Today's the day, I told myself. Once everyone goes to bed I'm going to do it.
I went about my regular nighttime routine, showering and getting in my night clothes. Helped put the kids to bed and watched a few shows with my wife. My wife goes to bed before me because I snore. I usually lay on the couch and watch a few more shows, while I stare at my phone, and she can get a head start on falling asleep. Normally, I would turn over and sleep for a bit, then once my wife is certainly asleep, I go in and take my place in bed.
I kissed my wife goodnight and laid down on the couch with a red blanket. I watched a few late shows and started looking at half naked girls on social media. Things were getting rolling in my pants and now was the time to spice things up.
I made sure the family was dozed off and went back to the couch. I started watching naked girls on Twitter. I follow several models that I find super hot and they never fail to have new nudes for me in my feed.
As a younger man, a naked girl in a magazine was all it took. As time went on and as porn became more and more ubiquitous, I needed a bit more than just static photos. Started out with your typical porn, man and a woman. Then I graduated to voyeurism videos, then those kind of lost their luster and I began watching pee videos. Those started getting old and I started gravitating toward cumshot videos. I change from those types on some sort of cyclical schedule, that I don't control of, but I always wound up back to the cum videos.
Something about watching a girl get a thick stream of cum on her tongue just gets me there. I was worried the looking at dicks cumming meant I was gay, but dudes don't do it for me. I love pussy, my wife's in particular. But when I'm alone, I like cum. Swallowing videos are hot. Bukkake is a bit much. Sometimes I like watching a gangbang video where a girl gets load after load in her pussy. Or her mouth.
Tonight was a different night altogether. Tonight my cum obsession was going to another level. I was going to eat it. And since the only way I could get it, was to eat my own.
Just the thought of it was making me hard. I was on the couch watching girls swallow loads and wondering how I would get it into my own mouth when the time came. I couldn't lay on my back and hang my dick over my face, one of my kids could pop out of nowhere and I'd be caught. I had to stay laying on my back on the couch and sort of hide myself with he blanket.
