All the cards looked the same. Besides, he did not really know what he wanted. He just needed a thank-you card. It was nearly 6 PM. He was the last customer and the staff was preparing to close. Overwhelmed, John began to walk towards the door. Suddenly something caught his eye. There on a shelf was a box containing a collection of antique motorcycle note cards: Norton, Matchless, and Ariel. They were blank inside. Perfect he thought. He had found what he wanted now he just had to figure out what to write and where to send the card.
John sat at his desk in the den. A baseball game on TV provided the background noise as he examined the box of cards. He chose a card with a hand drawn picture of an Ariel 4 Square on the front. "This motorcycle is like me," he affirmed to himself. "Unique, old, and treasured only by the true connoisseur. I wonder if she appreciates me. I'm definitely an acquired taste. Just ask my ex-wives!" He laughed, opened the card, and began to write. The easy part was soon over. "Now here's the rub, you old fool," he mumbled to himself. "You can't just write Teresa, Republic, Washington on the envelope and expect the note to get there, asshole! Her last name, her address, or even the name of the restaurant might be helpful!" John began his search on the Internet. He discovered the town history and little else. The Internet phone books were useless without a last name. A friendly AT&T operator was just that, friendly and could provide little information. However, she did suggest that he contact the local police department and provided the telephone number.
Late the next afternoon, when everyone had left the office, John made the call. He found himself talking to a jovial sergeant who seemed to have all the time in the world.
"Well, you could be talking about only one person. That's Teresa Schwartz. That's one feisty gal. She owns the Everett Bar & Grill, on Clark Street. You know, right on Highway 20 there..." The more or less one sided conversation continued for nearly 10 minutes. Obviously there was not much real police work to do in Republic. John copied down the information he needed, thanked the officer profusely, and hung up the phone. He carefully removed the envelope from the inside of his jacket pocket. With a shaking hand, he addressed it. John found a stamp in his secretary's cash box. John made sure he put in the correct change and a note to ensure that everything balanced. He did not need to complicate his life by upsetting the strict order of the office petty cash. A trip to the post office extended his drive home. There he stood frozen before the post box for a few seconds. "Oh hell, what have I got to loose?" he muttered to himself. Then he pulled back the drop door, threw in the envelope, and headed off to his lonely apartment.
After the weekend with John, the restaurant felt the same but somehow it was different to Teresa. The same customers arrived, ate, and left. The help wanted sign still hung again in the window. Nevertheless, Teresa's step was a little lighter, her smile a little brighter, and she nursed a hopeful emptiness. Nevertheless, with each passing day a little bit of the happiness faded and the emptiness grew. By Friday, Teresa optimistically awaited the arrival of Mildred and the mail. Mildred was Republic's postmistress. Everyday at 4:30, she dropped off Teresa's mail, shared some coffee, and the local gossip. However, this Friday there was no time for coffee or gossip. Mildred and her husband were heading off for a wild weekend in Winthrop, but more important for Teresa, there was no mail.
As the days turned into weeks, the summer heat became oppressive. Working over the restaurant stove was cruel torture, but what was even harsher for Teresa was the realization that she had opened herself to a stranger, risked it all, and lost. She had hoped for a telephone call an email, a letter, or even a postcard, but nothing came. What more could she expect? They had not even exchanged telephone numbers or addresses, let alone last names. It would remain the perfect summer memory. It had been the ideal one night strand. The only problem was Teresa wanted more.
The hot August days dragged on and life returned to normal. Then one afternoon it all changed. She heard the antique bell over the door announce another customer. She glanced at the clock. It was 4:32. It was Mildred. The sweat dripped from Teresa's face onto the grill as she worked the cleaning stone back and forth. She still had not been able to find steady help and the long days of doing everything were killing her.
"Hi, Teresa. It's only me," came Mildred's cheery voice from counter. "Shall I pour you a cup of coffee?"
"Sure, and will you flip over the closed sign. I've had it for today," came Teresa's tired reply from the kitchen.
"I've already done that.... Isn't this heat something awful?" Over the sound of the coffee being poured and the scrape of the cleaning stone, Teresa heard, "And by the way, sweetie, you've got mail!"
"Oh great just what I need right now some surprise bills and more junk mail."
"No honey, I mean, you got mail! I've known you for 25 years. Who the hell do you know in Seattle?"
Teresa's heart stopped. She put down the cleaning stone, wiped her hands on her apron, and walked slowly into the restaurant and joined Mildred at the table. Beside her coffee cup was the mail. Mildred had placed the small hand addressed envelope on the top of the pile. Teresa sipped her coffee and stared at the pile of mail. Her stomach was in knots and she had to hold onto her cup with both hands to ensure that she did not spill it. "Well, aren't you going to open it?" inquired Mildred.
Teresa bit her lip and put down her coffee cup. She took a deep breath. Her eyes never left the envelope. Her voice quivered as she spoke. " No not now," she whispered. "It probably from Frank's niece. I think she lives in Seattle. Probably a wedding invitation or Frank's death notice or something..." Her voice trailed off.
"Look, you got to banish those thoughts about that no good ex of yours from your mind forever! Now you need to know, whoever wrote that envelope got the zip code wrong. That's why it took so long to get here. It went to Tonasket first." Mildred knew better then to pursue the topic of Teresa's ex-husband any further. "Maybe it's from a secret admirer," she added teasingly, hoping to defuse some of the tension that was now around the table. Teresa just laughed, but the laugh was hollow. In the silence that followed Mildred quickly finished her coffee. "Look, I got to go. Have a good night, sweetie, and stay cool," she said as she rose and headed towards the door.
"Thanks for bringing the mail," called Teresa to the closing door. Mildred did not see the smile that was now on Teresa's face, the tear that trickled down her cheek or the way she gently rearranged the mail pile before returning to the kitchen.
The soft hum of the window air conditioner and the crack of the melting ice in the glass of Jack and ginger were the only sounds heard in Teresa's loft. She silently sat at her kitchen table staring at the envelope before her. She knew who had sent it. However, she was afraid to open it. Finally, she fortified her courage with a long hard swallow of her drink and ripped open the envelope.
The picture of the antique motorbike pleased her. "Just like him," she thought. Teresa slowly opened the card and read the words aloud. "Thanks for your rainy day hospitality. I have not enjoyed a weekend as much in a very long time. I would like to see you again. Hugs and kisses, John." Her voice faltered as she read once more, "...I would like to see you again. Hugs and Kisses." She clutched the card to her chest, bit her lip, and cried. Teresa could not figure out whether she was happy or sad or just plain scared. Glancing again at the writing, she saw that he had written on the inside of the cover of the card, his home address, his telephone number, and his email address. All she knew is that the card was over two weeks old. If she was going to do anything, Teresa had to do it soon.