"Why doesn't he find me sexy, am I that bad looking?" Jum wiped his tears on Facetime with Ben.
Ben had gone to Elida's parents' place in Altadena, California for the holidays, a last minute decision.
Her parents were rich and that made Ben nervous, he was well to do but not rich.
He was staying in Airbnb rather than their place.
"No Jum, he is that good looking." Ben was unfrazzled with Jum's tears, he did that a lot.
"Great to know you Ben, you shall be missed, Bye!" Jum smiled between snuffles.
"Look you Cranky Carol! He has to take care of his reputation and office rumours and you said it was an accident. And how can he stop you from having wet dreams, in his car ... sitting next to him?" Ben tucked his shirt as he got ready and barked at Jum. "You need to live outside your stupid head!"
"I don't care how he looks, I know it sounds untrue because he is a total 10 and it's easy to say looks don't matter when you are with someone like Yuvi, but I really don't. He is caring and extremely intelligent and runs the business in a way that makes me want him more. It's like he makes love to the code when he is working on it, I am not joking he almost moans. He gets angry if it doesn't work and feels happy when it starts working." Jum sighed.
"Blue ... wear the blue tie!" He added as Ben showed him tie options.
"You are super crazy! What the fuck are you saying? It's like you are planning a fucking wedding!" Ben went off screen and came back with two jackets.
"Beige!" Jum said absentmindedly.
"You are fucking crazy! You have been hiding till he sorted you out in a dark playground. You guys had a brilliant working day and then you ran out of his car leaving everything behind and he dropped it on your doorstep. He has asked you to come to the Office New Year's Party ... A FUCKING PARTY .... Remember our high school ... we were never invited!"
"You were invited ... I tagged along." Jum murmured. "Should I go?"
"Do you want to go?" Ben straightened his tie.
"The law firm is poisoning you ... you are asking too many questions and not giving enough answers... you should be careful or you will become a lawyer!" Jum warned his best friend.
"Yuvraj ... CEO... Prince ... Hunk... blah ... blah ...He has approached you, dropped your bags and asked you to a party... one to one! Fucking GO!" Ben combed his golden hair, "How I look?"
"Handsome! Not as good as Yuvi but not bad!" Jum smiled slightly.
"Fuck you! I am going to lunch with Elida's parents! I will be asking for her hand!" Ben combed his hair nervously watching himself on Facetime.
"They love you! Don't worry! They will ask you to elope with Elida!" Jum smiled fully and gave a thumbs-up. "You take care there okay! There is a windstorm warning!" Jum added
"This is Altadena, there is always a windstorm warning. Look Bro, don't sit there and cry, get ready and go to the party and have fun. But no accidental kisses and definitely no sleepy hard-ons. I am here till the 7th, taking some work from home days, will go to my parents place and yours, then leave on 9th." Ben picked his phone and started walking towards the door. "Will call you tomorrow and let's share notes."
"But I want to!" Jum pouted on FaceTime with Ben, "You know kiss him!" he whined.
****
"Fuck Yeah!" The sweaty body hugged Yuvi from behind in the crowded pub. In all the drinking and dancing that filled the place, getting non-alcoholic drinks for him and Jum was almost impossible and he was standing in the crowd at the bar for a long time.
He didn't want to feel privileged but he couldn't help but get irritated because he wasn't used to waiting or standing in a crowd or so much smoke ... well may be a little privileged.
Yuvi turned around and smiled, it was Colby (his one-time hook up from a couple of weeks back, in fact it was the night when he had met Jum at work).
Colby looked flushed, was wearing golden shorts and the same mesh shirt with more eye make-up tonight.
"WOW! Look what the cat dragged into a party ... A Hunk!" He smiled and hugged Yuvi fully and sensuously, rubbing his body like a cat.
"It's my office's New Year's eve party!" Yuvi got close to Colby and said it in his ear, Yuvi's breath fresh and alcohol free.
"What the fuck! You haven't got a drink in this dump yet!" Colby shouted against the loud music and unnecessarily hugged Yuvi again.
Yuvi looked more handsome tonight than he remembered, he was wearing a white plain round neck T-shirt which was plastered to his huge muscular body, his dark brown nipples pushing against the material over his square pecs and the first couple of layers of abs clearly showing and then the shirt flowed down because of his concave stomach.
He was wearing pleated khaki trousers and Colby knew very well what was hidden under that. He caressed the huge biceps which looked like they would tear the sleeves with any sudden move.
"Your biceps are huge ... just like I remember!" Colby winked and gave a quick peck on Yuvi's lips. "Let me get you a drink!" He gave a quick kiss on Yuvi's cheek.
"Anything without alcohol!" Yuvi said loudly wanting to get heard, not liking the touching and kissing but not wanting to be rude.
"What? No Alcohol!" Colby turned his eyes wide.
"Yeah! Me and my friend there, we don't drink and also I am the designated driver tonight for my friend!" Yuvi shrugged.
"Fuck Off Man! No one can be that perfect! What are you, a robot? A sexy, hunky, exotic, Indian, Kamasutra robot!" Colby made a couple of Mojitos.
"I am not drinking tonight too, I am working and all ... you want to have sex after I get off from here?" He offered the drinks and added with a wink, "Virgin... unlike me!"
"I am on a date!" Yuvi said. But Colby was already serving someone, when he returned, Yuvi repeated not wanting to give Colby any false hope.
"I am on a date ... with the non-alcoholic drink guy.. That guy!" Yuvi pointed at Jum, standing on the podium, talking to Krystina ... trying to talk actually over the loud music.
"That Chinese guy!" Colby said bitchyly, making Yuvi not like him immediately.
"Korean actually! See ya!" Yuvi touched a glass to his forehead in a salute and bye and left, finding his way to Jum.
****
Jum remembered the 'post sex bye bye' guy. They were hugging and kissing and smiling and talking. Fucking get a fucking room!' He yelled in his head at Yuvi.
He told Krystina that he is stepping out for some fresh air and will be back and left before Yuvi could reach them with his drink.
As soon as he stepped out, he felt he had gone deaf and his lungs hurt with the fresh air against all the sweet vape smoke and alcohol inside the pub.
He started looking for a cab immediately. After multiple unsuccessful attempts, he switched to Maps and found that his place was 27 mins walk, he waited for a couple of beats and started walking.
Cycling, walking and running always cleared his mind and his mind was in a whirlwind. Dirty thoughts about the fuck toy and Yuvi swirled in him, stirring his bile and tears.
He was new to Dallas and he shouldn't have walked at night, especially when he didn't know the difference between day and night in Deep Ellum.
He turned when someone kept honking. It was an old car filled with men, rolling slowly behind him. "Hey Buddy! You Lost!" One of them called out. Jum ignored them and started walking again.
One of them got down from the slowly running car and started walking with him. "YOU... LOST?' he asked slowly and loudly. Jum stopped and nodded his head in a NO and smiled, which was a mistake. "Fuck! You are cute!" He slurred, thinking the foreigner didn't understand English. "You from JAPAN?" He jogged along a very fast Jum.
"California, USA... Pasadena actually!" Jum said in his clear English.
"Oh Fuck!" He chuckled and the men started laughing as if Jum speaking in clear English was funny.
Jum again started walking, a bit frazzled now. The men kind of surrounded him, planning to mug him or maybe do more because the guy was small and cute.
Jum turned around and looked at each of them, planning to kick the shit out of the smallest one and then run.
"DUDE!" A booming voice from behind them made everyone turn. Yuvi took all of the space on the sidewalk, towering and hulking at the spot like a superhero, an Indian Thor ... that would be a cool storyline! Nah! Indian Prince ... that's what he was! Jum's mind got side-tracked almost immediately.