Jason wasn't sure what he was supposed to do. His Mistress was either asleep, or doing a very good impression of it. A huge part of him wanted to lie down with her. To pull her into his arms, and cling to her all day. Of course that couldn't happen. Ever. His heart twisted at that reminder.
He turned to the fire. The tray of dirty dishes caught his eye. He put it outside the door, then went back to the fire. He knelt next to its heat in Position Two, and tried not to think. But the position was not intended to be held for long periods of time. His feet went numb fast. And his brain refused to stop thinking.
Muffling a sigh, he switched to sitting cross-legged instead. He turned toward the fire, since his back was rapidly getting baked. Staring into the flames, he tried to find a bright spot in his morose thoughts.
He was here, in The Society, as Mistress Elena's favored pet. He was so highly favored that he was allowed to please her. It was selfish and stupid to want more. He had the guys to sleep with if he wanted cuddles. But... Who did Mistress Elena turn to for cuddles?
No one. Erik had already clued him in on that score. No one ever slept with Mistress Elena. Jason frowned severely. It didn't seem right to him. She should be in the middle of a pile of strong, handsome, loving men. She should have what she had given him.
Jason blindly watched the gas fire jump and lick at the fake logs. She must be lonely. Of course she was. Shut off in her office. Always behind closed doors. She seemed happy, though. In control. Usually smiling in approval. He knew he made her happy just now. Happy enough to put her to sleep.
His eyes drifted back to his Mistress. A sweet little smile curved her lips. Some tendrils had worked their way free of her braid. They curled around her face. The face that he'd dreamed about for years.
He wanted to stroke that pearly skin. Feel if her cheek was as soft as it looked. As soft as her thighs. Gently rounded. Voluptuous. He had never understood why anyone would think fucking a stick sounded sexy. A woman should be warm and soft. When she generously opened for a man, and offered him her sweet cradle... Jason shuddered hard.
He knew exactly what it would feel like. Sinking into Mistress Elena's warmth. The only fling he'd had in college that even came close to what he needed. She was an older woman, going back to school for a second career. Maggie's body dimensions were almost identical to Mistress Elena's. Her arms and legs closing around him while he settled into her heat was the most erotic, welcoming, loving experience of his life.
But Maggie didn't have the slightest interest in pegging. She wasn't shocked when he suggested it, but she just wasn't interested. She didn't even want to finger him, no matter how clean his ass was. For that matter, she couldn't suck a cock for shit.
Mistress Elena, though... She was everything he had ever wanted. She really was his living Goddess. That pretty little Mona Lisa smile gracing her lips... He put that there. Jason's heart swelled with pride. He held onto that feeling for the next half hour while his Mistress napped. Staring at her the entire time.
He knew when she started to wake up. He quietly moved into Position Two, and watched her breathing ramp up slowly. Her fingers twitched, then clenched before relaxing. The Mona Lisa smile grew just a tiny bit. A low, sexy moan drifted from her. Breathy. Her fingers clenched again, along with the rest of her body as she flowed into a feline stretch. When her gold eyes opened lazily, he caught a glimpse of confusion as she searched for him.
He quickly ducked his head before she caught him staring at her. "How may I serve you, my beloved Mistress?"
Elena's eyes locked onto her sweet boy. "Mm... I can think of many, many ways."
Jason bit his tongue to keep any of the dozen responses that popped into his mind from popping out of his mouth. He decided that he wasn't required to respond to that, anyway. He peeked up at her and caught a lascivious look of lust on her face that instantly made him chubby again. Dammit. He lowered his eyes and glared at his disobedient cock.
"In fact... No, no. I am being too greedy already. I need a shower, darling. Alas, I am feeling far too lazy and satisfied to walk," she hinted.
Jason went numb. What? What!? No one showered Dom/me's that he knew of. Except for subs. Maybe a slave once in a while, for those who do not have a beloved submissive. But normally it was only subs that were allowed that intimacy.
He forced his body to stand. He walked toward his Mistress, still cuddled deep in the blankets. His gut twisted hard as he reached for her. Pulling aside the top cover, he wrapped the other blankets around her carefully. He didn't want her to become chilled. He took another deep breath before tenderly scooping her into his arms.
She sighed and rested her head on his shoulder. His heart melted, then swelled again. Clutching his precious burden close, he walked around the bed to the bathroom door. Then kicked himself. He should have opened the door. And turned on the shower. Before he picked her up. Too late. He'd do it right next time. Next time.
Pushing aside thoughts of next time, he focused on now. His Mistress' needs. A shower. He gently juggled her so he could open the bathroom door. Then gaped as he looked around. Wow. It was almost as big as her bedroom.
He set his Mistress on the plush chaise lounge carefully before turning to the shower. Gnawing his lip, he worried as he adjusted the temperature. He wanted it to be perfect. He hoped he wasn't making it too hot. But she'd said she was cold in a fairly warm room. Forcing himself to stop fiddling with the knobs, he turned back to his beloved Mistress.
Elena was watching his ass with another lascivious smile. When he turned, she was offered the sight of his slightly chubby cock. She had to wonder if it ever really went down. Well... without ice, anyway.
She loved watching his body move. Strong. Beautiful. He walked toward her, then kneeled in Position Two in front of her.
"How may I serve, beloved Mistress?" He sure as hell wasn't going to take the blankets off without her permission.
Elena beamed. He really was perfect. She reached out and ran her fingers through his hair. Sliding down his cheek, she nudged his chin up. "Look at me, darling."
Jason turned his eyes up, and was caught again.
"My sweet boy. I have searched for you... Ah, it seems like forever. I have very high hopes for you, little one. Very high hopes. You will bathe me. Then I will show you your new assignment."
Jason had about a million questions after that little speech. He bit down on them all and nodded. "Yes, Mistress." He swallowed hard again before gently unwrapping her.
Elena melted at the blatant adoration in his sky-blue eyes. He helped her out of the robe, then picked her up again. She was tucked against his very nice chest. Naked, this time. Without a bunch of blankets in the way.
Jason's knees almost buckled when Mistress Elena started playing with his nipples. She happily twisted, bit, and suckled all the way into the shower. He wasn't sure what to do at that point. Mistress Elena seemed to be having a grand time driving him out of his fucking mind. So he stood there, under the rain shower, shuddering.
Elena was delighted to find out that her darling Jason had such sensitive nipples. She tortured them a little bit longer before reluctantly pulling away. "Ah, my darling. You are far too perfect. Set me down. You need your hands to work. I do expect you to be thorough, little one."
Jason decided to just pretend this was all a long, elaborate dream. One that he really didn't want to wake up from. Just go with the flow. Wash Mistress Elena as though he was her beloved submissive. Because that was exactly what she was grooming him to be.