What can I say, I knew this was happening today. Call it a gut feeling but I knew.
Being 22 and a virgin always made me feel embarrassed. He would always say he was proud to be with a virgin, knowing I would be faithful to him.
We had been together for over a year now. I knew that I want to be with him for the rest of my life. My friends would always pick on me saying I needed to see other guys and not be so serious with him.
Several of my friends stopped the bar scene since becoming pregnant and not having sitters. I didn't want to be like them.
Luckily for me, I had him.
It was his 25th birthday and we celebrated and partied with friends last week. Since I was broke and didn't have any money, I decided to spent time within until a can afford something good for him.
We were watching tv in his room. Well I was, he was falling asleep. He worked late last night. His sister was at school and his parents at work. It was around noon.
I was laying on his chest. He startled himself awake. "Sorry" He says laughing "I guess I dozed off."
"That's alright" I respond.
"Want to help me stay awake?" He says with a twinkle in his eye.
"What do you got in mind?"
He smiles and leans over to kiss me. He knew I've never been with anyone before. We had talked about it. He never pushed me any further than I was comfortable with. However, this was the first time he ever took things a little further.
I smile as he kisses me. His hand that started on my neck, brushed over my breast just for the briefest of moments, landing on my waist.
I lean in to him, pressing my shirt covered breast to his bare chest. His tongue tracing my lips and I open up for him. His kisses always seamed to take my breath away.
I figure if I was really doing this I needed to take charge, which was utter bullshit. I was to shy to do it but something in his kisses today, made me feel aggressive and empowered.
I push him down and am lying on his chest once again. His hand on my waist starts caressing my hips, my ass. My hand goes in his hair, silky smooth hair.
He leaves my lips and and kisses his way down to my neck. I let out a raspy moan.
His hand goes under my shirt and caresses my back, pulling me to him.
I arch my back, pressing myself to him. My leg moves up his body, hugging myself to him. I feel him hardening against my thigh.
How had I not wanted this before I think to myself. This feels amazing.
His lips once again seeking mine. My body has a mind of its own as I realize that my sex is slowly grinding on him.
His hand leaves my back and caresses my side, my ribs. Finally landing on my bra covered breast.
Massaging and lightly squeezing them, I leave his lips to moan out loud. "Like that?" he asks as he kisses my neck, my collarbone.
"Yes" I breath out as I feel myself get sleeker.
"Want to take off your shirt?" he asks.
"Yes" I slightly moan. He laughs and he takes my shirt off. Why does he ask and not just do it? I groan to myself.
With my shirt off, I feel his hands everywhere. I straddle him as he lays flat on his back. God this feels oh so good, I think to myself. While I'm rubbing myself on his hard, sweats covered cock, I feel the him untying my bra. I sit up, throwing the dreaded thing across his room. He laughs.
I sit up, feeling his hands on my breast. Squeezing them. Pulling my nipples. Biting my lips from moaning to loud. "Beautiful" he whispers.
A million thought run through my head. Why was I so scared of this before? Why didn't anyone tell me it could feel this good? What would people- oh! His lips on my nipples felt so heavenly.
My hands in his hair, guiding him to take more of my breast in his mouth. He laughs and pulls away a little. I whimper. He flicks on of my nipples with his tongue and blows on it.
"Yes" I say, not realizing he didn't say anything. My hips continue to grind on him.
He stops and looks up at me. "Are you sure you want this?"
"Yes" I practically yell at him.
He lays me back and tells me to take off my pants and panties. He pulls away from him and I reach out, afraid he is going to leave me. "Relax" He says "I'm only getting a condom."
"Ok" I say awkwardly.
Condom in place, he rolls over, onto me. He lays down between my legs. He tells me to open my legs wider, but I can't. I start to chicken out as he adjusts his cock to my opening. He adjusts my knees on his hips and caresses them.
He kisses me. "Relax" he tells me again, against his lips. Kissing me, caressing me, he pushes the head of his cock into me. I breath out.
He kisses my my neck and his hand plays with my pussy lips.
