"Are you sure this is how you want to spend your vacation?" my friend Claire asked. She had taken me to the airport. "You are a beautiful woman and I am sure you can find a man who would want to be with you without spending all this money."
"We've talked about this." I replied. "I am a 30-year-old virgin, Claire. I don't want to just lose it for the sake of losing it with some man who is not going to make it really good. I want it to be a complete experience. I think this is the best way for me." I gave her a quick hug and was off on my adventure.
I am not an ugly woman, in fact, I am quite attractive. I am 5'7" and I have dark blond hair that I wear shoulder length, large blue-green eyes, a small nose and a big smile. I exercise regularly and am in very good shape. My breasts are my own. I have always thought them a little too large at 34 D, but that's what I have been given and I accept that.
My mother and grandmother raised me and I went to all-girl schools throughout my education, including college. I have a job that I love that keeps me comfortable financially but work mainly around women. I don't get a lot of opportunity to meet men and, when I do, I don't know how to act socially. I don't know how to attract men. I have been out on a few dates but found it awkward, so have since avoided it. I am not sexually attracted to women: my life has been chaste.
I had found a site on the Internet about a resort for women to have their sexual fantasies fulfilled and I had explored it and researched it for the past year. As a birthday present to myself I had decided to try it. I had followed all the instructions, I was on the pill and I could always back out at anytime. As I was a virgin, I had been sent a kit of dildos in varied sizes to insert into myself so that I would be stretched. I had found this exciting and had even made myself cum on a few occasions. I knew that after this experience I would use them on a regular basis. The resort was close to home: an island in the San Juan's.
This was a very thought out decision, just like I have lived my life. I was going to the resort a virgin and would come away from the experience a completed woman.
I arrived at the Seattle airport and there was a tall handsome blonde man dressed casually with a sign that had my name on it. When I approached, he looked a little surprised.
"Hi, I think you are looking for me." I said. He asked to see my ID and reservation ticket.
"Come right this way." We got my luggage and then went to a black BMW. "Please join me in the front seat" he said. He opened the car door for me and helped me in.
As we were driving to the ferry, he said, "I have read your profile and am surprised. I wasn't expecting someone that looks like you." I smiled and asked him what he had expected. "Oh, I don't know. Your picture was just a face. I guess I was expecting someone without as much self confidence".
"So you know my story? I am very nervous about all of this." I said.
He smiled, "Don't worry. This is going to be fun for you and us."
"Us?"
"Yeah, you will have four men to make your fantasy come true. I am one of yours."
"Oh," I replied with some concern.
To make me feel more comfortable he started talking about the resort and the island. The time flew and we soon arrived. There it was: a rambling wood structure with multiple wings nestled in a grove of old growth cedar.
"Lets get you settled," he said.
He took my luggage in through the entry and then we went through a large door. "This is your wing. You will not see the lobby again until you leave at the end of your time with us."
We entered my wing. There was a great room with all the amenities: a large rock fireplace with comfortable couches around it and a wide-open space with a tub by the windows over looking the ocean.
"The sleeping area is in the loft. Lets go unpack for you." He took my luggage up. There was a huge bed with a view of the ocean. It was covered all in white.
"That is in honor of this being your first time," he said as he ran his hand down my back. The walls and ceiling were all mirrors and I could see myself at every angle. Alex opened my suitcase and looked through it. "I don't think you will be needing any of this," he said as he put it in the cupboard.
"Now let me help you get more comfortable before you meet the rest of the guys." He slowly began undressing me. I had to remind myself that this is what I paid for as a hot blush crawled up my skin. He was looking at me so intently and touching me gently as he first unzipped my dress and slid it off of my arms. He turned me towards the mirrored wall.
"Watch while I undress you. Look at yourself. You have a beautiful body," he said as I watched him run his hands down my sides. He unfastened my bra, slid it off and let it fall to the floor. While standing behind me, he gently cupped my breasts in his hands and ran his fingers over my nipples.
"You've never had a man do this before, have you? Look how hard your nipples are getting when I roll them in my fingers." I could feel a tug down to my mound. He then reached down and pulled my panty hose and panties off until I was standing naked in front of the mirror. He ran his hands from my breasts down to my hips and pressed himself against my back. I could feel that he was hard.
"This is going to be so much easier than I thought. Can you feel how hard I am in anticipation of fulfilling your fantasy? " He pressed himself more firmly against me and touching the hair on my mound. "I hope you are getting wet thinking about what is going to happen to you."
He helped me put on a white satin robe then took me downstairs. There were three men sitting on the couch. "Guys, I want you to meet Lynn. She is our pleasure." He untied the robe, opened it and let it slide to the floor. I was standing naked in front of four very attractive men. I felt the blush start at my neck and worked its way up my face and down to my breasts. I was so very nervous. I had never had one man see me nude, let alone four.
"You can remember us by the letters of the alphabet: I am Alex, your main guide and this is Ben, Charles and Dave. We have never had a virgin before." They were all smiling at me.
"We are going to start by helping you to relax. Lets go to the bath first."
Everyone rose and I was led to a soaking tub large enough for all of us. Alex helped me in.
"Sit right there while we undress for you." They each undressed in turn until they were only wearing thongs that just covered their manhood. My mouth went dry.
"We are going to take this slow for you, but not too slow because we want you to get the benefit of your time with us." They all came into the water with me and washed my body. They ran their hands over me and then lifted me out and placed me on a table by the side of the pool.
"We will start by giving you a massage and shaving you in preparation for taking you: we want to see all of you." Alex said. "There is trust in bondage, Lynn. We want you to know you can trust us," He said as he put a blindfold over my eyes so that I could not anticipate what was coming next. They gently tied me to the table. The table was electric and separated into segments to support each part of my body. The arms and legs could be moved in any direction. It was covered in a very soft fabric that felt like silk against my skin. I felt hands on my head as someone gently began massaging the tightness in my scalp and neck, and my feet and legs were each being massaged by different hands. The legs of the table slowly separated until I could feel myself spread.
"I am going to shave you now, Lynn. You will feel me touch you. Have you ever had a man touch you here before?" Alex asked.
"No" I replied.
"I am so happy to be the first, Lynn." I could feel something warm being spread over my pudenda and a hand running over my mound and down between the cheeks of my bottom. Slowly he spread the shaving gel, it was warming and he was so gentle. I felt hands going to each of my breasts as they, too, were being massaged.