This chapter is a little more graphic - and less "innocent" - than the first. It that's your thing, then I hope you enjoy it. If you'd have preferred the innocence to continue, then I hope there is still enough here to keep you entertained.
We'd dropped off into a short slumber. As we lay there, coming round, in the afterglow of our second orgasms, Anna propped herself up on her elbow and looked down at me, with a serious look on her face.
"Jack, you're a really nice guy. And you've treated me really well these last few days. In fact you've always been so respectful towards me."
My heart sank. I'd been too used to these type of conversations,
"you're a nice guy, but I don't fancy you."
"And I feel I can trust you."
Which then led me to expect the,
"I'm seeing some one back in Uni,"
revelation.
"So, can I be really honest with you?" she asked, hesitantly, struggling to maintain eye contact.
Now, I was confused. Something was really bothering her.
"Of course," I assured her, pulling her into my chest and cuddling her. "You can tell me anything. I promise I won't judge."
Without looking at me, she almost whispered into my chest, "I think there's something wrong with me. I've become obsessed with sex. I think about it all the time. And I'm imaging doing and saying the wildest things."
My heart leapt. Initially, at the relief that she was not breaking up with me. Immediately followed by excitement, that I may have found a kindred spirit!
"OK..." I answered slowly, lifting her head and looking deep into her eyes. Where I could see tears were forming.
"Hey, don't cry. That's not the worst revelation I was expecting. In fact, it's quite possibly the best." I assured her, with a grin.
"Don't be such a creep," she said, part laughing and part crying. And punching me in the chest. Which caused those wonderful tits to sway in front of me.
"I'm serious," she sniveled, "it's all I seem to think about the moment. I was bad enough before. But, since you started kissing me in the nightclub a few days ago, it's gone into overdrive."
"I'm worried I'll not be able to focus on my studies. And I was really worried you'd think I was a slut, or a harlot..."
"You don't, do you?"
"I certainly don't think you're a harlot," I laughed. "In fact, I dont think anyone thinks of anyone as a harlot nowadays. I thought you were studying pharmacology, not medieval literature!"
"Don't be a sod," she whimpered, "I'm opening my heart to you and all you can do is take the piss," she said, laughing a little now.
"Look at me, I've got snot dangling from my nose, as I'm crying about this."
"Don't worry," I assured her, "I'm just looking at your tits, not your nose," as I reached out to fondle one.
"Oh my god, you really are a perve," she exclaimed, playfully slapping my hand away. "I don't know what I'm worrying about. You're worse than me," she went on, properly laughing now. Which caused the snot to worsen! But also those wonderful tits to wobble further.
I pulled her to me and held her close to my chest, stroking her hair gently. Then, bending down, I took her head in my hands and softly kissed the salty tears away.
"Please, please, don't worry," I assured her, "I think the absolute world of you. I don't judge you for a second. I'm sure what you're feeling is "normal". And I'm so, so glad, you've been so honest with me. It means so much to me that you feel you can open up like this."
Which, unfortunately, had the opposite effect to what I'd hoped, as it caused her to start blubbing again.
"I'm sorry," she sobbed, "I was really worried how you'd react. And now, I'm just so relieved about how wonderful you've been."
We held each other close for a few minutes. Anna's sobbing gradually subsiding as we enjoyed the warmth and comfort of our embrace.
Finally, pulling slowly away, Anna, took a deep breath and looked up at me, "If you promise not to take the piss any more, now that I've started, can I tell you what I've been feeling? And doing?"
"Of course," I assured her. Intrigued, but also a little turned on again, even though I'd already come twice.
"Right, you've got to really promise not to judge, and definitely not take the piss. At least not too much," she laughed. "Though that seems to be impossible for you. I'm going to be absolutely, brutally, honest. And I need you to be the same. Is that a deal?"
"Of course," I replied, "I assure you I won't judge. And I promise I'll be as honest as you in return."
"Right," she said, taking another deep breath, "over the last year, especially the last 6 months, I've been playing with myself - a lot."
"Ok..." I said, "I had wondered about that. I really didn't know how much girls did that." I pondered.
"I'm sure you already knew this," I assured her. "But, if it makes you feel any better, us guys do that ALL the time. We, of course, call it wanking, not "playing with ourselves."
"That is such a naughty word. But it fits well," Anna agreed. "How much is ALL the time?"
"Well, I can only really answer for me," I replied. "But I'm pretty sure I have a wank every day. Sometimes more often than that."
"What about you?" I asked. Amazed that we were having such a frank conversation.
Blushing furiously, but maintaining eye contact, Anna replied, "I'm not sure I'm proud, or ashamed, to admit this, but about the same as you."
Which, I'm bound to say, was a revelation to me.
Warming to this theme, Anna posed more questions, "What do you think about when you are wanking? ...And who do you think about? ...And is it ever me?" she finally asked, very sheepishly.
I'm not sure if you have ever been asked, "do you think about me when you're wanking?" It's a tough question to answer.
If you say yes, then that might be perceived as being creepy. Answering no, may be seen as an affront,
"aren't I alluring enough for you to think about me when you wank?"