Heath had found that his favorite form of pleasure was that inflicted upon himself by himself. Masturbation had become his more beloved lover and release of the magnitude of his sexual tension. However it was more than just playing with himself that satisfied his needs, it was the public displays of his desire that truly fueled his pleasure. He had always figured it was harmless since it was just the voyeur in him playing and not him acting out completely. He would play with his cock while watching women sunbathe by the pool, walking on the beach or just doing anything in something small and out in the open. He would hide himself and release his passions without anyone’s knowledge.
He had taken to sharing his desire for expressing his act by delving into cyber and phone sex, a mutually consenting form of sharing intimate moments. He loved letting go and crying out as he caught his cum in a towel telling the girl on the other end of the line how far he shot or how big his member was. Yet he wanted to take it one step further. He wanted something dangerously exciting and had adapted this behavior into his life over the past 6 or 7 months.
It began at his last job as a copywriter for a department store. He wrote copy about fashions and on many occasions would watch the models fit the clothes and have their pictures taken for ads. He knew that just behind a door they were all naked together helping one another put on the clothes and he imagined some risqué behavior as well. He would spend his afternoons in the john masturbating once or twice, but he wanted to take the thrill a step further. One afternoon he got up the balls to go into the ladies’ bathroom right next door. He quickly scurried in ready with any explanation that he was reading and walked in the wrong door just in case someone saw him. No one did, he was alone and went into a stall.
Dropping his pants and boxers he pulled out his flaccid cock, still a bit anxious about being caught. He stroked himself and came very quickly the first time, but over the months he became more attuned to the anxiety and would listen as many women came in and out of the lavatory. He would listen to them pee and though that didn’t excite him, it was the knowledge that there was exposed pussy right next to him and he couldn’t help but pulse with desire.
When he changed jobs he went to an ad agency and was immediately enticed by the blonde clerks that seemed to not even notice he was there. He had asked a couple out and was turned down flat each time souring his desire to perform even for himself. He decided to try the bathroom trick again. This time he incorporated fantasy into his act and developed a perverted love with these women though they had no clue.