It wasn't written so much for entertainment as it was to tell it like it really was. This is the true story, and the true feelings. You can feel free to comment on that as you will.
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This is my true story of my first time with another man. It's something that developed later in life. As a young man, I never, in a million years, dreamed I would ever fantasize about another man, much less carry through with something like this. As we age, I don't know if the changes are psychological, or physiological, or both, but something changed, and a fantasies begin forming in my head the last few years of giving another man a blowjob.
Now, I am a man in his 50s. My wife and I have been married for over 30 years. We have lived all over the world, and for the last few years, had lived in my wife's home country (which is different from mine – she is from Asia and that is where I met her). When my assignment was up, she said for the first time in her life, she was able to really experience her own culture in a way she enjoyed, and she said she was not ready to move back to the US with me. This caused much friction, but after some time, we came to agreement where she would stay in her country for another 6 months without me. Our sexual fantasies are something that we have shared with each other (so far as I know), and when I told her that 6 months was a long time for me to be away from her sexually, she told me that I could use this time to pursue those fantasies that I had told her about that she could not fulfill, but I just had to be safe. (I understand that these kinds of arrangements happen with some commonality in Asian marriages ... but the offer was a surprise to me).
So once I started my new life by myself, I advertised to see if I could find a reasonably safe situation where I could be with another man and give him a blowjob. I placed an ad, and got several responses – most of which I disregarded after the first paragraph. But there was one that interested me: This guy was about my age and physique, and had also been in a long-term marriage. Recently, he, like I, had begun to have bi-sexual fantasies about giving another man a blowjob. He had discussed this with his wife and she told him he should try it, but when he placed an ad and got very close to trying, his wife became very uncomfortable with the other person (something didn't set right about his relationship story), and his wife asked him to not meet that guy. Since he, like I, wanted to stay married, he complied. After exchanging email with me for a few times, both he and his wife decided I was legit and my story was legit, and so we made arrangements to meet in a hotel room that I arranged (I'm not hurting for money. My skills pay well ... which is also part of why they are transferrable all over the world as they are.)
At our appointment time, he came to the door and I let him in. Since it was a first for both of us, we were both very nervous, so we started with a beer to take some of the tension off. After the beer, we both stripped. I moved first by walking up to him and taking his dick in my hand. He reciprocated by reaching out and taking my dick in his hand. As I fondled him, I felt him begin to get hard – not fully erect, but some excitement was there. Unfortunately, I remained completely flaccid at this point. He commented that I was much bigger than he expected, and he was not sure he could get me in his mouth when I got fully erect (My wife can, although she doesn't do it much, nor for very long, so I knew he could, and I think he was mostly trying sexy talk. Honestly, I have no idea how large my dick is in comparison with other men, and I've never measured it.)
After a few minutes, I invited him to lie on his back on the bed. He quickly complied. I got on the bed about a 45 degree angle from him. My wife and I often start like this and as I eat her, she reaches out and fondles me to get me ready. I expected him to reach out and touch me, but he didn't. Whatever the case, I put my head next to his dick, then began licking the head, and around the edge of the head. Every time my tongue went across his hole, or around the underside right about the little V shape, his dick or his balls would twitch, giving me an indication he was enjoying this stimulation. He began asking me questions about whether or not I liked it, and I assured him I did. Then, I took him in my mouth and began to suck up and down, careful to swirl my tongue around the head each time up. He seemed to be enjoying this tremendously as he grew to fully erect while I was doing this.
Then, he suggested he should suck me for a while, so I rolled over on my back. He positioned himself between my legs and started sucking me. I have to admit that I enjoyed him sucking me, but for whatever reason, I just could not get up at this point. Maybe I need the female pheromones to really stimulate me as I ALWAYS begin sex with my wife by inhaling her deeply and licking her as much as she will allow, or maybe it is more correctly stated that the male pheromones keep me from becoming fully aroused – I'm not sure what it was, but I could not get an erection while he sucked me.
After a few minutes, I suggested we get into 69. I actually expected him to get on top of me and straddle my head, but instead, he lay on the bed beside me. I'm right handed, and this put me on my right side, so that meant that either I sucked him and stroked awkwardly with my left hand, and fondled his balls awkwardly with my left hand, or else, I tried with my right hand, but because I was lying on that side, my mobility was limited. Still, he seemed to be enjoying it, and I noticed that I was beginning to get erect as we sucked each other like this.
I rolled him over, and got between his legs and started sucking him. Now, I started going deeper until he hit the back of my throat. I have read about people deep-throating, but I didn't seem to be able to do that, so I just continued to suck him up and down to the depth where he hit the back of my throat. I used my right hand to stimulate in front of my mouth, or to stimulate his balls further.
