As I caught my breath and reveled in post orgasmic bliss after a week of teasing, I buried my face into my wife's neck and breathed deeply and slowly, slipping into a full body and emotional calm.
"Wow," she said. "I bet that felt really good!"
I picked my head up and looked into her eyes and smiled. "I think I may have blown out a testicle." I said with a smile. She chuckled.
As I slowly shrank and slipped out of her I rested my head on her breasts.
"Do you want to go down on me and lick up your cum?"
I lifted my head and looked at her again. "It's so much easier if you just tell me to do it, you know that don't you."
"Yea, but it's not my job to make it easier for you, you know that too?
"I agree, it's not your job, but it does helps."
I put my head back down on her chest and she hugged me to her. She was right it wasn't her job. It was my submission, or better yet, it was my need, she slowly accepted. I rose up on my knees between her legs and kissed both of her nipples. I slowly slid my face down her stomach to her belly button and lightly kissed. I looked up at her face.
She was smiling, that smile. The one that says, see, I don't have to tell you anything. I don't have to make you do anything. You have to do what you have to do. You do it for your own reasons and you do it to prove something to me, but mostly to prove something to yourself
Yea, she was right, or maybe I made the look up in my head. It didn't matter, that was my interpolations, and I was sticking with it
She was not going to help me.
I put my face back to her stomach and slid further down until my nose was resting at the top of her pubic hair. The course hair rubbing lightly on my upper lip, I move just an inch lower and breathed deeply, filling my lungs. I could smell her pussy, I could smell my sperm. This was the point where I knew I had to continue, but it also the hardest point to get by.
It helped when she pulled her legs up and spread them, holding her thighs just above her knees, opening herself to me as I slid down the last six inches so my face was even with her pussy. I placed both hands under her ass and lifted her slightly, looking right into her. I glanced up at her again, her head was now back and turned to the side, her eyes were closed and she was smiling. No encouragement, no commands, no suggestions. She knew what I had to do. It was now totally up to me.
I needed to be back into that submissive headspace, that place of peace and calm. That place where I will do things for her because I have to and I want to. After my orgasm, this one act brings me back to that head space faster than anything else I knew. It was immediate and finite.
I looked down again at her pussy. My sperm was slowly starting to drip from her and trickle down toward her ass. There was a fair amount, a large dollop actually. I knew there was much more just inside. This was a test. This was my test.
I spooned my tongue and starting just below the glob, licked upward and into her pussy as far as I could go with my tongue, collecting it all. I pulled my face away holding my mouth open, looking to see if I had gotten all that had leaked out. I had, it was now in my mouth. I could feel it on my tongue.
I then swallowed. This one moment, the first swallow was the act that brought me back to that place I needed to be. In fact it didn't taste bad, it tingled my throat, not a burn, but a unique sensation. A sensation I knew most heterosexual men never would feel. I smiled to myself and started a very slow and sensual cleaning of her pussy, taking my time using not just my tongue but my whole face. I wished I could climb into her.
After about ten minutes, when she had cum and my face was covered in our combined juices, I crawled back up and held her head to my chest, throwing my leg over her leg and pulling in close.
I said, "Thanks, I really needed that."
"You're welcome and I know you did. How do you feel?"
"Fantastic. That was a heck of an orgasm. And that was a lot of cum. I can't believe I ate the whole thing!"
She laughed and said, "Well, you have eaten a lot of sperm over the past year or so, Way more than I ever have."
I thought about that. It was true. "Can we just lay here for a minute or two?"
"Sure we can, but I think we are still going out with Gail and Rick. It's early and it's Saturday, and we should take advantage of the evening and go get dinner and some drinks, what do you think?"
"Sure, I'm up for that. Did Gail let Rick cum too? Do you know?"
"No, I don't think she did, she wanted to perpetuate the story a little longer, but we did talk about going out to dinner so I know that is part of her plan."
"Did she tell him he wasn't sucking a cock tonight, or is that part of the continuing story too?"
"You know, I really just don't know. But I'll get up and give her a call, why don't you just lie here for a few minutes."
"Thanks, that sounds great."
With that my wife got up, threw on a bathrobe and heading toward the bedroom door. I knew she was going to make a drink and call Gail from downstairs so as not to disturb me.
I had dozed off. She woke me by saying we really should get going. I quickly jumped into the shower to rinse off, and then got into a pair of chino's and a polo shirt. It was going to be a casual evening.