I recently published a story entitled "Foot fetish - simply my story". I encouraged readers to leave comments about any unusual fetishes they enjoy. One reader (Sarah) didn't leave a comment but did contact me about a very unusual fetish that she enjoys. As in my published story this lady was concerned that no one would be interested in her story. She talked me through her story and I drafted it up from the conversations and then we agreed the changes to the draft. It is a short story.
Discovery of my fetish?
I do not know which it was, did I develop the fetish because of what happened or did it happen because of my unrecognized fetish. Let me explain.
When the first significant event relating to my fetish happened, I was 23. I had had a number of relationships, none of them long lasting or on reflection very meaningful. I had found no great sexual satisfaction from any physical relationship until the events I describe below. I did masturbate achieving unspectacular orgasms on occasions. I was worried that no boyfriend, or even the one girlfriend, had got me even close to having an orgasm. My body seemed to shut down when in the presence of others however physical things got. This changed in the most surprising way.
He (Seb) was married, I worked with him, and we enjoyed each other's company. He was around five years older than me. I had met his wife (Jan) a few times and we got on very well. She didn't seem worried about our friendship, she had no need to, and always made me feel comfortable. They treated me a bit like a little sister who needed looking after and maybe the odd cuddle. A group from work, including Seb, had spent the evening celebrating a colleague's birthday in a pub. Shortly before the pub was due to close the few of us that remained moved to an area that had comfortable chairs and sofas. There wasn't really enough seating for us and Seb and I snuggled up to save space. I was wedged next to the tall Seb who harmlessly put his arm around me. We had been drinking but I was not drunk.
The birthday girl who had had too much to drink suddenly asked whether anyone else found having their head massaged erotic. I teased Seb about how little hair he had and offered to see whether I could make massaging his scalp erotic. Everyone laughed but Seb seemed very keen and was quickly sitting between my legs on the floor. I found running my hands across his head in this very public arena surprisingly exciting. Birthday girl asked Seb what he thought about it and his reply was,
"It is wonderfully soothing and relaxing but is likely to send me to sleep before it gives me an erection."
This caused lots of laughter and the one couple in the group started to massage each other's scalp and agreed it was sensual. I was very keen not to miss out and Seb and I swapped places. Nobody had ever massaged my head and while agreeing with Seb that it was very relaxing, I also found it very sensual and erotic. I was happy to admit it to the group and even happier when Seb carried on almost absent-mindedly with the massage. It was a relaxed arousal that I had never experienced before. Sparks were not flying but I was becoming beautifully aware of my body.
Everything changed when he found both of my ears at the same time. I had always known I had very large earlobes but when he rolled them both between his fingers and thumbs it took my breath away. Initially the sensation was localized in my ears but very quickly it washed down through my body. My nipples contracted strongly and felt so tight that they hurt. The sensation didn't stop there but was soon playing havoc between my legs. It was like he was playing with my nipples and my clit as well as my earlobes.
I looked around the group of colleagues who were not taking much notice of what we were doing. When I couldn't stop myself from gasping and moaning in sexual arousal this changed. I was suddenly the center of attention. The panic this caused me only seemed to ramp up my arousal. The two things created a dangerous spiral, as my pussy got wetter and my heart rate increased dramatically. I couldn't control my external reactions and these caused great amusement amongst the audience.
There was only one thing I could think to do. Rather than try and disguise my arousal I decided to pretend I was acting it up. I joked that if Seb carried on with the massage I would orgasm strongly. It worked well as no one took it seriously, with the possible exception of Seb. There was lots of encouragement as I expressed exactly what my body was experiencing. I announced that my earlobes were now two additional clits and I wanted Seb to masturbate me to orgasm. My problem was that I was approaching a climax frighteningly fast. I didn't have much time to 'pretend' to build towards a public orgasm so just had to go with the time I had. I wanted to look like I was over-acting but my body's reaction was so strong I didn't have to act very much.
I tried to make the demands I made of Seb sound cheesy and ridiculous but I really wanted him to do everything I asked of him. He obeyed my every demented requests until my body exploded into orgasm. My hips lifted off the ground as my pussy went into spasm along with the rest of my body. My nipples rubbed painfully against my bra and I even rubbed them through my bra with both hands. I knew that my colleagues were watching me but was unable observe their reaction.
Eventually my first orgasm in the presence of anyone else did slow down and ebb away with just the occasional spasm deep in my body. The audience clapped and cheered. I heard comments like "I wish I had real orgasms that dramatic", "beautifully over the top" and "please somebody massage my ears". I pulled myself together enough to thank them for their appreciation of my acting. I was very concerned that my arousal might have soaked through my panties and made my skirt wet but risked trying to make it to the ladies. Mel accompanied me holding my arm and walking slightly behind me. She comforted me saying it was all right and that she knew I had not been faking it but she was sure the men had completely bought into my act. For my part I was certain that Seb had known all along that I was not faking it.