a Blanke Schande story by Donnylaja
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She kept crying, clutching the pillow in front of her and her drawn-up knees, as if the pillow were an article of clothing. But she had no clothing, nor did the three roommates who sat around her on her bed. It was the first rule of the college: at Blanke Schande, female students had to be naked at all times. They weren't even allowed shoes. She knew this from the beginning, of course, months ago when she ordered the catalog and then called for more info and, as naturally as if she had asked about the meal plan, was told the truth. And immediately hung up, but then as the days went on . . . It titillated her sense of adventure, and as much as she fought it, made her horny. Walking around naked in front of all those guys! She knew the power a curvy body like hers had over men, she saw how they jumped at doing anything for her when she went around in her little tube top or her low-rise jeans with the thong sticking out. Life was so goddamned boring where she grew up, in a suburb of San Diego, and as a smart 18-year-old girl with much artistic talent, she just felt more and more drawn to this little college where she could study art and indulge in a secret fantasy . . .
August was only a few weeks in the past, but how long ago it seemed now! It was clear by now that she had signed up for a tour of Hell. It would be one thing to give the guys a thrill and then run back to the room and put on clothes, but to be constantly naked every minute of every day, with no relief, naked in the bathroom, naked in class, naked in the dining hall, naked walking through the quad . . . and to have guys staring at you and staring at you and still looking even after you had gotten sick of being looked at and just wanted to run and hide --
But of course that was against the rules too. No female was allowed to hide or even cover her breasts or pussy with her hands. Worse, every female student was to show any part of her body on request to any male student -- what was known as "presenting". Theoretically this included a request for a close-up look of a girl's elbow, but of course, the requests all involved spreading legs. And then taking a good hard look, sometimes three or four guys at a time, at a girl's most intimate parts. At such times Hyacinth shut her eyes and felt her face burn red with shame. It was bad enough showing her pussy. But when they asked her to spread her butt cheeks to see her butthole, that really freaked her out. She had been told during orientation to clean herself extra well in the shower; now she knew why.
And it was always the dorkiest, most obnoxious guys who asked to "present". Some girls like Janie weren't bothered by it at all, eagerly opening up her legs, even on the quad, while laughing as if to say, "Go ahead and look -- you'll never get to actually touch this in a million years!" Then there was Jacqueline, a junior majoring in Human Sexuality, who calmly and without shame showed everything as if patiently instructing medical students. But to most girls, especially the freshmen, it was an ordeal. Two of Hyacinth's roommates were freshmen too, and they had cringed each time, so shamed that they hadn't wanted to talk about it afterward. For Hyacinth it was beyond cringing; it was traumatic.
Half an hour ago had been the last straw. That fat frat guy had asked her to "present" in the student union, right on top of a table. And then a few others joined him, leaning forward as she looked forlornly at the ceiling, the tabletop cold and gritty under her bare back -- then as she spread open her pussy lips she could feel their breath down there and one of the guys erupted with a gutteral laugh --
She had jumped up, pushed her way through the guys, and tearfully ran back to the dorm, bare feet slapping up the stairs, and buried herself under her pillow. She wailed and wailed, bringing the attention of the others.
Not an uncommon sound in the freshman dorms, a girl freaking out over her new life of permanent nakedness. To help the female freshmen adjust, each was assigned to an upperclassman "Buddy". Hyacinth's Buddy was Jessie, a junior with big glasses, red hair, and a very slim, white-skinned frame. Now, watching the naked suffering girl, Jessie looked at her with sympathetic eyes. This was Jessie's first freshman freak-out, and she concentrated on all she had learned during that training course.
The sobbing girl sniffled and shook her head, her messed up blond hair stiff with dried tears. "I'm -- not going out there again. Not w - without clothes." She looked up at the empty closets, doors open. It seemed cruel to have closets in this place because no girl had any clothes to put in them. The washing machines downstairs were a waste too. And that was not the end of their lack of privacy. This suite was just four beds in one big room along with desks and computers, a kitchenette, and a bathroom with no door and an open shower.
Jessie reached out to hold Hyacinth's hand. "I know it's hard," she said.
"It's not hard, it's im - POSSible," she said, grabbing Jessie's hand but punching the other one down onto the mattress. Then they could see her clench her butt and she closed her eyes. "Clothes, please God, I want clothes, something to put on." She looked down at her bare feet. "And shoes. And socks. Please, I want to be covered up again."
"You have to hold on," Ruth, one of the freshman roommates, said. "You have to stick it out." Not that all did; one reason Blanke Schande admitted four women for every man was that almost half the women dropped out during the first semester. Hyacinth had heard the testimonials of graduates, and had read that the women who graduated from Blanke Schande enjoyed phenomenal success once back in the "real world" of clothes. But graduation seemed impossibly far away. Right now, all Hyacinth felt was shame and panic. She clutched the pillow more tightly, technically an improper covering up but something which Jessie had discretion to overlook.
"I c - can't do -- that again," she said. "Especially not my -- my butt."
"Yes, Hy, it was crude," Jessie said. "I heard about it. The man is supposed to be polite when he asks you to present."
"I don't care about crude or polite anymore," Hyacinth said, becoming a little more calm. "I want out."
Her choice, Jessie knew. Yet what an opportunity she would be missing by dropping out! It was like any homesickness by a freshman the first couple of weeks away, you had to acknowledge the feeling but urge that she stay. Jessie had an idea. "Why don't we work on it."
"She said she wanted out," said Kristin, the other roommate.
Jessie gave Kristin a stern look. "That's her choice, but right now she's so upset." Then looked at Hyacinth again. "I have an idea. Why don't we -- " Wait, too fast. "Why don't we have some salad and juice? And chicken soup. Definitely chicken soup." Lunch, something normal.
While the sobbing girl stayed on her bed the other three padded around the kitchenette and set things up. In a minute Hyacinth had been coaxed up and the four of them sat and ate around the table, feeling their bare butt cheeks against the cold metal folding chairs, their bare toes absently curling around the chair legs. The food was good even though it was all low-calorie; with the steady diet of low-fat food, combined with the many exercise/sports classes the female students were required to attend, the nude quartet were in the best physical shape each of them had ever been in. Even Hyacinth would have to concede that.
"My idea," Jessie said, "is for us to help you present. I'll -- I'll do it first. On the table." At the sight of eyes rolling, Jessie said firmly, "I mean it!"
Things were cleared away and Ruth was assigned to be the "guy". She stood up and looked at Jessie sitting across from her. They all knew this was a little hokey. Ruth smiled and in a low grunty voice said, "All right, bitch!"
Some giggling. "No come on, really," Jessie said. No guy would get away with that.
Ruth took a deep breath, her bare tanned breasts rising and falling. Then she opened her eyes, getting into the mood. "I would like you to present for me, please."