This is my darkest fantasy, which I've finally taken the time to put down in words.
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I knock on the door and he answers it with a wry smile. We both know why I'm here and he's excited to get started. As am I. I need this. I need the degradation.
He stands to the side, inviting me in and I take a few steps, just enough to allow him room to shut the front door behind me. I stand, obedient, awaiting instruction.
He puts a firm hand on my shoulder and pushes me down.
My eyes look into his, questioning: 'Are we really doing this here?' His continued pressure on my shoulder is my answer. I sink to my knees and turn my head to look at his bulging crotch, while he uses both hands to unbutton his fly.
I look straight into the open zipper as he fishes his semi hard cock out and I whimper in anticipation. I've been waiting for today for a long time and it's finally about to happen. There's no turning back.
With his right hand holding his cock, he uses his left hand to hold under my chin and gently squeeze his fingers around my jaw, indicating I need to open my mouth. I comply, just as I see his cock twitch and a few spurts of piss start to squirt out the tip. I stick my tongue out to catch them, like a good toilet should.
My extended tongue cups the underside of his cock head as his piss trickles along the trough of my tongue into my throat as I start to swallow. I'm trying my best not to let any fall out of my mouth but a few rivulets glide out the corners of my mouth and run in tandem through my beard, down my neck and start to soak my t-shirt. As he sees this he lets up on his piss and allows me time to catch up with swallowing. I look up to meet his eyes and he can tell I'm thanking him.
The hot yellow piss continues to slide down my throat as I swallow in earnest and we signal through staring into each other's eyes the best amount to flow to allow me to swallow as much as possible. Although I'm here to be degraded, I'm here to do it properly and make sure I perform my best and spill as little as possible. I feel my stomach start to fill with warm liquid and hope he has lots more piss for me throughout today as it's such a divine taste and a filthy slave like me wants all he can get.
As I feel the piss start to slow down, I close my mouth around the end of his cock and suck, trying to get all the last drops out. I tickle the underside of his cock head with my tongue and he lets out a low moan, getting aroused. I look into his eyes again and can tell he thinks I've done a good job.