"Are you sure this is how you want to spend your vacation?" my friend Claire asked. She had taken me to the airport. "You are a beautiful woman and I am sure you can find a man who would want to be with you without spending all this money."
"We've talked about this." I replied. "I am a 30-year-old virgin, Claire. I don't want to just lose it for the sake of losing it with some man who is not going to make it really good. I want it to be a complete experience. I think this is the best way for me." I gave her a quick hug and was off on my adventure.
I am not an ugly woman, in fact, I am quite attractive. I am 5'7" and I have dark blond hair that I wear shoulder length, large blue-green eyes, a small nose and a big smile. I exercise regularly and am in very good shape. My breasts are my own. I have always thought them a little too large at 34 D, but that's what I have been given and I accept that.
My mother and grandmother raised me and I went to all-girl schools throughout my education, including college. I have a job that I love that keeps me comfortable financially but work mainly around women. I don't get a lot of opportunity to meet men and, when I do, I don't know how to act socially. I don't know how to attract men. I have been out on a few dates but found it awkward, so have since avoided it. I am not sexually attracted to women: my life has been chaste.
I had found a site on the Internet about a resort for women to have their sexual fantasies fulfilled and I had explored it and researched it for the past year. As a birthday present to myself I had decided to try it. I had followed all the instructions, I was on the pill and I could always back out at anytime. As I was a virgin, I had been sent a kit of dildos in varied sizes to insert into myself so that I would be stretched. I had found this exciting and had even made myself cum on a few occasions. I knew that after this experience I would use them on a regular basis. The resort was close to home: an island in the San Juan's.
This was a very thought out decision, just like I have lived my life. I was going to the resort a virgin and would come away from the experience a completed woman.
I arrived at the Seattle airport and there was a tall handsome blonde man dressed casually with a sign that had my name on it. When I approached, he looked a little surprised.
"Hi, I think you are looking for me." I said. He asked to see my ID and reservation ticket.
"Come right this way." We got my luggage and then went to a black BMW. "Please join me in the front seat" he said. He opened the car door for me and helped me in.
As we were driving to the ferry, he said, "I have read your profile and am surprised. I wasn't expecting someone that looks like you." I smiled and asked him what he had expected. "Oh, I don't know. Your picture was just a face. I guess I was expecting someone without as much self confidence".
"So you know my story? I am very nervous about all of this." I said.
He smiled, "Don't worry. This is going to be fun for you and us."
"Us?"
"Yeah, you will have four men to make your fantasy come true. I am one of yours."
"Oh," I replied with some concern.
To make me feel more comfortable he started talking about the resort and the island. The time flew and we soon arrived. There it was: a rambling wood structure with multiple wings nestled in a grove of old growth cedar.
"Lets get you settled," he said.
He took my luggage in through the entry and then we went through a large door. "This is your wing. You will not see the lobby again until you leave at the end of your time with us."
We entered my wing. There was a great room with all the amenities: a large rock fireplace with comfortable couches around it and a wide-open space with a tub by the windows over looking the ocean.
"The sleeping area is in the loft. Lets go unpack for you." He took my luggage up. There was a huge bed with a view of the ocean. It was covered all in white.
"That is in honor of this being your first time," he said as he ran his hand down my back. The walls and ceiling were all mirrors and I could see myself at every angle. Alex opened my suitcase and looked through it. "I don't think you will be needing any of this," he said as he put it in the cupboard.
"Now let me help you get more comfortable before you meet the rest of the guys." He slowly began undressing me. I had to remind myself that this is what I paid for as a hot blush crawled up my skin. He was looking at me so intently and touching me gently as he first unzipped my dress and slid it off of my arms. He turned me towards the mirrored wall.
"Watch while I undress you. Look at yourself. You have a beautiful body," he said as I watched him run his hands down my sides. He unfastened my bra, slid it off and let it fall to the floor. While standing behind me, he gently cupped my breasts in his hands and ran his fingers over my nipples.