I met Emma in the small reference library of our work place. This is the story of her seduction (of me?), and our education.
My story was pretty boring before I met Emma. Racing through high school and college, I had started my own business at age twenty. No big sweat; it came easily as long as I worked hard and kept my nose to the grindstone. No time for the partying and socializing of my peers. Any down time I had, I ran. The intense exercise cleared my head and de-stressed me. Some people called it jogging, but I went full out, and not many runners passed me on these excursions.
One year into my new business, I was bought by a much bigger endeavour and thought that the transaction would be beneficial to both parties. I stayed on, heading up the division where my expertise lay.
My office was noisy, so I often headed to the small reference library downstairs. It wasn't really a library; it was a quiet room with working desks, a large project table a couple of very nice computers linked to high speed access, and a collection of technical manuals I often referred to. I could spend hours in there, lost in my own little world of science and 'what if I tried this' possibilities. It was my place of refuge.
I noticed Emma in the library one mid-June day. Mid height, and with shoulder length hair, she sat with a poise I've rarely seen. Her skin was pale, which accentuated her dark hair, and when she looked up, the depth of her eyes made me feel dizzy. I didn't know her name then, but she had this quiet beauty that stuck in my mind, and I thought of her pretty much constantly over the next few days.
I couldn't understand how this young woman, who had said nothing and had passed by me like a ship in the night, could stick in my brain so intensely. When I didn't see her again for several days, I kicked myself for not having introduced myself to her. Not knowing her name precluded asking around, not that I ever would have entertained that thought. I wondered if she was just an itinerant student and she had appeared before me just to test me by the gods almighty.
I swore to myself that if another opportunity arose I would not pass it by. I was already 22 years old, and now comfortable enough in my career to start thinking of what I had pushed back for so long.
It was another two weeks before I saw her again. I wanted to jump up and ask her where she had been, but common sense and my own intrinsic shyness saved me from embarrassing myself.
I had been working on a project that could wait, so finally screwing up the courage, I stood and walked over to where she was reading.
"I'm Mark," I said.
She looked up, then immediately down again. Her dark eyelashes fluttered and she started turning an absolutely gorgeous shade of pink. It made me think of a peach just as you caress it before taking your first bite.
"I'm sorry," she whispered. "I know who you are." She looked up as she stood and extended her hand, and I took it to shake it. For what seemed at first glance an extremely shy girl, her grip was firm and dry, telegraphing a confidence not apparent to the causal observer.
I smiled, not saying anything.
She looked down again, her colour changing again.
"I'm Emma."
It was barely above a whisper and I strained to hear her. I wasn't about to throw this opportunity away, so I asked her if I might sit.
She nodded, a smile just playing at the corner of her mouth.
"Please," she said barely louder than her last words.
The details of what we talked about are not important. Suffice to say that as soon as she started talking about her project, she became animated and excited. I wasn't my area, but I was certainly knowledgeable enough to understand the nitty-gritty of it.
When she finally looked at the time, she jumped up, excusing herself profusely, and headed for the door. As she disappeared down the hall, I couldn't help but think it was going to be an interesting summer. I didn't know anything more of her, except her name, but I had my 'in' now.
I didn't see Emma for the next few days. I knew where her base was, so I made an excuse to myself and headed up to discuss details of a joint project with one of her supervisors. It was actually quite a fruitful meeting, and I left feeling that the meeting was not just an excuse after all.
Emma was waiting to head into the office as I came out. I almost walked right into her but stopped short. She looked a bit flustered, and went to back away, but I interrupted her by greeting her by name.
"Hello, Emma. I've missed you in the library."
This young woman had a beautiful range of colours she could turn, and she demonstrated it again. I smiled and waited for her to regain her composure.
"Yes, soon," she managed. "My super has suggested I ask you about a few aspects of my project."
I tried to keep my expression neutral, but I couldn't believe my luck. A chance to work with this young creature.
"Can we meet tomorrow, at a time of your convenience?"
"Sure," I replied. "I'm flexible all day."
I headed backflip my office, smiling inwardly. I could hardly believe this turn of events and I headed home later with an unfamiliar ache in my groin.
I had a very fitful night's sleep. It was filled with visions of Emma, and all the possibilities that only an over heated young man's imagination could produce. This was new to me, and I was more than just a little confused by these feelings.
Morning finally came, and I was in my office early. I needed to get my desk cleared, to have time for Emma. I didn't want to rush anything.
Emma appeared quite early, before some of my colleagues had even arrived. We headed to the library because as I had noted, it was quieter and more conducive to deep discussion. Besides her morning greeting, she had barely said anything, but as I walked behind her, I could smell her aroma and it was intoxicating.
I felt I was going to be challenged drawing her into any non-work conversation, and I was desperate to make it work.
We sat, Emma along the long side of the table and me at right angles to her on her left. I felt we could be close enough to examine papers together, but non-threatening at the same time. Emma opened a folder, blushed at me, stuttered twice then began.
Like a cold Diesel engine, as soon as she warmed to the task, she set a pace I could hardly match. I listened intently, scribbling a note on a scratch pad in front of me.
When she finished, we sat in silence. For the second time in two meetings I had been totally surprised by the Emma that lurked under the surface of this pretty, lithe young woman. I was quiet for another few long seconds.
"Fantastic," I said. "I have a couple of comments and a couple of ideas I think you might like."
"Super," was all she said.
Another silence and then we both started talking together. A couple of nervous laughs, and three hours later we looked up to the clock and both gasped. How had the time flown by so fast?
Emma folded up her papers and put them in her satchel.
"Thank you," she said, and looked at me intently.
"You're welcome," I replied.
She made to leave, but paused to turn to me again.
"Was there anything else?" she asked.
It was my turn to stammer. I could feel the heat in my face. I could only hope it wasn't too obvious. She was watching me, and that almost smile played at the corner of her lips again.
"Actually," I stammered, "there was something. I was wondering, I mean, I had something I wanted to talk to you about."
She was starring at me, her large brown eyes, so deep and endless, silently asking me to go ahead.
"It has nothing to do with work," I blurted out.
It was Emma's turn to be more composed. She didn't wait to ask what it was about, or what I meant. She raised her hand to me and just said, "Meet me in the coffee shop across the street after work."
She then put her fingers to her lips, silently saying keep it a secret, and she turned and walked out, down the hall.
I sat there with my notes in front of me, scattered like my brain was at that moment. How did she turn me into a quaking bowl of jelly without even a word, and how in the world did she know where I was going before I even managed to spit it out! I needed to up my game, but realized I was in over my head with something I wanted for the first time in my life.
The afternoon dragged on. I had never had an afternoon last that long before. I even walked into a colleague's office to check my clock. Finally I had had enough, and did my best to wash up and make myself presentable. No small ask if you are me.
The coffee shop was not busy, but not quiet either. I found a spot where I could sit with my back to the window, and be anonymous.
Emma was late. I wondered if she had had second thoughts about meeting me. After all, workplace trysts have been discouraged by the powers that be, and we were about to tread on thin ice.
Just as I was beginning to curse myself for being so naively hopeful, she walked in. I say walked, because she had had to have been walking. What I saw was an angel float in, hardy touching the ground. She was wearing something different from earlier in the day. It was yellow, and light, and barely seemed to hide her graceful curves. I swallowed hard, and told myself to keep my cool, just be me and it would be okay.