Self Loathing In Panties

Look at you, sitting at your desk with your hand down your pants rubbing your little dicklet through your wife's panties you snuck to wear today.

Pathetic.

You sit there and watch porn instead of working. The only thing that turns you on anymore is dreaming of being cucked by a stud with a huge cock fucking your wife. Your wife would absolutely love it too. Moaning and screaming in ecstasy while the stud's cock rams her and fills her up, touching places you never could. Making her feel things you'll never be able to. You've never satisfied her and you know that. You're worthless in bed. She loves telling you how much bigger he is than you.

Careful, don't cum. You're only allowed to edge, and then only if you eat your dribbles pantyboy.

You used to be able to cum just by thinking about a hot girl in panties. Then you could only get off if she was passed out and molesting her. Then it progressed to only cumming if she was dominating you and humiliating you...your tiny little clitty, laughing at you when she pulled it out of your shorts.

Oh, don't forget your fantasy about getting caught in her panty drawer. There you are with your pants around your ankles, wearing your little sissy panties, one hand rubbing your tiny dicklet with a pair of silky satiny panties from her drawer, the other hand smothering your nose with the gusset of a dirty pair from her laundry hamper. Then the inevitable "WHAT THE FUCK" happens, with a swift kick to the balls from her, if you could call them that, right as you cum in her panties. Facesitting, CBT, and cum eating always follow, with more humiliation and sissy slavery to her and all her friends to follow.

You're a right fucked up little panty wearing sissy aren't you?

We're waaaaay past that now, aren't we? Now you don't even think about fucking a hot girl anymore. You just think about her panties, her fucking you, her cucking you, her humiliating your small dick, forcing you to eat the cum of her lover out of her freshly fucked pussy.

Or, maybe backup to the pregame, when you're getting him ready to fuck your girl who's only with you for the money. You have to beg him to ram his cock down your throat while they both laugh and taunt you with your tiny clitty in panties. You're underneath while he's fucking her, his balls slapping your forehead. She's moaning and screaming like a devil, like you'll never make her do. It goes on forever, moaning and balls slapping, then screaming and grunting. Finally the reward with his pull out and her smothering your face with her freshly pounded, cum filled pussy. You suck it all out, trying your best to please her. Maybe you're lucky and you do, but mostly you're just a cum dump for your mistress and her lovers.

Good thing you work from home and are able to dream this every day, but then even when you were in the office you'd stare at the cute girl's asses and dream about their panties. You'd sneak to the bathroom and edge over and over, eating your cum when you got over excited so you didn't make a mess in your panties underneath your khakis. Cummies show right though those, don't they? What would the cute little coworker think while you're standing by her desk talking to her?

Maybe they were panties you bought at the store, the salesgirl snickering under her breath, or ones you stole from an apartment laundry or a coworker's when you volunteered to pet sit just to get access to her panty drawer.

nnngggh, ugghhh, ahhhggghh! YOU LITTLE SHIT! You made cummies without permission! You've made a slimy wet mess in your sissy panties pantyboy! Lick.Up.Every.Drop. NOW. You're going to wear these all day, with nothing else on while you clean my house. Don't worry, my friends coming over later already know about you and what a panty waste you are. I've given them permission to do whatever they want to you.

Get on your knees and thank me for my generosity and patience with you while you clean my pussy with your little sissy whore mouth.

I finally open my eyes, looking at the mess I've made in my panties at my desk, cumming after finally getting there with the same fantasy it takes every time now. I can't even get close without being cucked anymore. I'd better get cleaned up before my wife gets home in a little while.