NOTE: This is entirely a work of fiction and makes no reference to real people. Any similarities are purely coincidental. This story includes rather depraved facesitting so if thats not your thing, please scroll. All characters involved are over the age of 21 and are consenting at all times. Please leave any comments, this is my first story! This story is extremely unrealistic and terrible, i have no idea what possessed me to write this, but I hope you enjoy ;)
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For the entirety of my adult life I have craved excitement. Not just heart-racing adventures or risky experiences like sky diving, but sexual thrill. To my own dismay, I am likely the most boring person I know and haven't experienced such excitement--sexual or otherwise.
...until last month.
It's taken me a month to commit to writing this recount of my experience. Honestly, it's embarrassing, humiliating even, and I am deeply ashamed. However, I do not regret my choices and find myself pleased and fulfilled with the outcome.
I'll cut to the chase: last month, I finally gave in to my deeply secret and long withstanding desire to be dominated, specifically I've fantasized about facesitting. I'm not sure why, but the idea of being under someone, completely vulnerable and at their mercy, and helpless, gets my heart racing. Just writing about this is tantalizing, my mouth waters--everything waters.
I never thought I'd do it, I never thought that I would let myself fall to such a level.
It was a frigid night in for me with the wind hollering outside my cozy apartment. I was curled up in my bed, accompanied by my down duvet, every pillow I own, a steaming cup of tea, my ipad, and most importantly, my vibrator. My room is my haven. It's safe from the outside world and when I'm in this shelter I feel my heart at ease. My walls are painted a blush-pink shade, each of my 4 windows are covered by white lace curtains I sewed myself. On my nightstand lies my radio alarm clock and frog-themed lamp. As I laid in my bed, I looked around my haven and deeply inhaled. Upon exhale, I not only expelled the air from my lungs, but the worry from my mind, the pressure from my shoulders, and the stress from my body.
This night, like many other nights, I turned to my iPad and searched for my favourite erotic stories. After about an hour of surfing, I finally landed on the jackpot. It was a familiar tale about a young woman, I imagine the same age and stature as myself (23 years old, 5'1, slim figure but not particularly athletic with long black hair and deep brown eyes). She was offered an opportunity by a friend to earn some quick cash as an actress in a lesbian pornographic movie. Of course, this woman agreed and follows through only to find herself deeply attracted to her lesbian costar who smothers and facesits her without restrain.
As I read this disgusting--but admittedly arousing--fiction, my hands drifted to my bright pink vibrator and my fingers gently switch it on. I slowly inch it closer to my clit that at this point was drenched and aching. I brought the tip of the vibrator down to ever so slightly graze my clit through my silk panties. During these evenings, I always make sure to wear silk panties because they give the most euphoric orgasms. I've never done this without panties on and as nights before, this one ended with a satisfying orgasm
Even though I finished, was surrounded by a home I made for myself, and a space crafted to fulfil my every desire, I felt empty. It wasn't an all-consuming, sort of "mid-life" crisis empty, but a small hole within me. I craved to experience the type of sexual domination and submission that I read about.
What sets that night apart from others is that I happened to scroll down past the end of the story and perused the comments. This is where my story really begins. I saw that the author had commented a call-out of sorts for a young woman in her mid-to-late 20's to submit to her for 4 weeks as a face sitting play thing. Of course I've seen these types of ads before and paid no attention to them as they scream scam and danger. However, something was different with me and I finally broke. Without missing a beat, I emailed the author about her listing with all of my details (phone number, age, height, etc.) and my overwhelming desire to serve and be facesat by her.
After sending this email I felt accomplished in a way I had never felt before. I hadn't actually accomplished anything tangible or recognizable, but internally, I was proud of myself for taking a risk--albeit depraved--and breaking away from my sheltered life. To my own dismay, i went 2 weeks with no response and accepted defeat. I soon returned to my norm: a life without thrill but structured by monotony and stability.
It was after a long day at work, 2 weeks and 1 day after I sent my response to the facesitting ad, once I reached home when I heard the familiar notification sound of my hotmail. Initially, my heart skipped a beat hoping it was the author, but I quickly checked my expectations and calmed down. You can imagine my shock and exhilaration when I opened the email and it was in fact, a response from the author:
"Good evening Nila,
I was surprised to get an email about my face sitting call-out as I published that story years ago. I also noticed that you are younger than what I outlined by a couple years.
Nonetheless, I am interested in meeting you. If you are committed to completely submitting to my every desire and being my seat for 4 weeks, meet me at the CafΓ© Verde on 12th and Jameson Street in Sun City in 2 days at 4pm.