I was 20 yrs. old and very frustrated as I STILL had never been with a woman. Then I met a sexy first-yr. student at school. She was very aggressive and asked me for a date.
We had dinner at a quaint Italian restaurant that has since gone yuppie. I was a bit disappointed when she said that she wanted to return to her place so she could watch "The Last of the Mohicans", which is a terrible movie. I thought that she was trying to get rid of me.
After the movie, she changed into more comfortable (and revealing) clothing. Her shirt, in particular, was buttoned only about halfway. I don't remember exactly how, but soon I was giving her a backrub.
She said that she thought that massages were generally pretenses for sex, but I disagreed. I was so clueless, that I didn't realize that she was coming on to me.
Shortly thereafter, her roommate left. I asked her if we could retire to her room so that we could have some privacy, and I still wasn't really thinking about sex at this point. After giving me the obligatory tour, I asked her if she wanted me to continue massaging her. She simply shook her head.
She played some music from her collection for me. Although our musical tastes were different, I was impressed by her eclectic collection. By this time, it was late, but I wasn't at all tired. I was growing increasingly excited and wanted her more with every passing moment. During a lull in the conversation, I looked into her eyes. She really was beautiful, I told myself. I hadn't quite noticed until then.
She had beautiful black eyes, big and inquisitive; lovely long, straight, black hair that framed her face; and full, pouting lips. It was those lips that I desperately wanted to kiss. But I was afraid. I hadn't kissed a woman in about four years. I was so nervous and excited at the same time that my heart was in my throat.
I felt my pulse in the arteries of my face. My breathing was rapid and shallow. I don't know for how long I stared into her eyes, but it felt like an hour. Finally, though it felt like it weighed forty pounds, I placed my trembling hand gently upon hers.