"Thank you, slut. I'm having a girl over later today. Shes going to suck my cock and I'll look at that pic before she gets here."
I reread the message again, regretting trying to get Sir worked up. It never worked and he always knew what to say to leave me the one wet and wanting more.
"I wish I was the one there with you."
"As you should."
"You can think about her getting to swallow my load as you drift off to sleep."
There was no way I would be able to fall asleep thinking about that, at least not comfortably. Sir had given me a bed time and he still hadn't given me permission to cum. That meant uncomfortably damp panties for me. I pushed my fingertips hard against my clit hoping it would help my situation subside a bit.
"I'm jealous"
"Good. I want you to rub your pussy while thinking about us. Put your hand in your panties."
Oh good. Maybe Sir will let me cum before bed after all. I pulled my panties away from my wet pussy with my left hand. Then I slid my shaking right hand in, gently brushing two of my fingers over my clit.
I released my panties and picked up my phone to continue messaging Sir.
"I wish I could be there to take care of you afterwards."
I continued to rub myself waiting for a response. With the hand I had in my damp panties, I began slowly rubbing circles on my clit, as I thought about the lucky woman who was getting what I wanted. She was getting the load I'd been thinking about all week. It was frustrating for me, but I was glad someone was there to take care of him. I let out a quiet moan as my legs began to shake. I needed to slow down because I was getting too close and, I still wasn't given permission to cum. It was almost midnight and I knew Sir would be reminding me soon enough.
"Are you enjoying yourself over there slut?"
"Yes, Sir. It feels so nice. I can't stop thinking about how good she's going make you feel. How she gets to be the one to taste your cum. I'm so close."
"Please Sir, can I cum?"
"Good girl. It's time to take that hand out of your panties though. It's getting late there, and midnight is bedtime."
I let out a frustrated groan. He couldn't stop me now. I was so close just a couple more flicks over my clit would send me over the edge. Regrettably, I slowly pulled my hand from my panties and began licking my fingers clean. Sir liked when I did that. He told me to imagine it was his cock I was cleaning off.
"Yes Sir"
"Good girl. Make sure you clean those fingers well."
"I did Sir. Thank you, Sir."
"Sleep well, slut."
"Good night Sir. I hope you enjoy your company today."
"Oh, I will. I'll send you a message after and you can read all about it when you wake up in the morning."
I let out another frustrated growl. I never understood how I could be so turned on and jealous at the same time. Why did thinking about another woman kneeling between Sirs powerful legs turn me on so much. I wanted to be the one there running my hands up his thighs and around his waist. I wanted to be the one burying my nose in his soft smooth balls breathing him in. I wanted to trail kisses in the crease of his thighs telling him how beautiful his cock was and begging for just a taste. I wanted to lick the precum from the tip, and savor every drop.
I moved my hand back on top of my panties. I could just continue what I started, it's not like Sir would ever find out anyway. I didn't want that though. I craved his control over my orgasms. Just thinking about him denying me had me bucking up into my hand hoping to find some release. So, I pulled my hands away from my panties. I wouldn't be able to lie to him if he asked anyway, and then I would end up regretting any orgasm I had.
Sir and I met on a fetish blog site catered to our particular interests. I wasn't necessarily there to meet people, just to browse through people's blogs and share posts that turned me on. Maybe I was secretly hoping someone would see my blog and strike up a conversation with me. I knew I would never be the one brave enough to message anyone though.
When Sir did message me I was reluctant to respond. The chances of finding a decent guy on a fetish site catering to submissive women who got off on sharing their men were slim. When I did eventually message back, I tried to keep our conversation impersonable, but he was genuine, and easy to talk to.
Over a couple of days, we shared a bit about ourselves. I don't think we shared nearly enough yet, but we knew some of the important things. I knew he was a doctor and he knew I worked odd jobs hoping to one day become a writer. He had traveled all over and landed in a different country where he went to school and stayed to work. I had done little traveling but hoped to one day visit his homeland.
We talked a little about our interests outside of our kink, and after a couple days we found ourselves exchanging pictures. Every new photo he sent had me wanting to crawl into his arms and worship his perfect body.
I told him plenty of times I imagined straddling his lap and running my hands through his full head of curly brown hair. I wanted to hear him moan in pleasure as I relaxed him after a long day at work. I wanted to wrap my hands around his muscles and massage all the tension away. I imagined rocking back and forth on his lap, while his strong veiny hands held on to my ass. He would squeeze it hard as I sucked on his neck and trailed kisses down to his smooth broad chest where I'd nip and suck on his stiff pink nipples, until he grew tired of that and pushed me to my knees where I belonged.