The next day in school wasn't much different from most days. At least not until about an hour after it started. I was walking down the hall that ran past the cafeteria when I saw a few girls I knew casually. They were whispering as I approached. Not a big deal, as these three usually were whispering and gossiping about something.
But then they all turned towards me and quite pointedly said hi, asking me how I was doing.
"Ooookay," I said, wondering why they suddenly cared. These three tended towards more "bad boys" and didn't say much to me typically. But I couldn't help myself. Being a naturally polite person, I slowed down and wandered over to them.
One of them said, "So I hear you're not quite the shy little thing we've always thought."
"What does that mean?"
The second said, "Yeah, we heard that you're not 'little' at all where it counts. And apparently, you know what to do with it."
OMG, now I got it. Privacy was so important to me, and clearly, Debbie suddenly forgot that. Not only forgot that but was blabbing details of what we'd done!
I knew my cheeks were turning red, but I said nothing, turned and starting walking away. As I did, I heard one of them say, "Hey, we want our turns, too! We'll make it great for you." And of course, they laughed. Were they kidding? Did they really want me?
Really, I didn't care. I wasn't into them in any way, and mostly I was just pissed!
I went stomping off down the hall, not really knowing where I was going. It wasn't long before I saw Todd. I went right into ranting, "Do you know what she did? Do you know what she did?!"
"Whoa, what are you talking about? What's going on?"
We already had gotten the attention of a couple of other students. "Come on," I said. "Let's go somewhere to talk."
So I walked off towards the yearbook office, and Todd followed. When we got there, I unlocked it, we went in and I locked the door behind us.
Poor Todd didn't even get a chance to say a word before I said, "Debbie told her friends we've been fucking! What's she thinking? She knows I don't want anyone knowing our business."
Todd took a deep breath and said, "Is it such a big deal? So what did they say?"
I told him, and he said, "So they think you're a stud with a big dick who knows how to use it? Do you know how many guys would like that reputation?"
I kinda scuffed my shoe along the floor and shook my head. "Yeah, I guess that makes sense, except I don't want people knowing my business. And why would I want..." [I was trying not to use a nasty word to describe them] "...those girls to know anything about this?"
Todd chuckled. "Well, Debbie thinks she's going to fuck you enough times to make you straight, but I get it." He came closer. Very close. My head was kinda down and he put just one finger under my chin to get me to lift my head and look into his stunning eyes. "Even when we were 'experimenting' and 'accidentally trying new things,' I knew. I've always felt how you looked at me. I think you've always liked boys more, and I've always liked girls more. Maybe it's the intensity of your feelings that made it happen, but I feel something strong for you, too. Maybe I'm bi? Or it's just something with you? Whatever. Let all of them think what they want. Sure, fucking her feels good, but we know what we have between us. Don't let her big mouth bother you. Just focus on what matters."
He sure knew how to calm me down and get me to focus. Quietly, I said "Focus on what matters? I think I can do that." Suddenly, but gently, our lips were together. Our hands were on each other's heads, and the kisses were gentle. Not probing. Really loving. As much as ever before. We just stood there, kissing for a few minutes. When we finally broke our kiss, he looked so emotional.
Todd smiled a little and said, "I don't know what this is or where it's going, but I don't want it to end. You mean more to me than I know how to say."
I nodded. "I don't know where it's going, either, and I tried to deny and fight my feelings for so long, but I know what really gets me going. I had straight sex so I could be near my gay dream. Yeah, that would be you, my blond, super-jock stud. You're a dream come true, and every day I still wonder if I'm going to wake up from this. You're too much to believe, but I love every moment and just want it to go on forever."
We kissed again. I never wanted to let it end, but I didn't want to get in trouble, either, and it was getting near time to head to my next class. "Forget her," he said. "Let's see how happy the little gossip is if she can't get either of us to fuck her. She's as horny as any guy, and you know she's hooked on our cocks. Well, let's punish her. No fucking."
"Oh, really? When's the last time you went without pussy?"
"I've got something better now" and he kissed me, deeply this time, and my knees almost buckled, especially when he hand ran down the front of my pants and squeezed hard on my throbbing cock. "I think it's time that it's just us. Have any plans after school?"
"Yes, to do whatever my boyfriend wants to do!"
He smiled at that, gave me one more kiss and we headed out the door.
It turned into a long day. I was hard for hours and trying to hide it. But I also couldn't believe how slowly the day seemed to be going. When classes finally ended, I reconnected with my blond god and we headed to his house. He said he'd have the place to himself for hours, and that's all I needed to hear.
As angry as I was about Debbie's big mouth, this man of my dreams could get me to forget anything. I was so head-over-heels for him, so I really lost all my concerns as we headed to his room. As usual, I couldn't help myself, and my eyes locked on that unbelievable ass of his. To this day, I've never seen a more perfect one. That view then brought thoughts of how amazing it looked when he was fucking, and, ironically, I'd seen that when he was fucking Debbie. But it still was an amazing sight, how those muscular, soccer player cheeks clenched when he was thrusting as deep as he could go!
So I followed his ass, wondering what joy was coming next. There really is nothing more exciting than teenage lust, and I had at its most intense it with this amazing man! As we got to his room, I was telling myself to try to slow down. I wanted it all, and I wanted to get to it instantly. But I knew I should slow down. This really, finally, was going to be about us. Just us. There was no more pretending, at least on my part. The man I once thought was out of reach was going to be mine, at least right now.
We stood by his bed, and I looked into his eyes. Surprisingly slowly and tenderly, considering how high the heat was between us right then, our lips met. To be more romantic I'd like to say we closed our eyes, but we didn't. He kept his open, and I'd never miss a chance to look into his beautiful eyes, so mine stayed open, too. There was something incredibly intense about that as we kissed, first tenderly and then more aggressively. As our tongues touched, I felt his teeth. He nipped at my tongue and then was biting my lip as we kept kissing. It was an amazing feeling. My god, was there any sexual gift this man didn't have? It's like he was born for this! His kisses were so erotic!
I was running my hands all over his body. I wanted to get him down to bare skin, but I was too deep in this moment. Too much in young love that, yes, went beyond raw sex. My hands made their way back up, and I was holding the back of his head as our kisses got incredibly intense. Then I did close my eyes and marvel at the feelings washing over me. I was so in love with this sexy man. Not just the lust I'd been feeling from the first time I saw his breathtaking male beauty but a real, deep, intense feeling like I wanted to be his in every way possible.
Of course, my cock was about to tear out of my pants. It's not like my love for him diminished how aroused I was. If anything, it intensified it. And finally, it looked like he was going to be mine. The true dream-come-true scenario!
We kept kissing for what felt like hours but probably was only minutes. Even so, years later, the memories remain intense. Minutes or hours, it was amazing. We turned around a few times as we continued to make out, and eventually we wound up on the bed.
He was on top of me, and I was in heaven! Our kisses became gentler, and we stroked each other's faces. We both were hard, but we also were reveling in the love. And then I said it, at the risk of, well, everything... "I love you."
He looked a little surprised but then smiled. "You know anyone else would say that's just your horniness talking, right?"
I started to protest, but then he said, "I love you, too." And with that, he kissed me deeply and our pelvises thrust together, our hard cocks pressing into each other.
Todd took my hand off his face, and I let him guide it lower. He of course placed it on his cock. "Do you want this?"
"Oh yes!"
And then he used a line I've happily used on lovers in the years since... "I want to put my babies in you!"
I chuckled and said, "Make me pregnant, stud! Give me your hot seed!"
We quickly shucked all of our clothes, and then he slid down to take my cock in his mouth. I moaned as he licked around the head. Looking down at him, I couldn't believe the hottest man in the world was licking my cock. This just didn't happen in real life, but my eyes weren't lying. I was getting head from him. How could it get any better?
Then, as if reading my mind, Todd showed me how it could get better. He said, "I wish you realized how hot you are and how amazing this big, thick cock is!" With that he slowly sank his mouth down my shaft, taking it to the very bottom. As his lips reached my balls, I moaned and he slowly slid his mouth back up my shaft, keeping a tight hold on it as his tongue worked the bottom. I gasped from how amazing it felt! Did I say something before about him being born for this? Over the years, I've been with guys who were hot but seemed to think they could lie back and just be serviced. Those never lasted long. But Todd was hotter than all of them and was driven to make sex incredible. What a gift he is to anyone who gets to have him!
He kept working up and down my shaft, and it felt better than pussy. It was amazing! He pulled off at one point to lick my balls as his right hand kept stroking my shaft. I liked the tongue bath, but my balls aren't my most sensitive spot, so I got demanding. "Let me feel that mouth on my cock again, stud!"
"Ooh, look at you! You've sure come out of your shell!" And with that, he laughed and then plunged all the way down my cock again. Oh wow, he was so good at this. He then proceeded to suck and move up and down my shaft at high speed, until I yelled, "Wait! Stop!" He pulled off and looked up at me in concern. I said, "That was too good! I don't want to cum yet!"
