I've had a fetish for panties since wearing my sisters growing up, I would always search thru the dryer before mom sorted the clothes and pull out a fresh pair and hurry to my bedroom and slip them on and jack off. Once I left home, I accumulated a stash of stretch nylon panties and porn to jack off with. I found it exhilarating walking into a store and picking out panties then taking them to the counter to pay, often wondering what the sales lady thinking was. The embarrassment always got me aroused and led to me having many masturbation sessions wearing my new panties. After getting a job in construction I found womans nylon panties much more comfortable than the male cotton underwear that stuck to your ass in hot weather and I loved the way the stretchy material hugged my cock and balls, my jeans would glide over my ass. So, I began secretly wearing them under my jeans, wearing only white or black at work in case my coworkers would catch a glimpse. But after work I could indulge in all the other colors; pink, blue, yellow etc. that made my cock throb.
I began watching porn while jacking off, at first seeing beautiful women getting plowed by huge cocks then started watching double penetration videos. Somewhere in one of these videos the woman encouraged her (husband) to suck the cock that had just filled her shaved pussy with his seed, reluctantly he agreed tentatively licking the cum covered cock before she forced his head down engulfing his mouth with cock. Before long he was eagerly sucking the fuck juices off the glistening rod
As she exclaimed it looks like he enjoys a hard cock in his mouth, he picked up the pace as she watched her husband turn into a cocksucker. She began stroking the
man's cock as her husband's head bobbed up and down, causing the man to unload into his mouth which he tried to swallow but it was to much. Wiping the cum from around his mouth she then fed it to him as he licked her fingers clean.
I blew my load all over my chest and face, I closed my eyes and scooped it up and fed it to myself pretending it was the wife from the video, it was one of the strongest orgasms I've ever had. I knew then I needed a dominant woman to force me to take a hard cock in my mouth and swallow his load, the hot cum coating my throat and mouth with his seed.
From then on, I began watching tranny and gay porn wanting to suck cock and then began fantasizing having a huge cock pounding my tight ass. To fulfill this desire, I bought various size butt plugs and vibrators to plow my ass while watching men get ass fucked on screen, this always culminated with me blowing my load and feeding it to myself,
I had to keep all this a dark hidden secret from my coworkers so every so often I would take a few girls on a date and have uninspired sex and then drop them to satisfy my (manhood) around my coworkers. That changed when Lisa asked me out. We met when I cut my finger and needed stitches. She worked as a nurse at the local clinic and after wrapping my finger and giving me instructions on preventing infections asked if I would like to go out sometime. Lisa felt different from anyone I ever dated, and I quickly agreed to a date Saturday night.
I arrived at Lisa's place around 5:30 to pick her up for dinner, I was strangely nervous in a good way as I knocked on the door of a beautiful home situated in an upper-class neighborhood. The lawns were well manicured, and the homes well kept, I began to wonder how she could afford such a house when she answered the door interrupting my thought. I knew Lisa was an attractive woman but was shocked to see how beautiful she was out of her scrubs and in clothes that showed off her figure and blond hair with blue eyes. Looking at her approx. 5'10" body that could turn anyone's head, her low-cut blouse showed off her c cup breast and her long-toned legs that disappeared up her short skirt which couldn't disguise her tight ass.
I've been told I'm an attractive man standing 5"11 and 150 pounds with a well-toned and tan body due to my work and exercise routine, I also have a nice sized cock at around 7 inches which always seemed to pleasure my sex partners, but I felt out of my class standing before this beautiful lady. She didn't seem to notice as she greeted me, and I led her out to my car.