I have always been very shy. In high school I kept girlfriends but never chose to pass third base with them. It was hard for me to feel like an adult when I had to tell a girl not to moan for fear my parents might hear. When I moved to Las Vegas and was supporting myself by working in a casino, things were different. I felt like a man and was ready to do more mature things.
I starting talking to a few girls, but warded off sexual advances. No one felt just right. I was a small town boy in a big city, so these women didn't quite understand why I wouldn't have casual sex with them. It meant nothing, they promised. That was the problem though.
One night a Thai girl joined our department. Most of the girls were either ugly or depraved; often both, but this girl had the nicest ass I'd ever seen. It really did something to me. Every time we got ready to clock in, I couldn't take my eyes off of it.
I suppose it was her ass that led me to flirt with her in the first place. I used to say mean things to her just to get her riled up. I pretended like Thailand was some third world country and asked things like, "Do they have books there?" You know, typical ugly American shenanigans. When she got angry, she looked so damn sexy. I couldn't help but pick on her.
Finally, I said something one night that pissed her off too much. She called me an asshole and told me to leave her alone. I felt guilty, so I tried to make it up to her. I told her I'd take her out to dinner. I begged her. Finally, she said yes.