I didn't always know I was attracted to guys. I had lived pretty happily dating girls and just going about my life until I was 23 years old. My first time with a guy wasn't planned or expected, although when it was over I suddenly never saw guys the same again.
A friend had asked me to come up to his family's cabin over the summer. He and a few friends were hanging out there and would have low-key parties on the weekends when no one had to get up the next morning. I had nothing to do so I agreed without any issue. There would be a few girls there but it was by no means a serious kegger, just some friends enjoying the seclusion and beauty of the place. When I got there I was surprised, it was a nice cabin as far as houses in the middle of the woods go and I hadn't been sure of what to really expect. It had four or five bedrooms upstairs and a nice view of a lake that was dotted with some other homes along the shore.
I quickly became acquainted with everyone there, I chatted with a cute girl who had been cooking herself breakfast but soon found that she had a boyfriend staying with her. There was one other girl there who seemed cool enough but didn't really get my sense of humor and I found myself socializing with a couple of guys most of the afternoon. This was fine and I had a great time, I put the idea of getting lucky out of my mind and just tried to enjoy the clean air and quiet location.
The seven of us laughed and told stories late into the night, drinking and just having fun. A few people retired to bed and it was down to me and two other guys eventually. Nick was a quiet guy, he had chimed in a few times with a witty comment but it was Rob that I really got along with. I remember thinking about he was a little smaller than I was but definitely stronger looking. We had grown up near each other and went back and forth with stories from our youth. I thought we could easily become good friends and was wishing we'd met sooner as I said goodnight to him and walked off towards my room.
I was put in the last available bed sharing a room with Kelsey and her boyfriend Tom. They were sound asleep and breathing heavily when I slid into bed. I fell asleep quickly listening to the slow rhythm of the water lapping against the dock outside my window.
Some amount of time later I began to rouse from my deep sleep. I was in half a daze and still caught in a dream. It was about Kelsey and I remembered her cute smile, it was the kind of dream where your whole body is hot and when you wake up you are in such a sexual state usually a quick jerking off is in order. I slowly began to come back to consciousness and realized that my cock was rock hard and being stroked so slowly. I was so relaxed I can't believe I didn't jump out of my bed when I figured out what was happening.
There was a slight movement in Kelsey and Tom's bed as I slid one eyelid open not to find one of the girls at my bedside but Rob and his hand slowly massaging my pulsing meat. Something came over me in that horny moment and I did nothing to stop him, I just watched as he gripped me and moved my skin back and forth. I let out a tiny breath of pleasure and he looked up at my face.
His other hand moved over my thigh and silently asked, "Is this ok?"
"I'm not gay" I barely choked out as my penis, continued to slowly let out precum.
"So you want me to stop then?"
I hesitated for just a second but I might as well had just screamed please don't. He smirked and gripped me tightly tugging upwards in a gentle but rough motion. He kissed my right thigh and I just lay there on my back breathing deeply wondering how long this could possibly go on before I either chickened out or Tom and Kelsey woke up and screamed.
Before I could finish that thought I felt the familiar feel of air on wet skin as a trail of saliva was left behind his tongue on my thigh. He kissed my balls and I could feel his nose on the base of my shaft. Climbing onto the bed he never slowed down pumping and tugging me. I couldn't believe this was happening, what had started out as borderline gay molestation quickly turned into something unbelievable. A man was fondling my dick and I was loving every second of it. I spread my legs to give him some room and he bent over, feeling my stomach with both hands and licking my dick and sucking on my soft scrotum. I felt his lips on the tip of my cock and it being pulled upwards by them, then suddenly it plunged into his throat. He had obviously done this before since it was far better than any head I'd ever received before then. My mind was racing, would we fuck? Would we get caught?