When I was starting high school an older man, a friend of my fathers, said that I looked like the young Ann-Margret, the actress. A couple weeks later I saw that an old movie of hers was on TV, Viva Las Vegas, so I watched it. I guess I do look something like her. My body is similar, slim but with all the right curves. My breasts were B cups back then but still developing. My red hair was real, I suspect hers was dyed. She had a really pretty face and I probably do look a lot like that. Some girls are late developers. Not me. I had my full female body at fourteen. Now, sixteen years later it's almost the same. I've added a little weight, have a little more boobs and butt, but no major change at all. I was also always athletic, ran and swam and did regular exercising and still do.
Looking back from where I am now, I realize how self centered and selfish I was. Very manipulative. It might have started in the womb. Either that or I learned early. I was an only child and I could get my parents to do almost anything for me. I always ended up getting my way. When I started school, I learned I could do the same with the other kids and even the teachers sometimes. I always made good grades in school, it all came easy to me. So I didn't need help with school work. It was mostly just me getting my way, getting to be first in line, getting the seat I wanted. As I got a little older I learned that I could really get boys to do anything for me. Boys have always liked me, girls usually not. That's probably because girls usually didn't have anything I wanted, I never had to be nice to them. I was pretty rotten.
As I got older I always had dates. I went to dances with whoever I wanted. I got rides to and from school. Guys bought me cokes and burgers. I teased a little but that's all I did was tease. In fact, I was probably a little late at getting interested in the opposite sex. At least as far as sex went. I always got whatever I wanted without sex entering into it. Things changed when I was about ready to graduate from high school. I was teasing some boy and whirled around, my skirt flying up, and then sort of ducked around the corner. Mr. Rogers, who taught me the year before in math, was standing there and he muttered something. I wasn't sure what he said.
"What'd you say, Mr. Rogers?" I asked him, still smiling and feeling good about my teasing. He answered me but I couldn't really hear him. I was pretty sure the word "fuck" was in there somewhere. Now I was no angel, I knew what fuck was even though I had never done anything like that. I actually felt it would be pretty icky to do anything like that. So I said, "What?"
This time I heard him. He said, "What you need is a good fuck."
"Oh, Mr. Rogers," I answered right away. But my mind was racing. I think he meant that he wanted to fuck me. Me being me, I saw it as an indication that I had something he wanted. I had something I could use to control him some. So I decided to tease him like I usually did. "I've never done anything like that."
We're alone in the hall. No one else can hear us. He says, "I know, it's obvious from the way you act. I didn't say you had, I said it's what you need."
"Well, when I finally do," I told him, "It will be with someone that's offered me something very great, something really worthwhile. So it probably won't be you Mr. Rogers. I don't need grades, I already have them. And as a teacher you don't have huge amounts of money, not that I'd ever sell myself anyway."
He just smiled. He was always a nice guy. I liked his class. He's actually pretty young, somewhere in his mid-twenties. He's only taught for a few years. To girls his age he's probably attractive. "So, Kaylie, if I could offer you something really big, something really worthwhile, you'd fuck me?"
"I didn't say that." I said back immediately. But my mind whirled. I had actually been thinking about sex more and more lately. Maybe he'd be a good one to learn with. "But maybe so," I finally said and then whirled around and hurried away.
I graduated. I was probably going to have to find a job. My parents didn't have much money and neither had any higher education and showed no interest in my needing any. Then I saw Mr. Rogers on the street one day. "Kaylie," he said to me, "Hi. Are you going off to school somewhere?"
"No. I'm looking for a job."
"You're a really good student, you should go to college."
I grinned but felt sorry for myself. I felt the same way. "Well, that would be nice but the money just isn't available."
He just looked at me a moment. "You know, there are a lot of scholarships available."
"Huh," I replied, "One of those $1000 things wouldn't do me any good. I'd need a complete full ride like the top football players get."
"There are full ride academic scholarships, too," he says. "I even have a good friend that's in the scholarship office at McKinley." I must have got a look on my face or something because he looked at me and got a big grin on his face. "Would a full ride scholarship be something really big, really worthwhile Kaylie?"
I knew exactly what he was saying. I think that's the moment when I discovered I was interested in sex, in fucking some guy, having someone else give me an orgasm. So I just smiled back. "Yeah, it certainly would." He said he'd work on it. Well, I'd learned long ago that you don't get too dependent on promises. You wait for real results. So I knew what I'd done but I also knew it was never going to happen.
Two weeks later he called me. "Kaylie, I've done it. You have terrific grades. I have some forms I need you to complete and I think I've got you a full ride." I couldn't help but get a little excited. McKinley is a private college, considered to be very high class, very elite. It has a big endowment, has at least one Nobel l;aureate on the faculty. So I filled out the forms and he sent them in. It was almost a month later when I got the scholarship offer in the mail. It was real. It was full ride, tuition, books, room and board. I had to make good grades to keep it but I was confident I could do that. No surprise to me, my parents weren't overwhelmed at all. They were nice about it and told me how I had done very well but they weren't as impressed as I was. I knew what it meant to me. A completely different future than working in a factory somewhere. Then Mr. Rogers called and asked if I got the scholarship and then suggested we needed to meet. So I met Mr. Rogers. I had thought about it a lot before I met with him. I knew I had to deliver. I mean, he had. And it was certainly worth it.
So I told him, "You said you'd like to fuck me. And I admit you've earned it. I even look forward to it. I'm also a little scared. But I've thought about it and I don't want you to just fuck me. I want you to be a teacher. I want you to teach me how to be really great at having sex with a guy. After being with you, I want to be able to be the best any guy has ever been with. I want to learn to be a great lover. Can you do that?"
"Yes. I think so. At least as well as anyone could. But you know this isn't just a quickie. We'll have to get together over and over for lessons. "
That really turned me on. "Yeah, I think so too."
Then he really stared at me. "I was going to tell you this later but I'm too honest. I'll really love being with you, experiencing your body, teaching you. But there is another guy that you're going to have to use your lessons on. My friend at McKinley expects to also get rewarded for his coming up with the scholarship."
"Oh," my mind raced. I had actually talked myself into wanting to have lots of sex with Mr. Rogers. But a second guy I'd never met? "You mean both of you at once?"