Hello diary
I've never kept a journal before. With the exception of my best friend,there's no one I can tell what I've done this past week. I figured this would be a perfect time to start writing things down. I think it'll make me feel better.
I'm going to start at about a week ago.
My Alarm went off. I woke up in a haze. I was so tired. I had spent most of the night studying and working on my little part time job. I walked in to the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror. I Looked every bit as tired as I felt. I had class in a hour and didn't know how I was going to make it on time. Oh well I thought and went on to take a shower.
Diary, before I continue let me describe myself to you. I have big blue eyes with shoulder length dirty blonde hair. I'm tall with a very curvy body, by that I mean I'm very healthy in the chest and hips area. I have long legs, I think they're my best feature, even my feet and toes are cute. I just found that out this week. I do enjoy showing them off, usually with short skirts or dresses and especially with hosiery. That day I wore my usual skirt, with pantyhose.
Let's return to last week.
As I was putting on my pantyhose, I couldn't stop thinking of everything I needed to do. More bills were due and money had been extremely tight, Barely getting by on student loans, babysitting and my sales job. Paying for school on my own had become increasingly difficult. Worrying about money has caused me to struggle with my studies too. I just kept telling myself that it would get better.
Diary let's pause again.
Let me tell you a little more about myself. I moved out after high school. I decided it would be easier to study away from my annoying family. I thought it would be a sensible time to take on some adult responsibilities. Even though most of my friends stayed home. I couldn't have been more excited with my newfound freedom.
I've always been popular around my neighborhood, so along with babysitting, I took a door-to-door sales job selling women's Beauty supplies. My popularity helped me do well and I've always enjoyed visiting everyone in my neighborhood.
Back again
With my school day finally over, I headed off to my work. I have a particular route I use. I start with old Mrs. Jones in the corner of Morton Street. Mrs. Jones is in her sixties and likes any company; it takes me a little longer to visit her than the others. I'll go down the block and always end up at the Smith's home.
Mrs. Smith is one of my better customers; she buys plenty and rarely ever complains about price. She's a full figured brunette with a very pretty face. She's in her late thirties but still acts like a teenaged girl. I've enjoyed visiting her. We would have long discussions about school, sexy clothes and other interests. She manages an accounting firm and if it weren't for her busy schedule; I think I would spend even more time with her.
Mr. Smith, her husband, is the opposite of his wife. He's much older. A very quite, sweet man, at least he seams to be during my visits. He rarely comments on any of my beauty supplies. It's usually some friendly chitchat plus I don't think I've ever seen him without a glass of his favorite whiskey, that's probably why he's always smiling.
I have noticed him staring at me, though. He had complimented my outfits and had told me how pretty he though I was. He was an obvious legman, I've caught him countless times staring at my legs. I guess dressing the way I do I couldn't blame the old man. I don't mind though. He's not the first guy I've caught, I'm sure he wont be the last. I thought it was cute and some days I couldn't help but tease him a little by asking him what he thought of my outfit.
The days visit went as usual, a little small talk with Mrs. Smith while her husband looked from the kitchen. I took down her order and thanked her. On my way out I waved to Mr. smith. He waived back as he poured his drink.
Finishing my route early. I decided on taking a stroll to my best friends house. I walked in to her room and found her on the phone as usual. Don't you ever get off that phone? I asked.
Ok Diary I have to describe Yvonne.
She's a little shorter than me and more athletic. She has long black hair with thick pouty lips. She has all the typical Spanish traits. Wide hips and a ass that drive all the boys nuts. Much more out going than me and loves her tight clothes. She's been a great friend since middle school.
"What are you up to sweetie?"
Oh nothing, I just finished my rounds.
Are you ok? Yvonne asked
"Yeah I'm fine, I guess I'm just tired. I've had a lot on my mind."
"Well what you need to do is come out with me tonight. I'm meeting Anna and the girls. We can have a few drinks maybe even some dancing" Yvonne is always looking for a reason to party.
"Yvonne I can't girl. I don't have any money to go out. I can barely pay my bills."
Sweetie don't worry about it-I got you"
"I know you do. You always do. I'm just not in the mood. Thanks though."
Well if you change your mind you know whe- I interrupted Yvonne before she could finish her thought. I had forgotten to drop an order for Mrs. Smith. I told Yvonne I had to run to and drop it off.
Well aren't you the devoted salesgirl, Yvonne said with a smirk on her face?
"Smith's? Isn't that the old guy that's you always checking you out?"
"Yeah he's a nice guy though and his wife pretty cool. Let me go before it gets too late. Have fun tonight. Call me."
I had forgotten to give Mrs. Smith her new make up bag, so I ran back.
Mr. Smith answered the door. "Oh-hi Mr. Smith. Is Mrs. Smith in? I forgot to give her the new bag she ordered." He invited me in.
"Come inside, please have a seat". You just missed her. She went out with her friends. She won't be back till late, I'm afraid"
"I guess I can just drop it off with you, and be on my way." Before I could leave he stopped me.
"You don't have to leave so quickly, you know I've never actually seen any of the things you sell."
"Your wife doesn't show you?"
"Some times, would you mind, I might see something I would like.
Umm I guess not. I told him. Mr. Smith had never shown interest in what I sold before. I found it a little odd that he wanted to look through it now.
I sat down on the sofa like I usually do with Mrs. Smith. I opened her bag and took out her order book. There was something different about him. His eyes were glazed and I've never seen him smile so much. I figured he's been drinking all day. He was still holding a full glass.
As I began showing the book, I noticed Mr. Smith's eyes all over me. He continued looking. Trying to be discreet, his eyes fell down my body where he found my skirt and down my nylon legs, where he stopped.
Mr. Smith? I asked to try and break his concentration.
"Yes dear?"
"I was just wondering if you had any questions?"
"No. I'm ok, thank you."
"Anything catch your interest?"