Replacing Ruth - Ch. 2
WARNING
This story deals heavily with feminization, and includes scenes of humiliation and degradation. Those who are less comfortable with these themes are encouraged to leave now.
Days after the meeting at Adam's, I was devastated. My buttocks hurt unbelievably, made me limp a little. My throat also burned from the intense friction and even made it difficult for me to speak. My tongue itched from the new piercing that Ruth didn't let me have a look at. But the real pain was even more internal. My beloved wife lied to me. My beloved wife manipulated me. My beloved wife made me provide sexual service to her lover. My beloved wife no longer treated me like a man. She saw me as another female for her lover.
When she told me that this weekend we were invited to Adam's again, and that I should prepare myself well, because he was a real man and had the stamina for both of us, I decided to confront her. "You know I replaced you only because you asked me to. That's not who I am. I'm a real man too."
"Mmmmm, Let's challenge this statement of you," she said skeptically.
"Are your nails done?"
"Yes," I replied meekly.
"Is your entire body smooth and hair-free?"
"Yes. I removed all body hair."
"Did you wear a dress, corset, and lingerie?"
"Yes."
"Did you let another man do your wife?"
I nodded
"So tell me, and be honest with yourself, are you a real man?"
"No, I'm not." I had to admit against my will.
"So now that we know you're not a man, let's find out what you are." She insisted on exhaust the obvious to the fullest.
"Have you ever sucked a dick?"
"Yes." I whispered
"Was it a one-time thing or did you do it more than once?"
"More than once." I said shamefully
"Did you enjoy it?"
It caught me off guard and made me hesitate.
"Don't be dishonest. I saw you leaking from your cage when he came in your mouth. I heard you telling him how much you loved sucking his cock. So tell me honestly. Did you enjoy sucking cock?"
Everything she said was true. "Yes." I had to admit.
"And what about your dick? Is it free for you to use? Does your wife can suck it?"
"No. it's locked. I don't have excess to it."
"Did a man take your anal virginity?"
"Yes."
"So now, after answering all the questions honestly, do you know what you are?"
"I know."
"So please share it with the rest of the class."
"I'm a sissy." I whispered in shame.
"I've been studying the subject in depth lately." Ruth said, "It has a lot of rules and norms but the first rule is that a sissy is always owned by someone. The owner of a sissy is the one who holds the key to his cock. The good news is that you can choose your owner. Who owns you now, sissy?"
"Hila."
"What is Hila?"
"Hila is my owner."
"That's right. The way I see it, you have three main options. One is to remain owned by Hila." I nodded. It was clear to me that I did not want to be owned by this kinky wicked who treated me harshly and bent me to her every whim.
"The second option," she continued, "was for you to be owned by me. After all, I am the one who decided to make you a sissy, I am legally married to you and I know you better than anyone so I will know how to treat you."
"What is the third option?" I asked.
"Most sissies are owned by the man who fucks them. It is most natural for a sissy to be submissive in real life to the one he is already submissive to in bed. Since most sissies are aware of their feminine persona, they also feel more comfortable being owned by a man. It makes sense. But it is important for me to emphasize that you can also choose any other option, you can decide to be owned by your boss at work or our housekeeper. It is up to you."
Dilemma. Clearly, Hila is not an option, and I also don't want to be owned by a person who, until now, was completely unaware of me being a sissy. The choice is only between Ruth and Adam. On the one hand, Ruth is my wife, and she has always been dominant over me, so it's not a big change. On the other hand, I was a little afraid of her. The way she lied to me and manipulated me so blatantly and so subtly in order to turn me into a sissy, revealed a dark side of her, side that I wasn't aware to. Adam, on the other hand, seemed like a very pleasant and friendly person, and treated me relatively fairly. Ruth's argument also sounded right. If I do have feminine tendencies - which I clearly do - then it makes much more sense for me to be owned by a male, especially the male who turned me into a sissy. And there was another reason, one I was afraid to even tell myself. I was starting to develop feelings for Adam, and I thought that if he will own me, it would force him to pay attention to me, and increase the chances of something real happening between us.
"Adam," I said, "I want to be owned by Adam!"