2: Confessional
Christine Dunn, MS was employed as a sex therapist at the congregation's Family Life Center. She took cases that the other staff could not deal with effectively. Her deep spirituality and her excellent clinical skills combined to help the parishoners work their way through whatever sexual problems they experienced.
She maintained the highest ethical standards and had gained enough clinical stamina to avoid the entanglements that come with doing sex therapy. It was not that she was unaffected, just that she had found a way to hold her client's pain without it staining her own psyche. In fact, she had found a way to discharge her pent-up emotions and restore her own spirit.
Chris was single and, honestly, bi-sexual. She understood sexual attraction as a matter of proximity, action, and desire. That knowledge allowed her to explore her feelings. She was not in a committed relationship at the time and thus needed to work out her sexual energy alone. Or nearly so.
One of her clients confided to her that the manager of the Hilton Hotel downtown maintained a Glory Hole operation. Her client had often wanted to experience a Glory Hole as a way to have oral sex with another man, yet not have to go through the emotional involvement. He did not want to make love to a man or to kiss him. He was not gay, he proclaimed. He only wanted to feel another man's cock and to suck him off. As they worked together, Chris got the client to explain more about the Glory Hole operation. Together, they concluded it would be safe enough for him to try it.
After several sessions her client felt satisfied that his need to take a man orally had been satisfied and he did not feel the need to return either to her office or to the Hilton. Chris had learned enough by now that she felt the need to investigate it herself. She explained it to herself as professional curiosity. He supervisor, Alan Beal, PhD knew that some of the inquisitiveness was driven by Chris's own sexual urges. The fleeting encounter, he explained to her, was as powerful for her as it was to her client.
"You'll know whether it is a good thing for you or not. Just be sure to go only as far as you want to go. There is no pressure to do anything you don't want to do freely," he counseled. It was the identical advice Chris had given to her client. With her supervisor's encouragement, she decided to check it out.
It was a Thursday night and James, her last client had just left. He had masturbated in front of her and the sight of that magnificent cock and the semen he shot all over himself had demanded a lot of concentration. She needed to relieve herself of the sexual arousal that session had caused.
She drove to the Hilton and went to the bar. She ordered a cosmopolitan and relaxed. Several guests were in the bar watching the news and paid her no attention. After her second drink, Chris decided it was time to check out the Glory Hole. She left the bar and went through the lobby and found the private restroom at the end of the hallway. The concierge nodded as she passed. She looked familiar, but Chris could not place her. Chris smiled and said, "Yes, thank you." That was the signal she wanted some action.
The restroom seemed to be the one that conference guests would use, being away from the rest of the hotel activity. As she stepped in, Chris noticed it was a large, well-decorated room. The plumbing seemed to secondary to the dΓ©cor as if the room was really a place meant to house other activity. Indeed, it was intended for more than personal hygiene. Chris sat on the toilet seat and unbuttoned her blouse. She took her stockings off and hung them from the rail. Her skirt came off next and then her panties. The pungent aroma of her arousal during her last session wafted to her nose. A grin crept across her face. She folded a terry towel and sat on in as she opened her blouse and unsnapped her bra.
The drinks must have been strong ones, because she felt no compunction about getting undressed and getting ready for whatever might follow. She was locked in a room by herself and felt safe enough. "So, where is this hole?" she wondered. After a little exploration, she found it at the right height behind a framed mirror. She took the mirror off the wall and set it down. The room on the other side of the wall was dark.
Chris sat back on the toilet, spread her legs, and began touching herself. She was moist already and that gave her a kind of relief. She was carrying so much of her clients' sexual energy that she needed to release it soon. Getting wet meant that she could bring herself off even if no one showed up on the other side of the wall. With the lights on in her room, she was clearly visible to anyone who happened to look through the six-inch hole.
A click sounded in the next room and lightning-like a lamp lit up. She could see a man briefly and then the light went out. Chris fingered herself lightly, swirling around her swelling clit. If the man wanted a show, she was giving it. With her right hand, she pulled her tit and pinched her nipple. She pulled on the other tit and both nipples stood hard and firm. Her reddened areolas shrank as the skin formed a lengthening nipple. She lifted each full breast and flicked her tongue at the nipple. Her nipples were firm and thick. Then she circled the nipples and gently sucked on them in turn. The whole time she worked her clit in delicious rhythm. Her juices began to flow in earnest now and Chris dipped her fingers into her pussy.
It was hot and wet in her pussy and she worked her fingers in and out slowly but forcefully. She wanted the watcher to become aroused knowing that she was giving him all she could. Her body responded to the unfolding scene, but her mind did wandered. She began thinking of her clients that week. How many of them were sad and lonely? As she sat there fingering herself, it aroused not feeling of passion, but feelings of compassion. Not lust but love. Even the man in the other room, for whom she was performing, was benefitting from her ability to put others ahead of herself. She accumulated the sexual pain that others carried and gave herself up as a sacrifice for them. With her orgasm, all the energy she stored in herself would be released and the pain would be expiated.
A tear formed at the corner of her eye and she let out a deep exhale forcing some of the tension from her body. She stared at the hole. Was someone actually watching her as she watched her clients? Was he getting turned on? She hoped so. Soon more tears began to fall on her cheek and splash on her breasts. She lifted them to see if she could lick the tears away. All the while she thrust her fingers, now three of them, into her sopping pussy. Whether or not someone was going to join her in the action through that Glory Hole, Chris was feeling the urging need to cum. She felt the pain building in her.
As she stared at the hole, she saw a cock wave in front of it. Light from her room illuminated the first several inches of the room next door. A man was walking toward the hole. His cock was hard. He had been watching her and it gave him a raging erection. Chris watched as the cock came closer, just outside the hole, it lingered. Then slowly the man's clean cockhead appeared through the opening. Then followed seven more inches of firm, pulsing man-meat.