Everything had happened so suddenly and I could hardly believe that this was reality. Before me a man stood staring back at me with blazing desire in his eyes, his fair skin and sky blue eyes alight with unquenchable lust.
My whole life, I had been a wallflower; standing in the background as the other girls blossomed into sirens and tempting maidens. Alone I watched from my own destitution, pushing back envy and loneliness, learning to accept my eternal isolation. I knew there was nothing physically wrong with me: my rich brown eyes brighter than most that colour, my dark brown hair complimenting my naturally tan skin. Short in stature, I more than made up for it with my full c-cups and my bigger than average butt.
It's just that, nothing ever happened to me. I was a virgin, learning my body on my own as others shared in sexual bliss. Yet now, something was happening and I trembled with anticipation and a tinge of fear of the unknown awaiting me.
I had only met James a few hours ago, he had smiled at me from across the lecture hall and I had looked around in confusion before returning a meek grin. Half-listening to the professor, I wondered why the tall, blonde man with sparkling eyes had noticed me and debated whether it was all in my head. The drone of the aged instructor lasted the full three hours and I yawned as I packed my notebook into my worn canvas knapsack. I sidled past other students in the cramped space of the lecture hall and finally met with the slightly cooler air of the corridor.
I headed for the back doors of the building, knowing the area would be less crowded. I neared the double doors at the end of the dim back hall but nearly jumped out of my skin as voice emerged from behind me.
"I think you forgot something," I turned to the deep voice behind me, the blonde who had smile at me held out my head phones.
I grabbed them timidly figuring they must have slipped out when I was fishing around for a pen. "Thanks."
"Not at all," He smiled, one which caused a warmth in body.
I hadn't known what to say at that moment, but somehow James had rescued the stunted conversation, easing my nerves as he walked with me to the bus stop. Somehow we had managed to build a reparte despite my incessant anxiety, I wasn't even perturbed when by some chance, he got on the same bus as me. We sat and chatted, no doubt annoying those around us just wanting to get home from a long day. An invitation was proffered and I accepted against my own character, something about James eased my mind.
He led me up too many flights of stairs to his small off-campus apartment, wiggling his lock with expertise before the door finally budged. We stepped inside, I was panting from the climb but my adrenaline surged. He led me to the couch which took up most of the living room opposite the surprisingly large television. We sat down and he began to fumble with remotes, turning on the film he had promised we would watch on the bus. It was one of those low-budget films you find randomly on Netflix, needless to say, we weren't enthralled with it.
Sometime between the intro credits and the main character's first crisis, we had drifted closer together and he kissed me. It was my first kiss and I was nervous that he could tell but as I grew hotter within his embrace, I let go and we continued to make out as the film climaxed.
We separated only for a moment, he pulled me off the couch, scooping me up into his and carrying me into the adjoining room. His bedroom was as small as the living rooms, centred by a rather large bed with crisp white sheets. He dropped me onto the firm mattress and I let out a cheerful scream, giggling as I sat up.
James stood at the end of the bed, his eyes burning into me, eager to see more. I was just as anxious but unsure of how to start, suddenly blushing at my own ignorance. I could tell James noticed and the red in my cheeks seared deeper and suddenly I felt like the old me.