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Ray beamed inside! Simultaneously, he was so incredibly proud of himself and so amazed by her actions! Shannon and his own schooling had taught him pity is a powerful tool on the weak who think they are strong. His coaching and taking mercy on her while holding her in a headscissor affected her greatly, her confidence was clearly shaken, and he could hear it in her voice more than once.
He was starting to think he was a constant presence in her head. He had held his hand out to make her tap in and start the fall, which made her pause in an obviously nervous way, but she didn't say anything in protest or to make light of it.
After that, he pushed a little bit more when he tried to make her tap his foot to resume the fall after his well timed pity he gave on her while she was trapped in his scissor. He then coached her through the two finger mercy signal. He didn't relent when she defied him and tapped his chest. Right then, if she were smart and truly defiant and independent, she should have called for a break (a request they both knew he would honor) and politely left the session in defeat. Even doing that she would have her pride and self respect. After she tapped his foot to restart it was his first sign she may be a prime candidate for their new slave.
She also missed her chance to escape and turn the tables on him when he eased up just a bit too much to turn her over. She may not miss again, he vowed to be more careful: pinning her or making her tap without getting further into her head was far better than letting her escape. But, pinning her while climbing deeper into her head was the goal.
Also, was she really giving up already? Sure, she tried, and tried hard, to escape him, which was very difficult for her due to her total lack of reading his body language and knowing nothing about how to beat someone.
'Maybe she has more fight left?' he thought when she said:
"Ok, does this work?" while she lifted her head for him to lock his legs around. Ray was overjoyed to hear those words and see the submission! He pressed his advantage and tried to secure some prime real estate in her head and said:
"Good girl. Very good girl."
She held her head high off the ground and stayed motionless, not even closing her eyes or fighting him with her arms, while he started to slowly slide forward. They both knew he was about to put his cock and balls on her chin and wrap his legs securely around her neck and she didn't move a muscle to fight it.
It was the first sign of true submission! This was different than the feet worship: they had agreed to that when she thought she would win. She could argue that with herself in her now twisting head, maybe even tell herself that she had to do it in order to honor the deal, even against her will. This was willing submission, and it was huge for Ray to see.
He thought again she may be the perfect candidate.
It was only 6:28, he still had 32 minutes to get his job done.
'Time to push some more!' he thought silently as he moved to put her beautiful face right on his cock and balls.
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Jamie braced herself mentally as he slid towards her and pulled her face in close for a very personal front head scissor. She could feel his dick and balls on her face, smell the sweat accumulating, and feel his vice like scissors clamp around her jaw and throat. The now routine feelings for this session came back in full force, if they had ever left. There was panic, anxiety, the nerves....
She struggled to free herself even though she knew it was hopeless: this was a textbook front headscissor. He was even applying pressure off and on with his adductor muscles, something only experienced wrestlers would know. Too much pressure from these inner thigh muscles would knock even the strongest person out within seconds. And he knew it, but she didn't want to tap.
He leaned back, released her arms and rested with his hands clasped behind his head and stared at her, that same smile still there. She used her arms to struggle to get free even though she knew there was no hope.
"I bet I could knock you out if I really wanted to?" he said.
"NO! Please don't!" she begged with more panic in her voice than she wanted.
He released her, stood, and backed one step away with his palms extended again
"I would never do that!" he said apologetically. She thought it may be a bit too apologetically. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to go there. I'm sorry." Somehow his words didn't match the vibe she got from him now, but he said the right things as he took another step back, his palms still extended.
She collected herself and got to a kneeling position, sitting on her heels again. She was breathing heavy from her efforts.
"It's ok, it's my fault." she reassured him. "I'm not used to losing, maybe I'm just not a good loser. I should have tapped and never said anything. It's ok. No harm done."
"Ok, since that happened, I won't ask you to worship my feet, as much as I would really like it, but that just doesn't seem fair." he said.
She was stunned, shocked, and this pity was the worst. Thoughts and feelings raced through her mind, but one thought came out.
"Do you not want me too? We had a deal, I honored it before, and I will now." she said. She was amazed to hear those words leave her mouth.
'What the hell was that, Jamie?' she asked herself silently.
"Sure, I want that," Ray said. "what warm blooded man wouldn't, but you didn't technically tap so I guess it's not a true win for me."
"But you had me, we both know it, and you could have knocked me out, against my will I might add, within 10 seconds of trying." she said.
'What the F am I saying' she thought silently! 'Are those words leaving my mouth!'
"I don't know, now I'm not so sure..." he replied. "Are you just saying that to be nice and since you think it's what I want to hear? Is this what you really want?" He said both sentences with an upward inflection implying a question.
"Please, I want to. I really do. We had an agreement and I honor my word. Please, let me worship your feet."
'Wait, full stop!' Jamie thought. 'I said please twice? I just used the term "worship"? What the fuck was happening?' she continued to think to herself.
She was living this moment but somehow didn't seem in control of her own voice. Here she was, still on her knees looking up at him as he stood over her, and she was saying "Please let me worship your feet."
He took in the moment, put his hands on his hips after the second please, and she continued to get a strange vibe from him. The feel of the situation was somehow changing, and she didn't know how, why, what it meant, or how to turn it around.
It was now 6:33, which not nearly late enough for Jamie. To make it worse, the anxiety and panic were a constant presence. She pondered leaving, but she was still not a quitter. She had not quit a session yet and wasn't ready to start now. Plus, she could not point to one action of his that crossed any red line. Jamie felt she had no justification to quit. Losing to Ray over and over wasn't enough to end his session, she told herself.