On reflection it was very naughty of me. I had invited my 18 year old younger sister up to visit me at Uni. In itself nothing wrong there. On the Saturday night we had a party in the house that I shared with three other girls. My sister would share my bedroom for the weekend.
My sister (Sarah) was nearly 19; uptight and the biggest prude I had ever met. She had just broken up from a rather strange guy who was older than me. She had told me she was going to remain a virgin until she got married and that her ex-boyfriend had never touched her in any way sexually. She said this with pride but I wasn't completely convinced.
The party was always going to be like most of the Uni parties I attended. There would be alcohol (Sarah never drunk alcohol); there would be loud music, probably some discreet drug taking and plenty of sex. There were lots of bottles of drink brought by the guests and as was the accepted way a huge punch made using the cheapest alcohol that tasted half good. That was how I was naughty. I saw Sarah take a large glass of the punch and did not warn her that it was alcoholic. Stupidly I thought that it might help her chill out a little.
I was delighted, but very surprised; to see her dancing with some of the boys and as the evening went on the dancing got a little more intimate. She was more relaxed particularly around males than I could ever remember her. I did see her go towards the punch bowl and decided I needed to at least warn her. I asked her if she was enjoying herself and she said that the party was great. Before she poured herself more punch I took her arm and said
"I am not here to stop your fun but I need to let you know that the punch is very alcoholic. As you have never had much alcohol you will react to it more strongly than others."
She was clearly shocked that she had been drinking alcohol and stopped still before saying
"Is that why I am feeling slightly floaty and rather relaxed and happy?"
"Yes I am sure that it is the alcohol. Be careful though if you drink too much it will not make you more relaxed and happy."
"Thanks Sis. I am sure it is good advice. I will just have another small glass. It is really nice to feel a man dancing close to me, it is new to me."
Part of me wanted to protect my innocent little sister and another part of me wanted to encourage her to go and have fun and maybe end up getting laid. She did go off and seemed to be really getting into the dancing. I was pleased to see that she was not limiting herself to one man and seemed able to get away if anyone got too handsy with her. About an hour later she came and found me and said she wanted to talk. We went up to my room with my boyfriend who seemed to be quite concerned for Sarah.
We all sat on my bed and Sarah said she was having a great time but had begun to feel very pressured by one of the boys. Tom, my boyfriend, said that the boy concerned was renowned for be very sexually aggressive particularly with young or inexperienced girls. Sarah by now had lost all her relaxed and happy demeanor and looked about to burst into tears. Maybe the second glass of punch had been too much. I could see her wrestling with herself until she kind of exploded saying.
"I wanted to kiss him, I wanted him to hold me, I wanted him to want me. I am 18 years old and my boyfriend has never done more than kiss me and that feels like he is kissing his Mum. How am I ever going to feel like a woman? A desirable, sexy woman?"
It was Tom who answered her questions.
"Take it from me you are; a beautiful woman, you are a lovely woman, you are a desirably sexy woman. You did not notice that most of the boys in the room noticed you big time. They were like the proverbial bees round a honey pot. You will never have trouble attracting boys, take it from me."