I am a married man, father, and a genuinely faithful guy, but I have a sexual conundrum I confess. I dearly love my wife and have so for many years, but her libido is practically extinct, whereas mine, well, it is still as high-strung as a 19 year old college freshman around a bunch of half-naked cheerleaders. We have tried to work this obstacle out of our marriage many times and we have had endless talks, changed some things, but yet, sex to my lover is more like a chore, something she does for me, but not for herself. There is absolutely no passion, no moaning, no whispers, no touching...absolutely nothing. I gently touch her, grope her, whisper things in her ear, nibble behind her neck, touch her intimately, and I totally ensure my hygiene is at its best, but nothing I attempt seems to work anymore. So where do I turn? What do I do?
I am sure there are other men and women out there in the same situation. I have thought long and hard about hooking up with someone on the side. There are many avenues that lead to infidelity road such as, online services, classified ads, Craigslist, and many more, but I just could not do this to her. I am just not one to hurt the woman I love.
Then, for a while, I pondered about having sex with a prostitute. To experience a really good screwing from a professional; however, the high cost of an escort, the risk of getting an STD and then possibly giving it to my wife, and even worse, getting busted by a vice cop in a solicitation sting would ruin me socially, professionally, personally, and economically. So, I simply ran from that idea. I have even dabbled mildly with pornography, having looked at many lovely pictures of beautiful babes, smoking hot women, and some amazing hot mamas my own age. Along the way, I have even enjoyed a few videos now and then, but even these tools don't fulfill that inner need that a man longs for nor satisfies the craving to be one with a woman and totally enjoy sex.
So here I was, lost, with nowhere to go with my problem. I wholeheartedly thought about more counseling, but the cost and the fact that even a professional trained to deal with people's problems couldn't change the way Margie feels about sex. So, instead I simply wandered aimlessly looking for a solution to my sexual woes. But then something wonderful happened and it changed EVERYTHING.
One cold and lonely night, after my wife had gone to bed, I sat in front of my computer perusing and navigating the internet hoping to perhaps chat with someone who shares my same problem. I was down and didn't know where to turn to or who to talk to. Then I found an article and began reading about the wonders and the incredible feel of a sex doll and the many benefits of love wrapped in silicone.
At first I was skeptical about the idea until I contemplated a few things. With a sex doll, there is really no infidelity. I will still continue to love my wife and nothing will ever change that fact, but a scantily clad TPE lady would allow me to release my libido and enjoy sex without forcing my wife to do something she no longer enjoys. I thought to myself...a sex doll is simply a relatively reasonably priced toy used for one's own pleasure, similar to a wave runner, a motorcycle, or a sports car, which gives you joy and happiness and years of fun and excitement. In addition, a sex doll would not put you at risk for a sexually transmitted disease nor the many other negative impacts of hooking up with a call girl.
After contemplating some of the preconceived issues I had in my mind, I relaxed a bit and considered some of the more positive effects. I imagined picking out and customizing my new lover to be just what I have always wanted or sought after. Like buying a brand new car, I was excited about the thought of tailoring my personal mistress to MY exact specifications. Visions of grandeur popped into my head as I envisioned picking out my new lover's body type, her hair color, and style of hair. I thought hard about her beautiful face and eye color, and then my mind began to race. I began thinking about her breast size...what would I choose? After thinking a bit, I knew my wife has always had B-cup breasts, so I went a size larger and thought about what it would be like to touch, fondle, enjoy, and admire a nice tanned set of C-cup sized titties. I imagined what her nipples would look like...the size and color of them.
After several minutes of fantasy dreaming, I thought "am I getting too far in front of myself?" Could one actually customize everything on one of these love dolls? I drifted away from imagining what the lower half of my future lover would be like and instead savored a few thoughts of her decked out in some red satin panties, then I drifted to visions of a lacy white bra and a revealing thong, and then I wondered about some black leather lingerie until I came back to reality and simple thought about enjoying her wearing a skimpy halter top and a pair of white yoga pants over simple white cotton panties. I continued to reason with myself "Could this be the answer to my dilemma?" So I started off on this new adventure and pointed my Internet browser down Sex Doll Alley similar to a kid in a candy shop with a fresh one hundred-dollar bill.