Like any young woman, I was concerned with what others thought of me. I tried my best in school, was well behaved, and participated in sports and other extracurricular activities.
But I wasn't the brightest girl, or a very good student. I put in a lot of effort, I really did. I always did my homework, and I studied for quizzes and exams. I got ok grades, but was never at the top of the class.
I didn't get into much trouble, and was mostly a rule follower. If my friends were acting out and breaking the rules, I wouldn't admonish them or tell them to behave, but I would distance myself from their behavior in an attempt to not get into trouble. I tried to be an example to them of how to behave, but no one was ever really looking to me to see how to do things anyway.
I was on the dance team, and the volleyball team. I wrote (or tried to write) for the student newspaper, and I worked on the yearbook every year. I went to our schools sporting events, and attended all the dances and other social events.
At 5 foot 6 inches tall, I guess I wasn't average height. Maybe a little taller than most girls. And I suppose I was a little above average in the looks department, but I didn't feel that way at the time. I had long blonde hair, a cute face, and wasn't at all overweight. My hips and ass were shapely, I didn't have a belly to speak of at that age. My breasts weren't huge, but they weren't small and they sat high on my chest without and sag. I didn't feel hot, or beautiful, but I was young and insecure and didn't realize that I was, physically, at least, pretty well put together.
So I couldn't believe it when, during one summer break, I struck up a relationship with one of the most popular boys in our school. We were both lifeguards at the public pool, and always chatted with each other during our breaks during the day. After several weeks, he'd come over to my house to hand out on a Saturday here and there, and eventually grew close enough to call each other boyfriend and girlfriend.
This young man was every girls dream. He was a superior athlete, the captain of every team he played on. With a mind that could run circles around mine, quite frankly, he was one of the top students at our school. And he was at the gym most mornings, developing those rippling muscles that I loved to run my hands over, feeling their power. He was tall, handsome, and able to talk to adults on their level with ease. I was head-over-heels for him after just several weeks. I couldn't believe that he was interested in a girl like me, but
Of course when he came over we'd make out in my bedroom, we'd hold each other, cuddle, and do all those things that young couples do. For such a stud athlete, my boyfriend was pretty affectionate. He was always touching me, holding my hand, caressing my face, and things like that. His hands, um, wandered quite a bit when we made out, but it didn't bother me at all. I liked the attention. I liked the way he touched me.
Even when his touching me became more like groping, I didn't really mind. I hadn't been touched like that ever before, but I allowed him to do it because he seemed to really like it. And he seemed to really like me. He'd caress my ass with both hand when we kissed if we were standing. It felt good. When we'd lay on my bed and make out his hands would wander up my shirt and he'd fondle my breasts over my bra.
And of course he eventually was bold enough to slip one up under my bra and play with my bare boob. I wasn't sure at first, but I grew to like it. He was gentle, and loving, and seemed to enjoy feeling my boobs so much. I felt like it would be wrong of me to deny him. I was his girlfriend after all, and I was pretty sure that's what girlfriends allowed their boyfriends to do.
Once school started back up again in the fall, he'd come over on Friday or Saturday nights and we'd watch movies together in the basement. I don't remember any of the movies, because we didn't really watch them. We just made out. We kissed, of course, and he was very good at that. But it was obvious that what he really wanted to do was continue to explore my body with his hands. His touches became more bold, and he clearly wanted to have access to more and more intimate parts of my body.
He had been over every inch of my pant-covered ass with his hands, and every inch of my bare breasts over the summer. But as those make-out sessions continued in my basement, it became clear that he wanted more from me. He wanted more of my body.
One night while making out, he became a bit more aggressive than usual. He had been rubbing my pussy through my pants regularly for a few nights now, but this time he started to unbutton my jeans. I wasn't sure what to do. I was nervous for him to stick his hand down there, to touch my bare pussy, or even my pussy just covered in my panties. But I didn't say no. I didn't say anything. I just let him do it. It seemed like he knew what he wanted, and I'm not sure telling him to stop or slow down would have worked anyway. So I let it happen.
He unbuttoned my jeans, and then unzipped them. I had thought he would just get my jeans out of the way, and rub me over my panties. But he wanted something different. He put his hand right down my panties and started to feel my bare pussy. Well, not shaved, but without any clothes over it. And I was nervous, but I sure did like the feeling of him touching me there. I had explored myself with my own hands a more than a few times at this point in my life and knew that if he found the right spot it would feel REALLY good. And it didn't take him long to find that spot, to find my clit.
He was kissing me, with his one arm around me and his other hand down my panties working my clit while we watched a movie in my parent's basement. There was no door we could lock, nothing to prevent one of them form walking in on us. But I didn't stop him, I didn't slow him down. In fact, I couldn't keep myself from gasping and moaning and squirming in pleasure from him working my clit like that.
Before long I felt that feeling building in my 'intimate' area. That feeling I'd get when I rubbed myself for a few minutes consistently. I couldn't believe that he could do the same thing, that he was so good at making me feel the same way. He was going to make me cum--I had to actively try to keep quiet now--I couldn't let my parents hear what we were doing. He seemed to know that I was close, and said to me, "That feels good, doesn't it?" I couldn't really form any words at that point, and just nodded my head. "I want you to cum for me, Kelly, he told me," and that was all it took. I came while he continued to rub my clit, and seemed to flood his and my panties with even more of the juices that had been lubing his fingers this whole time.
He pulled his face back from mine, smiling. "You enjoyed that, didn't you?" he asked. And again I just nodded. I hadn't planned to let things go this far. I had never had anyone else touch me like that, or even touch my pussy at all for that matter. And this guy had made me cum. In fact, he had told me to cum, and then I came. My body felt so good, so relaxed. But my mind was racing trying to process it all.