"Bye, now" Said Dene, turning with a wide grin. "Lover" she added over her shoulder.
Good lord, what a day that had been!
Toward the end of my senior year, all in the same day:
I discovered I had a powerful fetish for pre-cum;
I touched a guy's cock for the first time--jacked him off, in fact;
Sucked said cock;
Had my tits sucked and licked and fondled;
Had my pussy licked;
Had a mind-blowing orgasm after licking pre-cum, locking said guy's wrist between my legs while I bucked and screamed;
Met said guy later the same night and lost my virginity; and then, when I thought the night was over
Deep-kissed his sister and got wet all over again.
Dene observed, correctly, that her brother Chad and I had been in love for years without admitting it, much less doing anything about it. That she spoke the truth to us was the key to finally admitting it. It was Chad's wrist that I locked between my thighs, Chad's pre-cum I licked, Chad that I jacked off, Chad who licked my pussy and Chad that I exchanged cherries with--at 18 and 19, we were both still virgins. Then, when I thought the day was all over, I took the first step toward a delightful lesbian affair with my best friend, Chad's sister Dene.
All-in-all, the spring of 1971 was a fabulous season!
Let me bring you up to date.
After that fabulous night, I could barely think, and when I did all I could do was either worry about whether I was a lesbian or fantasize about when Chad and I could jump each other's bones again. The kiss with Dene kept playing over and over in my mind. WHY on earth did I slip her the tongue! I sure didn't think about it--it was just, just--well--automatic. Like my tongue shot into her mouth without asking me first! Even worse, I liked it! I mean, in the split second before I realized I was kissing Dene, it felt really good! And when she kissed me back, even longer and definitely on purpose--my head was spinning. If I was honest with myself, and I really didn't want to be, I had to admit I wished we'd kept at it. And Chad! Wow! We're in love with each other! My best friend and I are in love and I've never been more excited--giddy, tingling (wet) pulsing with energy. Yesterday, Saturday, went by in a blur. I went with Mom and Dad to the beach, then shopping, then dinner out and finally home pretty late. Chad and Dene's family was gone when we got back and I didn't get to see either of them all day. It was Sunday now, and I had to go to church! CRAP! Of all the places to have these thoughts running around in my head. If I left a wet spot on the pew I'd just die. Cold shower! Now! OK-guess I know why Ann Landers recommends these things.
I made it through church, but couldn't abide the thought of Sunday dinner with my parents and bugged out for my sister's house. I needed to talk to someone I trusted that I hadn't just tongue-kissed or screwed! It was a good decision. Jan was living on her own, earning her own way and doing it well. She was definitely a free-spirit. Most people thought she was a hippie because of the way she dressed, but she had started a record store/head shop and it had a huge following. She was far more a business woman than a hippie.
Her latest boyfriend greeted me at the door: "Hey Kath! Jan's in the shower--c'mon in!"
"Have you guys had lunch yet?" I asked.
"Lunch!? We were just thinking about breakfast!"
Bet they had a great night!
"Listen, Tony, I really need to spend some time with Jan. Is there any way I could talk you into heading out to a restaurant for a while?"
"Sure kid. What's up? You look worried. You're not knocked up are you?"
"Not a chance. I just need my sister for a while."
"No problem--I'm outta here. Tell Jan I'll be at the Waffle House-then out to the airport for the afternoon. That's where I was going to head anyway. Hey--she'd probably love it if you'd make her some toast and eggs. There's some fresh OJ in the fridge too."
"Thanks Tony--I really appreciate it."
I heard the shower stop and got to work on breakfast. As Jan walked into the kitchen the toast popped up and the eggs were ready to serve--over easy, just like we both loved.
"Hey Jan--haven't poured the juice yet, but Tony said there's some fresh in the fridge."
"Kitten! What brings you by?"
"Let's eat first, Jan. I'm suddenly absolutely starving. Then I need to talk with you--wow. Do I ever need to talk."
"Sounds interesting! But you're right--breakfast looks great!"
I ate slowly, relaxing some with each bite, sure that Jan would guide me through this web of emotions.
Finally, the eggs were delightfully gone, the dishes were washed and put away and we were back at the table.
"OK--give." Jan said, raising her eyebrow at me.
It all came gushing out: "Well, I had a wild, screaming orgasm from tasting Chad's pre-cum while I humped his wrist, jacked him off, had dinner with mom and dad, discovered Chad and I are wildly in love, screwed him and then french-kissed Dene. Do you think I'm a lesbian?" I was talking so rapidly it could have all been one word!
"Whoa!!!!!! Back up, Kitten!! Or maybe you've outgrown that name!"