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Copyright Oggbashan August 2005
This story is based on a story in German 'Tuchladen' and the author has adapted the basic translation to form a new story. The author asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of those parts of this story that are his original work.
This is a work of fiction. The events described here are imaginary; the settings and characters are fictitious and are not intended to represent specific places or living persons.
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My name is Peter and I work for a bank. Normally it is a mundane job with little excitement. Until one day when I was given a special task.
A little way from the bank was a small scarf shop, tucked into a side street off the city centre. I used to walk past it twice every lunch hour on the way to and from the small café where I used to eat.
When the shop opened the frontage was newly painted and very fine silk scarves were displayed in the window. Each week, and sometimes more often if something was sold from the window display, the arrangement of scarves was changed. I would always stop, look in the shop window, and admire the setting and the carefully posed mannequin heads that seemed to smile at me invitingly.
When I was younger, it seemed that very elegant ladies wore silk headscarves with an air. I would get a warm feeling inside every time I saw a woman wearing a silk scarf. Recently the fashion seemed to have changed and fewer women wore scarves. I was concerned that the shop's owners might have misjudged the market and opened their business when scarves were no longer as desirable as they used to be. If women didn't wear scarves, who would buy them?
I would be very sad if the shop closed. The two young women who ran it demonstrated the art of scarf wearing with panache. Sometimes I could see them through the shop door as I passed. I was such a familiar sight that they would smile at me and I would smile back. The shop and the two women sometimes featured in my dreams. I would go inside, be met by them, and they would demonstrate their stock of scarves on me as I sat unresistingly on a chair. After those dreams I would have a damp patch in my bed.
The shop's owner was an older woman who was one of our customers. I always looked up when she came into the bank. She too wore a scarf with an elegant air that seemed to hark back to film actresses of the 1950s. I would watch her secretively from my desk at the back of the bank as she deposited the meagre takings or more frequently withdrew money from her shrinking account. It wasn't really my business but I knew exactly how little money the shop took and that it couldn't continue to survive. That knowledge tinged my glances into the shop window. Sooner or later and probably sooner, the shop would have to close when the owner's money ran out.
In front of the shop's window I could imagine meeting an elegantly scarfed woman and becoming her silk slave. Rarely I saw a woman leave wearing one of their exclusive items. Most of the time my fantasies relied on the two women who ran the shop. For them I could imagine doing anything if only...
Last Friday it had been different. I had taken some post to the post office and returned past my favourite scarf shop. Under my umbrella I stood in the gathering darkness in front of the sensuously decorated shop window. It was shortly before closing time and there were very few people around in the street. Through the open door I couldn't see anyone inside.
For the first time ever I dared to take some steps into the shop. In the centre of the sales room was a large display stand on which there were some of their most expensive silk scarves. I went to the stand, drawn to it almost as if it were a magnet. I took one of the scarves in my hand and fascinated, let it slide through my fingers. In my hands the material was beautifully soft and smooth. It seemed the essence of femininity. My thoughts were miles away in a fantasy land of silk scarf wearing women and I did not notice that one of the two shop assistant women had been watching me.
"Can I help you?"
I was suddenly back in reality. What would she think of me? Embarrassed I turned to see one of the young women smiling at me as if she knew my secret attraction. I wondered how long she had been watching me. Was she as aware of me passing the shop daily as I was of her?
"I was just looking," I replied.
"Were you?"
That question seemed to suggest that she doubted that I was a genuine customer. Why? I could afford to buy any of the scarves. I am well paid by the bank.
She seemed to have read my thoughts.
"You're from the bank round the corner, aren't you?"
I nodded.
"Are you checking up on your investment?"
"No..."
I was startled. I hadn't been aware that the bank had invested in the shop.
"Then you are just a customer?"
"I suppose so."
"What is your name?"
"Peter."
"OK, Peter. I'm Anna. I'm one of the two staff of this shop. The other one is Sandra."
She pointed over my shoulder. I turned around. Sandra was standing very close to me. I hadn't heard her coming. Sandra stroked the scarf looped over her shoulders. I watched, fascinated.
"Do you like our silk scarves, Peter?" Anna asked from behind me. I couldn't tear my eyes away from Sandra's fingers seductively caressing her scarf.
"Yes," I replied without thinking.
"But you have only touched one, for a few seconds," Anna said accusingly. "How can you like them if you haven't experienced them?"
"What?" I spluttered.
Anna's high heels clicked across the hard floor by the door. I hadn't noticed that most of the shop floor was covered with thick carpet. I half-turned, still aware of Sandra, and saw Anna shut and lock the shop door, pull down the blind and turn off the shop's main lighting.