Jerri's Intro.
Jerri was 24 and had never experienced sex of any kind beyond masturbation. She had sworn she would save herself for the love of her life. Her parents applauded that, though like many parents, they had their doubts she could last. Her friends were divided. Some said she was doing the right thing, even if it wasn't the 'normal' thing. Some said she was out of her mind in missing some amazing opportunities.
Jerri was pretty, but not stunning. Jerri had a nice figure, but not something "Playboy" would EVER be interested in. Jerri had loads of personality and a fantastic sense of humor, something that many guys, when hearing 'those words' thought, "FAT!"
Jerri was an amazing girl who simply wanted to wait. Jerri was happy. Jerri didn't have issues and never once felt the need to show off to the boys. All through High School, Jerri got by. She had a couple of boy friends and when they tried to cross that line, Jerri politely shut them down. One, Edward, was upset. He was angry that Jerri wouldn't go along. She had no problem dumping him. Stefan was more understanding. They would kiss and hug and run their hands over each other's fully clothed bodies, but that was it. Stefan admitted later to going home at night and masturbating vigorously for several minutes after his dates with Jerri, but he always respected her wishes. He found her exceedingly pretty and felt that even what he did get from her was more than he could ever hope for from another girl. Regardless, he was often frustrated like anyone else would be. But even Stefan had a breaking point. He was a normal heterosexual male with normal needs and desires. He and Jerri broke off their dating relationship after a year.
Jerri went to college and dated a couple of guys. College wasn't much different that High School. The guys wanted sex. She had reached a point where oral or manual sex would be acceptable, but she drew the line at intercourse. The guys were nice, even understanding to a point, but they were idiot college guys who wanted to "GET LAID". Jerri and the guys didn't last long.
After graduation, Jerri got a job at a radio station in the sales department. She loved the people she worked with and they all had loads of laughs and everyone appreciated the work the other gave. No one 'hit' on Jerri, but she could sense that a few of the guys were interested as they paid a lot of attention to her. NO matter how innocent the attention was, Jerri got the vibe that it was more romantic than friendship. She just went along without acknowledging the attention. It made her feel good, knowing that these nice guys (thankfully, NO creeps) were giving extra attention to a girl that some shallow morons would overlook since she didn't have a 'killer' body. She had a magnificent body, if you truly appreciated what was meant by a 'good body'.
Her first two years at the radio station were wonderful. She had fun, she enjoyed the attention some of the guys gave her and the work was challenging without being burdensome. Everything seemed right with the world.
She even dated a couple of guys. She continued her pattern. However, Lou was different. No matter how well she was treated before, Lou had a way of making her feel like the most important woman on Earth. The best part, it never once seemed like he was faking it. Jerri got a strong feeling that Lou genuinely seemed to be interested in HER and only HER. He always asked about HER and rarely spoke of himself. He always encouraged HER to pick restaurants, movies, day trips, etc. The best part was, he NEVER pushed anything sexual. He love to kiss her. He loved to hold her. He loved to nuzzle her neck and nibble her ears, but he NEVER took it beyond that.
"Hell," thought Jerri, "he's never ever touched my breasts." And he hadn't. Jerri didn't think he was gay, he was too passionate with her to indicate he didn't like girls, he just seem so, RESPECTFUL.
Jerri was falling in love with this guy from the suburbs of Madison, Wisconsin that she met in college. The catch was, should Jerri tell him? She had fought off sexual advances for years, both at college and back home outside Hartford, CT. But Jerri saw much more in Lou than anyone else did.
But did she?
Jerri sad Lou down and they had a long talk. Jerri put everything on the table. She made it clear she was falling in love but couldn't go back on her vow to hold off consummating a relationship until she was sure. She made it clear that she wasn't a fanatic, just someone who had sworn to her parents that she'd save herself for her soul mate.
Lou said he understood. He stated loud and clear that he felt she should NEVER give up her virginity to just anyone. He made it clear that, though he was still young and confused, he was feeling strong emotions for her as well. He was torn between love and lust, but could endure anything if he had to.
Jerri and Lou sat talking until the wee hours of the morning and in the end, cried and held each other for almost an hour. They parted after a brief kiss and made it clear that they would get together within a day or two and see just where they stood.
That had been on Sunday night. It was now Tuesday evening. They hadn't spoken since the big talk a couple of nights before. They went out for a quick bight to eat at the local hamburger place and they went back to Lou's place. Lou had made it clear that he had somewhere he had to be at 10. He had made it pretty clear that Jerri might want to skip it and that he'd gladly drive her back to her apartment on his way to his destination, but Jerri didn't want that. She wanted to know just what was so important.
Lou hesitated.
Jerri persisted.
Lou's chin hit his chest. He cleared his throat, scratched his head, rubbed his eyes and then looked up at Jerri. He stammered a bit, but he finally got up the courage to say this, "I'm going to a bit of an orgy."
Jerri just sat staring right through Lou. It seemed like an eternity to Lou but to Jerri it was 2 seconds. In reality it was about one minute.
"Orgy?" asked Jerri, meekly.
Lou rubbed he eyes again, cleared his throat, coughed and then, after a brief moment said, "Um..."
Jerri looked directly at him, irritated that he couldn't seem to get the words out. She made a movement that telegraphed total dissatisfaction with the response. Lou couldn't miss it and once again, cleared his throat and coughed.
"Um," he reiterated, "I, ah, well..."
His unease was stifling to anyone within 100 yards of him. Jerri gave him a more INTENSE look.
"I've been going to these for 5 years. I look forward to them every 3 months and if I miss it, I'll explode. I know you want to save yourself, but I never did and can't start now. Please Jerri, if you love me as much as I love you, you'll just ignore this now..." and under his breath added, "and many years to go". He then got back his courage and with full voice went on to say; "This is something I love to do. I make people happy, they make ME happy but there's no emotional attachment beyond the physical pleasure. Nothing would ever come between the love I have for you and the physical pleasure I have there." He paused and added, "I have no idea if that sentence made sense but, believe me, I'm in love with you, I just fuck and suck them."
"Wait," asked Jerri, "Just a couple of nights ago, you said you could endure holding off sex to be with me. What happened to that, was it just bullshit?"
"NO, not at all, I can hold off having sex with YOU as long as you need to hold off. But I'm a dirty, horny little bastard who NEEDS to have sex and these are once every three months, not even weekly, though I've heard of a group that DOES meet weekly and another group that meets alternate weeks to my other group and..." He shook himself back to the conversation at hand and ended, "Jerri, I'm very much into crazed animal sex. I hope that doesn't change things between us."
Jerri sat in silence for several minutes. She studied Lou's face. His sincerity began to overtake her. After a few more minutes of digesting what Lou had said, she found herself at a crossroad. She looked up, rolled her eyes, scratched her chin, forehead, neck and vagina and before she could truly stop herself, she said, "I understand. Go and enjoy." After a brief pause she added, "Ah, could you take me with you?"
Lou was dumbfounded. He just sat and stared at Jerri with his mouth hanging somewhere below his knees. His brain kept screaming, "OH HELL, YEAH!! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!" But his mouth suddenly said, much to his chagrin, "Why? Why do you want to go? I mean, sure, I'd LOVE to have you come...I mean, tag along, but why the sudden change of heart?"
Jerri let a wry smile come across her lips and she said, "I've waited so damn, fucking long. I can't stand it anymore. I've been a good girl to the point I could scream. Masturbation isn't as satisfying as it once was and you make this orgy sound so damned interesting. How could I NOT want to go?"
Lou began to get hard, but his brain was on the opposite page (maybe due to blood loss) and he said, "Do you want to start THIS way? I've been going for years and know what it's all about. You're still a virg...uh...inexperience."
Jerri did something Lou NEVER expected and frankly, it caused him to nearly pass out. Jerri grabbed his hand, shoved it between her legs and said, "I want this eaten and filled. I'm going NUTS. I'm so fucking horny! Lou, if you don't take me with you, I'll lose my mind, not my virginity."