I like seeing people naked, too. I knew I was a voyeur at a young age. I once worked at a health club doing bookkeeping and would stay an excessive amount of staring time in the locker. Saw lots of ass and dicks over the years, of people I knew. It was hot.
I had a friend (James) who is straight but was in love with me. The sales and racquet club manager (I was hot for him for years. He has your body frame, tight and toned, cute face) had shaved his chest and was working out after hours with no shirt. James sees him as we're going to shower to go out for the night... he says "why do you have your shirt off? Are you trying to turn Chris on?" I almost died and kept walking to the showers.
James gets in the shower, and I just ended up getting dressed. He called me to the shower and asked me questions leaving the curtain a bit open for me to peek. I was embarrassed about what he said to the manager, and I felt odd that he'd call me out like that even as a joke. James is 6' tall, big boned, and has that "don't fuck with me" look. Blonde/blue, German guy. His best friend once made fun of me for being a vegetarian (I was one for four years). James turns to him and tells him if he talks like that to me again, he is going to punch his lights out. I sat there silently, like oh shit.
James was getting very clingy, so much in fact that my friends started to notice. I have a marine friend who was also my mechanic. He and his gf had me over a lot (his gf and I would later become housemates). I once went over without James, and they were shocked. Right away they asked if he was outside or where he was. "You guys are attached at the hip." Then a beeper goes off, a beeper James gave me for the night to keep track of me. I explain to my straight-laced marine buddy that James wants to know where I'm at tonight, so he can easily find me later. My buddy sat me down and asked me if I've questioned why James wants to keep tabs on me. Mmmm were friends? Naive answer. I was young and feeding off James's attention - his attention made me blind to the big picture.
James started taking me to his home. His parents never called me by my name, and when they asked about me it was "the Mexican kid." They were racist as fuck. Dad was military, mom was a teacher with with the local school.
As summer started my friends threw me a huge party with a band. I invited him and the girl I was in love with (still friends to this day) and told them it was their party, too. He was attracted to her and asked me if she'd be interested in him. I told him that's something he needs to find out. I knew she wouldn't, so that was my security.
Not only friends noticed, but coworkers started to ask questions about how close we were. I'd always talk about him just like any guy would talk about his best bud. We'd spend time looking at apartments together, he started to know my friends, and he introduced me to his only sibling. He didn't have but 2 or 3 friends at the time, so I always thought he just wanted friendship. Some of my friends noticed things I didn't. But again, his attention made me blind.
The summer we graduated; my family was going to be in Texas for a week. I never had him over to my house because he was rich and lived well, and I was a poor brown kid (with more class in my pinky than his father will ever possess). I invite James to spend the night and try not to feel... poor lol. He drives up to visit in his new Jeep (graduation gift). His mom tells him she'd be more comfortable if he stayed the night instead of driving back home. It's 35 minutes, 40 tops from his parents' home to mine. Go figure, even his mama was helping him get at me lol.
I had bought some liquor for us, and he brought some movies from Blockbuster. I don't know how the conversation got there, but sex was the topic. He told me something right off that to this day I call myself a moron for not facilitating him better. He asks if I have condoms... "I wouldn't want to give you anything." I did have condoms and we glazed over to other topics. We get inebriated and he tells me, bring the condoms out.
I don't know if it was that I was drunk or just not quick enough to know how to act. I'm not sure how I felt about it all. I liked him a lot, but this was sex were talking about and he's talking like he's gonna fuck me. And oddly, he cares enough to protect me from...I wondered if he had VD for a second lol. He said he hadn't been tested since his last gf, so get the condoms. He whips out his dick. He has a nice 6-inch cock with a nice shape and skin tone. He had dark blonde and light brown pubic and body hair. I'd seen him seminude during hikes or changing in his room.
I put a condom on him and jack him off with it on. We were in the living room with the couch hide-a-bed pulled out, but we decided to go to my room. I'm hard and leaking precum. He stands up facing my bed and I get behind him. I asked him if he ever rubbed his morning wood on his pillow and told him to do that to my pillow. He bent over and my cock ended up between his ass. He pulled my pillow against him and thrusted twice and came inside the condom. But as he lifted the pillow, the condom slid off and his load ended up on my pillow. He apologized and said that was gross. I didn't think so, I mean, it was him. I tossed it in the washer, and we went back to the living room. Oh, he came because my dick touched his hole.