Papa had seemed a little strange as he sent her off, Emily thought. He'd hugged her too tight. Told her he loved her too many times, although since she turned eighteen he'd been extra affectionate. It was strange, and as she walked to the party, cold nipping at her bare legs under her skirt and making her wrap her arms around herself she felt a faint sense of dis-ease.
This was furthered when she saw a bloody foot sticking out from under the bushes fifteen feet off the road.
Her training kicked in. She was a trained Wilderness EMT after all. Technically she couldn't do very much in front country, but she could go assess, and see what help she could give while calling people in. She hurried to the man and squatted down beside him. "Hello?" She asked. "What's your name? What happened?"
The man turned his face towards her and moaned. Mumbling something.
"What was that?" She said, leaning in close. She didn't smell alcohol, just cedar smoke? The man mumbled something again. She cocked her ear leaning in closer.
The man's hands whipped out one across her mouth, the other pinning an arm. Now combat training kicked in, trying to roll away, but he seemed prepared for that, wrapping his legs around her, and rolling with her, ending up ontop of her. Then there were two more men. Kneeling above her. One pinned her free arm that was about to strike out. Another slapped duct tape over her mouth. They moved with easy efficiency. She heard a radio crackle "The cat is bagged. Come around." One of the men said into it, and a van slid around the block. She went limp, trying to make her body as hard to move as she could, but with three men they easily got her into the van. They piled in and burst off.
Her head was spinning. She couldn't breathe. One of the men was forcing her forward and tying her hands behind her back. She tensed all her muscles, trying to give herself as much slack as she could. Who were these men? Why did they have radios?
The drive was long enough that she got more clues. One of the men slipped out of his dark hoodie, showing off several pagan tattoos. Despite the family connection that implied she didn't recognize any of these men. She worked at the tape with her mouth, licking the inside to get the adhesion off.
She had it off by the time they pulled in, ready to scream as loud as she could when they stepped out, but looking around she saw the futility. They were at a hiking trail somewhere high high in the mountains. Screaming would be less than useless.
Noncompliance seemed like the best option. They obviously wanted her to walk. She slumped in her captor's arms, giving him her whole weight.
"You just gonna lie there later when we rape you?" the man sneered.
Emily couldn't say the threat surprised her. She spit at him.
"Gonna need the cart." The man holding her said. Soon they had a wide-wheeled cart unfolded from the van and lifted her into it. Tying her legs and threading the end ropes through the cart itself. Soon the convoy was headed up the trail.
Emily took careful notes inside her head of where they went, but the trail was new to her, and as they ascended she felt hope diminishing. She watched as they carefully moved aside a "trail closed due to washout" sign from a side trail and took her down it, descending again into a side valley, replacing the sign behind them.
It was an hour before dawn when they arrived at the cave, where she heard more voices and a fire. They pulled her out of the cart. She had gotten the bindings off her arms by then and lashed out, making one man yelp in pain, but it didn't take long for them to grab her again. They didn't bother tying her, and instead untied her feet, and systematically stripped her out of her clothes while leering at her. Then they pushed her into the cave and she heard the sound of the men unzipping behind her.
A large man stood already naked and erect in front of her, his face painted with the motif of horns, and tattooed with pentacles and runes that reminded her of the men she had grown up with. A low table stood in the center of the cave with skins across it and he picked her up easily pushing her onto her back and spreading her legs, he paused there, his erection poised between her legs, the other men came closer, wild, feral, their hands pumping their cocks, waiting their turns.
The reality of it hit her now, and tears came, "no, no no no," she whimpered, contesting the reality of this scene.
"There is a way you can say no that I must listen to." The man said, voice low and sonorous. "But that's not it."
"No!!!" she screamed, anger and hate and her own animal wildness rising in her voice. He stumbled back three short steps and every other man stepped back too. She sat up, legs coming together, arms crossing defensively over her breasts.
"No!" She said again, firm, clear, as her mother said no when there was no brooking an argument. The men stepped back again, the painted man taking one more step away.
She paused, breathing. Thinking fast. There was a way she could say no that he must listen. How? She could feel the energy of the men. The pumping cocks, the watching eyes, she could feel their want.
Another deep breath. Clearing her head. Remembering her training. Her parents were always training her. Match your voice and being to the being you spoke to. Be aware. Know them, respond to them, but do so from your center. What is worth dying for? Fighting for? Living for? How could she say no from that space?
"No." She said. She said it with confidence and clarity. Knowing that even if they raped her she was equal to it. Knowing that they couldn't really hurt her, because she had not chosen to be hurt. Knowing that her will was inviolate, and her will would be done.
The men turned and filed out of the cave. The painted man nodded his respect.
"You have passed the first test." He said. "The women are in the cave beyond." And went to stand at the entrance of the cave.
Test? Women? She turned, looking behind her.
There was in fact a second entrance in the back of the chamber with a cloth across it. Emily gut up and cautiously made her way there and peeked under the curtain. Three women sat there, in a small second cave by the light of a single candle. Emily slipped inside and sat - her mind whirling. This wasn't a kidnapping - this was...
"Welcome Emily," said one of the women, this one wearing a red dress.
"This is an initiation," Emily said flatly.
"And you have passed the first step - but not the hardest," said the second woman - this one had a long white braid that wrapped over her shoulder.
"What would have happened if I hadn't passed the 'first step?'"
"There is a powerful no inside every woman. We would have pushed you until it arose," said a woman with smile lines around her eyes.
"Pushed me how?" Emily's voice held a mix of curiosity and apprehension.