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The rest of that night and the following days were nothing sort of pure, unadulterated agony, and not for the reasons I'd originally expected.
Which wasn't to say the residual pain in my backside from Jane and Mistress Syn's dual assault on my bare behind, let alone the thorough fucking I'd been given at both ends, although those seemed to linger far longer than the original punishment I'd received had. But rather, the lesson that Mistress Syn had sent me home with did most of the damage.
Once I got back to my dorm, I cleaned myself up, eyeing the chastity cage locked around my cock as I did, then plugged the USB into my laptop. Slipping on my headphones, I proceeded to watch the contents of the drive, and though I thought I'd known what to expect in doing so, I was dead wrong.
You see, during my walk home, I'd foolishly tried to convince myself that revisiting the history of my humiliation at Mistress Syn's hands wouldn't be so bad. That perhaps I could separate myself from the truth of my situation, and likewise convince myself that the pathetic specimen I'd soon see on my screen was not me.
I quickly realized how futile a gesture that was.
There was simply no way to ignore the cold hard truth of the matter as it presented itself on my laptop screen. Mistress Syn had broken me in more ways than one, and all I could do was bear witness to just how thoroughly she had done so.
The drive began with a slideshow of pictures from our very first lesson, with Mistress Syn's smelly, sweat-drenched shoved in my face, and me there naked and hard getting hard from it. These were followed by screenshots taken from the various videos which were sure to follow, and seeing them all again made me feel as low as I thought I could ever feel.
But then the videos started.
The playlist which followed the slideshow was longer than I'd anticipated, and I saw that Mistress Syn had indeed documented each and every lesson we'd had.
I watched myself get smothered by her feet and ass, be teased by her soles and punished by her toys. Watched as I cleaned her dorm from top to bottom in that sissy maid outfit- an outfit I needed to pick up whenever I dropped off her sheets to be cleaned. Drank in my continued humiliation over and over.
And all the while, much as I wished otherwise, my cock grew, clearly enjoying reminiscing about all of this. It quickly discovered its new home in the chastity cage, however, and the discomfort of that made itself known almost immediately. I couldn't even draw the slightest bit of pleasure anymore. Mistress Syn had made sure of that.
Had that been all, I might have been alright. Might have been able to withstand the barrage of pictures and videos again and again as I'd been ordered to do. Even with the chastity cage denying me, I could have been alright. But true to her wicked ways, Mistress Syn had included something else on the drive. Something she knew would break whatever sense of self I may have still had.
Her 'lessons' with Jane.
When I'd first arrived at her dorm earlier that evening, I'd witnessed Jane kneeling naked by her feet and assumed that she'd gone through the same torment I had prior. Mistress Syn had even alluded to such a thing, the idea of which had made me feel worse than I already had.
But it had all been a facade.
Rather than videos of Jane being forced to worship Mistress Syn's dirty feet or clean up her dorm or heaven forbid lick her toilet, I was instead presented with footage of the two of them hanging out and planning this evening's lesson in exquisite detail.
Things began rather normal, with Jane arriving at Mistress Syn's dorm, and based on their conversation, it was plain to see that at some point prior, she'd been told that Mistress Syn had some information about me that she wished to share.
I'd expected this, given she'd told me that Jane had been horrified by the things she'd done to me.
But she hadn't.
She'd been intrigued.
The video continued with them sitting on Mistress Syn's couch looking at the same pictures and videos I'd just watched myself and with each one, Jane seemed to grow more and more interested. It appeared that the meek, innocent-looking classmate I'd thought to get close to was just as twisted as Mistress Syn was. The difference was, she'd never had the chance to experience any of the things she'd fantasized about firsthand.
Mistress Syn and I changed all that it seemed.
"So wait," Jane said as she stared at the screen. "He just does all this?"
"Well, not at first... I told you he was checking me out right? Well, I decided he needed to be taught a lesson.."
She flipped through more photos on her phone, likely going back to the beginning, but that was enough to hook Jane, based on her expression.
"I had to force him, but he deserved it... And after our first 'lesson', he learned his place... Besides, he knows if he ever disobeys me he's fucked. See?"
Jane's eyes lit up as she looked at picture after picture and video after video. All the blackmail material Mistress Syn had collected on me thus far.
"Wow... I can't believe I was even the slightest bit interested in him."