Jack opened the front door.
"Hey, Mr. Grant!"
"Oh no! Beth..."
It was his babysitter, the one he forgot to call when his plans changed. The car in the driveway backed out of the driveway and into the street. It was Beth's mom, who had just dropped her off for a babysitting engagement with Mr. Grant's two children.
"Wait!"
Mr. Grant waved towards the departing car. Beth turned and waved, too. Mr. Grant stepped past Beth, but the car was already down the street. When Mr. Grant turned to tell Beth she was no longer needed, she had already gone inside.
"Hey! Pizza!" Beth said, grabbing a slice.
"Beth," Mr. Grant called, shutting the front door, stopping for a moment as an alarm went off in his head: Warning! Alone with an 18-year-old girl! Warning! "Beth..."
Mr. Grant found her sitting on the barstool eating pizza.
"My favorite! Olives!"
"Beth, you have to go."
"Where are the kids?" Beth said, ignoring or not hearing what Mr. Grant had said.
Usually, the kids were jumping up and down to see their favorite babysitter.
"Where are they?"
"With their mom," Mr. Grant said, "which is why you have to go."
Beth took another bite of pizza, chewed, as if she were processing the information and needed something to eat first.
"What?"
"Look, I'm really sorry, but their mom called this afternoon and wanted them to come stay with her for New Year's Eve," Mr. Grant said. "You don't have to call your mom. I'll take you home."
Beth's face fell. It looked so sad it almost made Mr. Grant cry.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"My mom's not home tonight. That's why I was so happy to babysit. I didn't want to be alone, not on New Year's Eve."
"You can't stay here..."
Beth looked like she was going to start crying, then lit up and smiled.
"We can celebrate New Year's here!" she said.
Her whole body exploded with the happiness that beamed from her face. Mr. Grant opened his mouth, slowly shook his head.
"Please?"
He shook his head.
"Beth, I have other plans."
"Please?" she said, coming over to him, holding both his hands.
She stared into his eyes, pleading with him with a look that sent a shiver up his back. His head slowed, and when she started to get down on her knees, his head stopped.
"Don't..." he said, pulling her back up. "You can stay."
It had slipped out, just like that, and the alarms went off: Warning! Warning! Warning! But Beth jumped at him, wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Oh, thank you!" she said.
And the alarms were drowned out by the pounding heartbeat in his ears in reaction to her body leaning into his. Their eyes locked, their faces were very close, and for an awkward moment they remained still. He felt her breath on his lips, felt them begin to tingle. Beth tilted her head. Mr. Grant pulled her arms away from him.
"No need for a kiss," he said, realizing that perhaps she hadn't meant to kiss him at all, only sure that it was he who had wanted to kiss her. "But you can't stay for long," he added, stepped back, which helped quiet the alarms.
Beth opened her mouth to object, but stepped back, didn't say anything. Her spirit was dampened but not drenched.
Mr. Grant watched as her face showed every emotion she was feeling, such a collection of emotions in such a short time! Mr. Grant smiled, hoped to help her feel better. He walked over to the fridge.
"We can celebrate early!" he said, pulling out a bottle of champagne.
The shock on Beth's face froze Mr. Grant's into a grimace.
"Sorry," he said, reaching in and pulling out a soda bottle. "I meant..." But he wasn't sure what he had meant.
They finished their pizza in relative silence.
"How's school?"
"Fine."
"How's your mom?"
Rolling eyes.
"Boyfriends?"
Beth looked down to the ground. Her face was turning red.
"Sorry," Mr. Grant said. "Want to play cards?"
Beth looked up, glad of the change of topic.
"I can read palms," she said. "Here..."
She set herself on the stool, holding out her hands for his.
Mr. Grant held out his hands for her to take. He tried not to react, but suddenly he was watching her take his hands in slow motion: her palms touching the back of his fingers, her fingers closing on his hands, turning them over, palms up, her searching one then the other, her looking up into his face. Mr. Grant suddenly felt very clumsy, as if he didn't know what to say or do. Beth smiled. He swallowed. She bent her head down, chose one of the palms, held it carefully with one hand while the other pointed a finger at the winkled lines, then her finger was tracing the lines. Mr. Grant felt her fingernail scrape over every ridge as he fell into a trance, hypnotized by her sensation on his skin.
"You will live a very long life," Beth said, looking up. "Are you all right?"
"Yeah," he said, lying. Did she know he was lying? She looked at him carefully, smiled, went back to stroking his palms.
"You will meet a young woman..."