. I found the humiliation arousing. I began to understand what dad was explaining.
White bois are nothing but a support system.... and receptacles for black men's sperm.
Pulling back from his embrace, I sniffed back my sinus's and gave him a teary eyed smile.
Suddenly we heard Jerome and Bev fucking again. Rather, we heard Jerome and Bev moaning and groaning insults at each other. Each urging the other on. Bev was again begging him to use her like a whore. Jerome confirmed that she was indeed a whore. A whore for black cocks. And on it went as we two cuckolds listened to sex like we'd never experience.
I noticed dad's dick hardened as we listened. I sported my own stiffy too.
I felt a serene closeness to this man, my father-in-law, whom I'd only recently met.
My own father loved me, but we were never close. He'd never understand what I'd become. Yet here's a new man in my life, taking me under his wing. Teaching me, instructing me, nurturing me to be what all white men should be.
Now he wants to fuck me.
My father-in-law watched as I processed all this. His smile, warm and inviting. I moved back into his arms and kissed him. I wanted to please him. I wanted to thank him, to show my gratitude for his acceptance and patience. I pushed him back on the bed and French kissed him. I rubbed my body against his, again enjoying his smooth hairless, softness. I kissed my way down his neck to his chest.
I teased his nipples, licking and tenderly biting them. My hand found his little hard-on. I stroked him using three fingers. Kissing downward, I tickled his naval with my tongue. I cupped his balls, gently kneading them.
I licked his hairless belly. Sliding onto the floor between his legs, I starred at his crotch. Doing as I'd done before, I took his entire dick in my mouth and lapped at his nuts. Dad squirmed with excitement. I licked the place under his balls. Using his hips as leverage, I pulled him closer to the edge of the bed. I lifted his legs and teased his ass cheeks with my tongue.
