Author's Notes:
All characters are at least 18 years old, except where stated otherwise.
There is no sex in this chapter.
It's now July. Jake, Amy and their schoolmates finished taking their A-level exams in late June. They'll be starting at university in September or October.
Please note that this chapter switches between different points of view and starts immediately after the previous one ends.
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Amy's POV
"999. Which service do you require?"
"Ambulance." I replied, as calmly as I could.
"Get the police as well," I heard Billy say.
"And police," I told the operator.
"Transferring you now," the man on the end of the phone replied.
"Ambulance service. Is the patient breathing?" asked a new voice.
"Billy?" I asked, a little panic in my voice. "Is he breathing?"
Billy felt Jake's breath on the back of his hand and nodded.
"Yes, he's breathing," I told the call handler, "but he's unconscious. He's been stabbed and he's bleeding."
"OK and where are you?" she asked.
"We're at the Heritage Hotel on the ring road, we're in the car park," I said.
There was a pause as the operator typed into her computer. "OK," she said, "the ambulance is on its way, but I need you to stay on the line with me and I'm going to ask you some questions and we're going to try to help the patient together. So I need you to stay calm OK?"
"OK," I replied.
"So do you know what happened?"
"He was stabbed with a knife and then hit on the head." I paused. "With a bottle," I added. "He's losing a lot of blood."
"And are you in any danger now?" she asked.
"No, he's gone, Ritchie, the attacker, he's gone."
There were a few more clicks at the other end of the line.
"OK the police are on their way as well," the operator said. "And do you know the patient?"
"Yes, he's Jake, he's my boyfriend," I replied.
"And how old is Jake?" she asked.
"He's eighteen," I said.
"And your name?" she asked.
"I'm Amy."
"OK Amy," the operator said. "Everything you tell me, I'm sending to the ambulance, then they know what to expect when they get to you. So you said he's bleeding."
"Yes," I replied.
"And where's he bleeding from, can you tell?"
"It's from his left arm, and the back of his head," I replied. "Should we try to raise his arm?"
"No, don't move him," she said. "Is Jake lying down?"
"Yes, he's on his front on the ground. We're in the car park."
"Has he got a coat or can you put something over him to keep him warm?"
"OK," I said. I was still wearing Jake's dinner jacket, which he'd given me to put over my shoulders. I shrugged it off and laid it over him.
Suddenly Rob, my step-dad, appeared next to me.
"What happened?" he asked breathlessly.
"I'm on the phone to the ambulance," I said. "Go to the hotel and get help and some blankets."
"Amy, are you still there?" the operator asked.
"Yes, I'm still here," I said.
"And is Jake still breathing?"
I held the back of my hand in front of Jake's mouth and nose. I felt the gentle warmth of Jake's breath against my skin. It was a moment of great comfort.
"Yes, he's still breathing."
"OK Amy, you're doing really well. I can see the ambulance is about five minutes away. I'm not going to hang up on you, but I need you to talk to Jake for me. He may be able to hear you. You need to tell him that you're with him and that help is coming and that you're going to stay with him. And if anything changes, like he stops breathing, you need to tell me OK?"
"OK," I said. I kept the phone to my ear, but took Jake's hand in mine.
"Jake, it's me, it's Amy," I said softly. "It's OK, the ambulance is coming. We're getting you help. I love you."
Then I felt it. It was weak, but real, not imagined: The gentlest squeeze of my hand. It was Jake. He was with me. He was fighting still.
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"Hello, Jake?" the voice on the end of the phone sounded a little disoriented. I'd woken his mum up.
"It's Amy," I said, hearing the strain in my voice. "Jake's been hurt. I've called an ambulance. They're about to take us to hospital."
There was a pause as my words sank in.
"Is he OK?" his mum asked. "Is he breathing?"
"Yes," I replied. "He's OK, he's breathing. He's bleeding a lot though."
"And are you OK?" Jake's mum asked.
"Yes, I'm fine," I said. "Look I've got to get in the ambulance, but can you meet me at the hospital? Just come as quick as you can."
"We'll both come. We'll see you there," she replied.
"OK," I said, preparing to say goodbye.
"And Amy?"
"Yes?"
"Thank you. Thank you for looking after him."
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Two hours later, I was sat by Jake's bedside in the hospital. His head and arm were swathed in bandages, but he was fast asleep and oblivious to all. I watched the gentle rise and fall of his chest. He looked so peaceful and yet so vulnerable.
That night I realised how much I loved him. There was so much I liked and admired about him - his self-deprecating humour, his quiet dedication to his academic work, his warm singing voice, his calm confidence, his loyalty to his friends, his care for his animals and his determination to be the perfect gentleman in our relationship.
But it was more than that: When I needed him, Jake was always there for me - there to support me, without smothering me with overattentiveness; there to reassure me, without trivialising my concerns; there to celebrate my joy and happiness, without ever trying to hog the limelight; ready to wait for me, however long it took.
And then there was his body. Even covered in bandages, it was clear he had a physique that most teenage boys would envy. His wasn't the over-pumped torso of a gym fanatic or brain-dead sports jock. His muscles were toned from patient, honest toil - a gentle strength, not one born of aggression. I don't think Jake realised how good looking he was - for him, his broad shoulders and six-pack were just the occupational hazard of working on the farm - it wasn't an ideal he was striving for.
Those few times we'd been in bed together, when I'd felt that body against me, he'd made me feel so secure, wrapped up in his arms. He could follow the rhythms of my pleasure, knowing instinctively when to reassure or to hold off, letting me lead when I wanted to. His pleasure was always secondary to him, perhaps that was one of my few frustrations; the gentleman in him made sure that I came first.
I'd kinda been desperate for a boyfriend, as I suppose most eighteen-year-old girls are. It was something I wanted to tick off before leaving school. I didn't want anything serious, just someone to have a bit of fun with and maybe fool around a little. I didn't see a first relationship lasting - I'd meet someone for the long-term at university.
But Jake had changed everything. I'd fallen in love - really, truly in love - hopelessly, deeply in love, and quickly too. I'd pretended it wasn't happening, and maybe it had frightened me a little, but now my only fear was that I would lose him.
I held his hand. "Jake, I love you, please get better, I need you," I whispered.
The door opened and his mum entered the room. She'd been with the doctor. She smiled warmly at me. She sat down next to me at her son's bedside.
"It's good news," she said. "He's going to be fine. He'll wake up tomorrow badly concussed, but he's going to make a full recovery."
She saw the wave of relief sweep across my face. I fought the tears welling up in my eyes.
"I love him," I said. "I really do."
"I know you do," she replied. "He loves you too."
I nodded. "Should I go?" I asked, not sure if Jake's mum wanted to be alone with her son.
"You can stay here as long as you like," she said. "But he's probably going to be asleep until tomorrow lunchtime. If he does wake up before then, it won't be for long. So, if I were you, I'd go home now and you can come back tomorrow. I'm going to do the same, but his dad's going to stay with him overnight."
I nodded and she hugged me.
Then I stood and placed a kiss on Jake's head. On a whim I took off my necklace and fastened it around him. I turned, feeling a little embarrassed. Jake's mum was smiling at me.
"He loves you Amy," she said. "We all love you."
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Jake's POV
It was the smell that woke me. That strong smell of disinfectant that seems to pervade every part of a hospital. The room was bright, but I could tell no more than that. I struggled to focus. Shapes swam in front of me. There were voices - some soft, some sharp. My efforts exhausted, I slept.
I woke again. My vision still blurred, but I could see the outline of the room now. Bright sun. Blinds in front of the windows. Stiff bed sheets. A firm mattress.
My arms were heavy and both were bandaged. There seemed to be wires running all over me. The machine next to me hummed and beeped. There was something wrapped tightly around my head. And tubes in my fucking nostrils. My temples throbbed gently.