Everyone in this story is over the age of 18.
Hello my name is Emma and I was still giving Zach his weekly blowjobs. He did not complain and I enjoyed giving them. When I was not sucking his cock I was still watching blowjob porn. I had just turned a video on while sat at my desk. I had just finished my work for the day and I was super horny. I found a girl I liked watching and hit play. Someone texted me and I replied. By the time I looked up I had missed the blowjob completely. I was about to rewind it when I stopped. The girl was now getting fucked doggy style while facing the camera.
I felt myself getting as turned on as the first time I watched the blowjob video. My hand touched my pussy and it was dripping. I slowly played with myself while watching the girl getting fucked hard. They changed position at one point and the girl was now on her back getting fuck, more missionary. For some reason this turned me off a little. I skipped back to the start of the doggy and again I felt myself turned back on. It must have something to do with the style of fucking rather then just the fucking itself. I made myself cum hard before the changed back and I stopped the video.
I was no longer as confused as when I first started to watch the blowjob videos. I understood now some of the joys a cock could bring. The thought of having a cock inside my pussy did scare me. I have had a few fingers inside me but nothing bigger then that. Strap-on sex had never interested me as it felt too close to sex with a guy. The part about the guy no longer put me off but the thought of getting penetrated did.
For the rest of the week I found myself starting to watch blowjob porn before quickly finding girls getting fucked doggy style. I did try and watch other positions but doggy was the only one that turned me on. I think it was something to do with the slight humiliation the position seemed to bring to the girl. And just the raw, animalistic fucking that it was.
I thought about using my dildo on myself. I no longer used it to suck on now that I had tried the real thing. I did not use it as I kinda of wanted the first thing to fuck me be a real one. Instead I just got myself worked up so much that I knew I would need to be fucked this way by Zach. I had decided to ask him on Friday. That was the day I normally found myself going to his to suck his cock.
We were sat playing Valorant again together. I found myself hooked on this game. We played for a couple hours and in the last game we started to get a little dirty with each other. He knew I would be coming over tonight and loved to wind me up about it. It was a close game and I died early in the final round.
"How about if we win this I get to give you a facial again." He said over the party chat.
"How about if you win I'll let you fuck me." I replied.
"For real?" He asked.
"Yeah." I told him.
With that he went quite as he concentrated. It seemed he really wanted to fuck me. As he played I thought about how it would feel. I started to get wet as my team finally won the round and the game. I logged out of the game as I told him I would be round soon. He sounded excited. I sat there for a minute to think if I really wanted to do this. I decided that I did. I went round in just my casuals sweats like I normally do. He let me inside and we sat down to have a drink.
"You sure about this?" He asked.
"Yeah I think so." I replied.
