Each participant in this story is also over the age of 18.
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I had always been bi-curious, and that led me to do some "strange" things. Sometimes I would masturbate until I came all over my chest, right outside the shower, so I could just jump in and wash off. Soon that wasn't enough for me though. I began rubbing my fingers in the cum, sliding it all around my chest and stomach. I started cumming further and further up, getting closer to my face. I came around my neck area, and rubbed it around with my hands, like it was lotion for my neck. Eventually I got brave enough, and I positioned myself against the wall, with my cock hanging over my face, and I jerked it until I came. It felt like an hour before the cum stopped hitting my face, not because I came a lot, because I was instantly turned off by it. I got up and wiped my face off as quickly as possible before jumping in the shower and washing off.
I kept thinking to myself, "why did that turn me off? Every time I watch a video where a girl gets a facial, I find myself longing to be where she is."
I went back to only cumming on my chest and neck for a while, while I tried to gather the courage to try again. There had always been a deeper desire of mine though. I had seen it in porn tons of times, and they all played it off like it was nothing. I had always wanted to be like the porn stars and swallow a load of cum. I kept thinking about this, until finally I was ready to try. Yet again I positioned my face underneath my cock, and started pumping it. Every time I was about to cum, I stopped, letting the feeling go down a bit before I began again. Eventually I had done this so much, that I accidentally went past the point of no return. The warm cum shot from my cock and hit my closed lips.
"This is happening now!" I thought to myself.
I forced my mouth open, and the second shot of cum went sailing past my lips, and landed on the middle of my tongue. I was trying to only breathe out my nose so I wouldn't taste the cum that had been sent into my mouth. Again cum kept shooting in for what felt like ages, and I could feel the load start sliding towards the back of my throat.
The cum stopped shooting out, and I sat there for a second, catching my breath, a large load sitting in my mouth. I rolled over from my upside-down position, and that is when it hit. All the cum slid from the back of my mouth onto my tongue. It tasted like nothing I had ever tasted before, and not in the good way. It was so overpowering that I began to gag, and I spit it into the toilet. I coughed a few times before flushing the toilet, and taking long drinks of water.
The next night, I sat in my room and watched porn while I masturbated. I was watching video after video, compilation after compilation, of girls swallowing cum, no problem. Some of the girls were swallowing multiple loads, some having so much cum that they could gargle it. I felt stupid that I couldn't even swallow my own cum.
Watching those videos made me want to try again, so I got down on my floor, hoisted my legs up over my head, and started jacking off until I came into my mouth. The warm cum yet again slid down my tongue to the back of my throat, and I let it all fall in my mouth before closing it and flipping over again. I got a hint of the taste I had the other night, but I held back gagging. I closed my eyes, and pushed the cum all the to the back of my throat, and then down it. I swallowed the load, instantly feeling the after taste kick in that was less than tasty. I gagged again, coughing as my eyes watered up. I sat there for a minute, but I was surprised to find I was actually proud of myself. I had swallowed a load of cum.
I started doing that about once a week, and it became easier with each time. I found little ways to hide the taste from myself, and I even started playing with it in my mouth, rolling it around with my tongue, and flipping some out onto my lip before licking it back in again. Becoming comfortable with that made me start longing for more though.
I had assumed the position so many times, my cock mere inches from my face. I thought to myself "could I actually get my mouth to go the last few inches?"
I started the way I had multiple times before. I laid on my bed, my head in the gap between it and the wall, and I placed my feet on the wall. I walked my legs down the wall, until I started to feel my muscles tighten. I started stroking my cock until it became fully erect, and then I began trying to do what I thought was impossible. I pulled my head up, while pushing my legs down, and the tip of my tongue grazed the head of my penis. Maybe it was just the idea of what I was doing, but that split second had felt really good. I tried again, and again, eventually getting my lips around the very tip. My neck started to hurt, so I finished by leaving my lips around the tip, and jerking my cock until I came in my mouth. I started doing this for a while, until I found myself getting my lips all the way around the head of my cock, and a little further.
I began experimenting with different positions, seeing if I could get further down on my cock. I loved the feeling of sucking cock for some reason, and I wanted to be able to deepthroat it so badly.
I sat in my chair one night in front of my computer, a porno on the screen with the girl deepthroating a cock. She was going so low and fast that I could hear the involuntary "glugck glugck glugck" coming through the speakers. It made me so horny, that I grabbed the bottom legs of my chair, and thrusted my face down between my legs. My cock was about halfway in my mouth, but I wasn't satisfied. I pulled on the legs of the chair, while pushing up with my legs. My cock slid deeper into my mouth, and I opened my mouth as wide as it could go, moving my head side to side, until I felt something hit the back of my throat. I lifted my head again to halfway, and tried again. I pulled my upper body down while pushing my lower half up, until my nose hit my balls, and my cock hit the back of my throat. I pushed hard with my legs and accidentally let out a little "glugck". This was the sound I was waiting for, and it motivated me to do more.
I laid down on the floor and placed my legs over my head. I pulled down on my legs, and my cock went into my mouth. I moved around a bit until I found my rhythm. I pulled on my legs while pushing with my back, and sent my cock to the back of my throat. I let out another "glugck", but this time I kept going. I kept making that noise over and over again, and it made me want to go even more. I felt saliva start building up at the back of my throat, and I started spitting it out onto my face while still sucking my cock. I did this for a little while, until I couldn't hold back anymore.
I pushed my cock as deep as it could go, and I let my cum rush out into my mouth and throat. I kept hoping for more. I wanted it to fill my mouth. After I stopped cumming, I stood up and looked in the mirror. I had streaks of spit all over my face, but it was that white spit, that mixes with cum that you see when you watch a deepthroat video. This made me feel so hot. I opened my mouth and looked at all the cum that was in my mouth. I rolled it around with my tongue and let some drop out into my hand so I could slurp it back up again. I tilted my head back and swallowed the cum, opening and closing my mouth slowly afterwards so I could feel the small strands of cum left behind attached to my lips and my tongue.
I had cum, but I still felt extremely horny. I looked down at my cock, and started rubbing it, but it wouldn't get hard again. I sat down on the edge of the tub and thought for a second. A thought then crossed my mind. I turned on the shower and hopped in. I turned around so that the water hit my back, and I pulled my hand behind me and started rubbing up and down on my ass. I slid my middle finger up and down until I felt this really soft skin. I rubbed it gently, and the feeling was amazing. I did this for a while, and then started slowly pushing into my ass.
I had gotten the tip of my finger in when it began to hurt. I paused for a second and tried going again, but it hurt too much. I pulled my finger out and started thinking. I stepped out of the shower and looked by the sink. There was a bottle of lotion sitting there, almost full. I lathered my finger in lotion and rubbed around the rim of my ass, slowly getting lotion all over, while loosening up again. I got more lotion and put it all over my middle finger. I bent over a little and gently slid my finger into my ass again. The difference was huge this time. My finger slid all the way in, down to the bottom.
Every time I moved my legs a little, I felt my asshole tighten around the bottom of my finger, and then loosen again. I began going in and out slowly. The feeling was strange. It was like a slight pain overwhelmed with pleasure. I did this for a while, and then I lotioned up my index finger. I slid my middle finger back in rather easily, but it seemed like there was no way I would fit a second finger in. I moved my ass around while making a circle motion with my index finger. Eventually I started pushing my index finger into my ass, and the pain came back from the first time. I pushed slowly until I felt my ass tighten on the bottom of my two fingers. I stood there for a bit with my fingers fully in my ass, and then I started to move back and forth. I eventually got used to the feeling, but I pulled out. I would try this from now on whenever I could.
I went on doing that for a bit, but I knew a cock was a lot bigger than two fingers. I went looking through my cabinets one day and found something that could work. I had heard about girls using toothbrushes to masturbate, but I couldn't bring myself to do that, so I went with what was next to it, a toothbrush travel case. It was never actually used, and it had the thickness of a decent cock, along with being about 7 inches. Again I lotioned up my fingers and went to work loosening my ass. While I did this, I stuck the case in my mouth and began to deepthroat it like it was a cock. After a while I pulled out of my ass and mouth, and rubbed lotion all over the case. I put the case against my ass, and slowly started rubbing around it while moving backward. I felt it start to enter, and I was loving the feeling, along with the idea that if I could take this, I could take a full sized cock. I pushed further and further, stopping when I felt some pain.
Eventually I felt that I pushed far enough in, and began to move it in and out of my ass, slowly. This felt amazing, strangely. I sat down on the edge on my tub, with it still in my ass, and took my hand off it. I started riding up and down, imagining that it was a cock inside me. I went faster and faster, and my cock grew hard as I went up and down. I found myself trying to hide the moans I was accidentally letting out, but it didn't work. It felt almost out of my control whether I would make noise or not, and my moans were growing louder. I decided to stop, and I flipped upside down so I could finish with cumming in my mouth. I did that, and then washed off the case, hiding it where I would only know where it was.
