I woke, looking up at her grinning down at me.
"You are a very dirty boy," she said, swinging a leg over me, pinning me to the bed.
I grinned up at her and said, "for a dirty lady."
"I'm not feeling ladylike," she said, reaching down and guiding me and then lowering her bulk, taking me into a surprisingly tight pussy.
"That's nice," I said, reaching as far around her as I could.
She grinned then, the brown smear on her lips making her teeth even whiter by comparison.
"Boy," she said, "you ain't seen nuthin' yet."
She settled, allowing her weight to press me into the mattress while her boobs and belly engulfed me.
"You like me kinks and all," she said, her weight taking away my breath.
I managed to gasp out, "yes."
"Will you enjoy cleaning up after me?" she asked, fully relaxed now, crushing me into the mattress.
I had no breath so I just nodded.
"Good boy," she said, lifting enough to give me a small sip of air.
She was fucking me now, her hips thrusting, and she was sweating. She wasn't perspiring or, as I would learn later moving to Alabama, "glistening," she was sweating. Her sweat made the contact between us slick.
"Wait for me baby," she said softly, "or your balls will pay the price."
She had me right at the edge when she said that.
"I'm trying," I managed.
But I couldn't stop, the pressure was too great. I exploded.
I couldn't breathe, her weight was too great.
"Ohhhhhh, you're going to pay for that," was the last thing I heard before I lost consciousness.
When I woke I tried to stretch but couldn't move. I looked and saw that my wrists and ankles were bound in a very professional-looking set of restraints, heavy leather with a thick wool padding, something from a hospital I thought. Chrome chains led to each of the four posters of her big bed with little brass padlocks holding the chains where they were looped. The only movement I could make was to sort of twist in my bonds.
"You must learn control, my dear," she said in a soft voice.
She had just walked into the room, that force of nature. I couldn't help but notice she still had shit in her hair and on her nipple with a little peeking out under her belly.
"Here," she said, almost gently, her finger in my hair, lifting my head so she could put a doubled pillow under it.
"You need to see what happens to disobedient boys," she said, still in that soft, gentle voice.
As I watched she pulled a length of coarse brown twine, the word "hemp" came to mind, and she measured out a full arm's length of it before clipping it with a pair of scissors. They were shiny and I felt the skin of my scrotum tighten.
She carefully found the center of the cord and then, as I watched, made a loop and drew it tight around the base of my scrotum, forcing my balls away from my body.
I squirmed.
She took another loop and drew it tight, increasing the pressure.
I grunted.
Showing that amazing flexibility and dexterity for one so damn big she hopped up on the bed and laid beside me, her chin propped on her hand. She tickled my forehead with a fingertip and smiled. She did have a good smile.
"Here's the deal, sweetcakes," she said, "you can say 'no' any time you want. But if you do I'll untie you, call an Uber, kiss you goodbye, and you'll never see my big ass again."
I said nothing, waiting for the other shoe to drop.
"No sweety," she said when I didn't respond, "no hidden deal breaker. Any time you want out just say so. But you won't get a second shot at me."
Again I said nothing.
"What's it gonna be sweety? Yes or no?" she said, a bit of snap in her voice now.
"Yes," I said softly, frightened but unable to resist.
She leaned over and kissed me, almost delicately.
"Wellllllll," she said, and her grin turned almost feral, "let's get to it then."
She squirmed around and started on my scrotum with the cord. She had about a dozen loops, stretching my balls about an inch and a half from my body before tying it off.
"Don't run off," she called, giggling, as she left the room.
I lay there, frightened, excited, not having any idea what was coming.
A couple of minutes passed and she came back in the room, humming. In one hand she had a wooden spoon and in the other some cloth.
She hopped up on the bed and straddled me, that predatory grin on her face.
"I don't want the neighbors to call the police if you start screaming," she said.
She held up what she had in her hand, a pair of her panties with a heavy brown stain between the legs. She smiled and said, "I had a little accident, but it works out okay. Adds some bulk to help you be quiet."
She held that grin while she carefully folded the panties into a thick pad.
"Open your mouth sweetcakes," she said, smiling sweetly.
I opened my mouth and she stuffed it full of her dirty panties. I huffed a hard breath through my nose to allow myself to breathe, making a gout of snot cover my mouth and chin.
"OOOOOOhhhhhhh you dirty boy," she said, bending down and licking up the snot on my face.
"Mmppffff," I said.
"Now baby," she said, "you let me down and punishment goes to the place that caused the problem."
She reached down and lightly caressed my balls, my scrotum swollen and purple by then.
"Soooooooooooo," and she giggled, "I'm going to administer five strokes to your balls with this spoon." He held up the wooden spoon she had brought in, a serving spoon that, as it worked out, fit across my balls perfectly.
I nodded my head.
"And you know you can make me stop at any time, right," she said in a lilting, sort of singsong voice.
I nodded again.
"Deep breath now honey," she said.