Everyone in this is gainfully of age, and a willing participant. Even though it is still shameful. There is some talk of scat and farts, so please be warned.
Here's the problem: I broke up with Lisa five years ago, and since then, I have fallen in love with someone else and at the time of this story, had been married for two years. Ugh. I hate how horny and ashamed this all makes me. Bear with me and please don't judge! Or, if you do, not too harshly!
Lisa and I only connected through drinking and fucking. Hard drinking and hard, hard fucking. Seven years and we had some version of sex nearly every one of those days. But that was it. We never talked nor did we share any interests. We only had our bodies and booze.
She drank straight vodka or whiskey. At 5'3", her Asian body was tight everywhere. She handled her alcohol well. Lisa loved spreading her pert ass cheeks for me as I fucked her from behind and most days, if she didn't feel like having me cum in her, she let me cum while sniffing her tiny "poop hole," a term she resisted until she realized it made me cum faster when she said it. That was a problem, though for a while. She never talked about her asshole, or her farts, or anything that remotely made her feel less ladylike. She referred to her pussy as "her flower" and I absolutely railed that flower, often.
After four years, we moved to a distant city for my job. It was ugly and we shut down as a couple. Only fucking. But even that became somewhat contentious.
I'll save the details of that painful last year, but when I moved out she and I never saw each other...for about three years or so, when she called me randomly and asked if I could meet her for a drink, obviously a drink. My wife was out of town for work for the week so I figured it couldn't hurt. Lisa seemed sort of low in her text and I knew she was having relationship problems (Facebook is a nightmare but good for watching other people's drama unfold). We met at a bar near her new apartment and after two stiff drinks, my stiff cock was in her mouth in her bathroom.
Whirlwind. I have no idea how I ended up there with her warm tongue licking the length of my shaft but I looked myself in her dirty mirror and knew I was a jerk, but I also knew I was going to have a good night.
I nearly came and I think she knew it. Like she remembered how my body tensed as I was ready for orgasm. It had been a while but it all came back. She stood and stroked my cock and said in a plain, dry voice, "I really missed you. It was all my fault. All of it. We should have never split up." Then she kissed me.
When we pulled away, I said, "But, we can't be together. You know I am married. You know you're abetting my misstep here..." Her tiny hand gripped my cock harder and my pre-cum oozed out as I growled in pleasure.
She was wearing tight jeans and a zip-up hoodie and flip-flops. "Just...please. After tonight, we'll never speak again, I'll delete your number. No one has to know what we do." Her rhythm on my cock sped up.
"MMM," I let out, "Like... like what?"
"If it means you'll stay...anything."
"But, you got squeamish about--"
"Shut the fuck up about that," she said, "You want my poop hole. It's yours. All of it, I guess." She was being coy, embarrassed.
I kissed her long and deep, I was transported back years ago, but now, that timeline had changed. "I guess...I can't believe you are open to that now of all times."
"He left me a few weeks ago," she said choking up a bit. "You are the only person I ever felt connected to. I know it is weird but this is what I need."
I unzipped her black hoodie and to my legitimate surprise, she was bare. Her 34B tits were still as perfect as when we were younger, her nipples brown and hard. I didn't say a work and stooped down to lick her left nip, rubbing her right tit with my free hand. "This is unlike you," I said.
My pants were off at that points and she was naked from the waist up. That changed when I spun her around in the dim light of her tiny bathroom and literally (by accident) ripped her thong as I pulled her tight jeans down to her knees. She kind of laughed and that made me feel better. It made me feel like she was totally into this, and that it wasn't some play to make me feel guilty for using her. She ws using me, too, I realized.