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Trying Myself

Trying Myself

by sicboy215
4 min read
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Today's the day, I told myself. Once everyone goes to bed I'm going to do it.

I went about my regular nighttime routine, showering and getting in my night clothes. Helped put the kids to bed and watched a few shows with my wife. My wife goes to bed before me because I snore. I usually lay on the couch and watch a few more shows, while I stare at my phone, and she can get a head start on falling asleep. Normally, I would turn over and sleep for a bit, then once my wife is certainly asleep, I go in and take my place in bed.

I kissed my wife goodnight and laid down on the couch with a red blanket. I watched a few late shows and started looking at half naked girls on social media. Things were getting rolling in my pants and now was the time to spice things up.

I made sure the family was dozed off and went back to the couch. I started watching naked girls on Twitter. I follow several models that I find super hot and they never fail to have new nudes for me in my feed.

As a younger man, a naked girl in a magazine was all it took. As time went on and as porn became more and more ubiquitous, I needed a bit more than just static photos. Started out with your typical porn, man and a woman. Then I graduated to voyeurism videos, then those kind of lost their luster and I began watching pee videos. Those started getting old and I started gravitating toward cumshot videos. I change from those types on some sort of cyclical schedule, that I don't control of, but I always wound up back to the cum videos.

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Something about watching a girl get a thick stream of cum on her tongue just gets me there. I was worried the looking at dicks cumming meant I was gay, but dudes don't do it for me. I love pussy, my wife's in particular. But when I'm alone, I like cum. Swallowing videos are hot. Bukkake is a bit much. Sometimes I like watching a gangbang video where a girl gets load after load in her pussy. Or her mouth.

Tonight was a different night altogether. Tonight my cum obsession was going to another level. I was going to eat it. And since the only way I could get it, was to eat my own.

Just the thought of it was making me hard. I was on the couch watching girls swallow loads and wondering how I would get it into my own mouth when the time came. I couldn't lay on my back and hang my dick over my face, one of my kids could pop out of nowhere and I'd be caught. I had to stay laying on my back on the couch and sort of hide myself with he blanket.

This wasn't my first attempt at this. But the post nut come down, always hit hard and I'd lose all urge to eat my own semen. I had been working on some techniques. At first I was licking the pre-cum. Not bad. Not much to it. But again, I'd cum and get grossed out.

Eventually I read a few things online, and people swear by it. The trick is edging yourself until the cum comes out without an orgasm, and I was going to try it.

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I was jerking off to the porn and getting closer and closer to cumming. The porn changed from women swallowing to watching men eating their own cum out of their partners pussy. That was getting me even closer. I felt the urge to cum and stopped. Tried relaxing and letting the feeling subside. I did it again, another video of a guy on his back. He came in his wife and she sat over him and dripped it into his mouth. I started getting close again.

The pre-cum oozed from the tip of my cock. I took my index finger and scooped it from the head of my dick and licked it. I had to stop again, I was going to cum.

I watched another video where a man cums on his wife's belly and then leans down and licks it off. I started jerking off again. The more I was edging myself, the quicker I'd get to the brink. This time I stopped a little later than usual and this time pre-cum wasn't the only thing that came out. It was white. It was cum. I hadn't orgasmed yet and the gross out feeling didn't happen. A little more cum was oozing out. It was time. I took my finger and scooped up the cum from the head of my dick. I took a deep breath and brought it to my mouth. I licked my finger clean.

I swirled the cum around in my mouth, had a slight bleach flavor, but not terrible. I swallowed, and gagged a bit on the sharpness. I couldn't take it any longer. I grabbed my dick and finished myself off, ropes of cum landed on my belly. It felt amazing.

The feeling of disgust quickly returned. I ran to the bathroom and rinse out my mouth. I choked a bit on the cum that coated the back of my throat. I cleaned myself up and went back to the couch. I laid there calming down.

I finally ate my own cum.

I think I'll try that again.

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