Hard to believe that this has happened. As a professor at a smaller college in Oregon, with a youth spent in Idaho, I have led a pretty boring and safe existence. My social life as a young adult had been pretty good. I was reasonably well liked, had good friends and most of the time, had girlfriend around.
My relationships with these women seemed mostly pretty normal. There were a few out of the box kind of girls now and again that liked me to tie them up and one or two that liked me to fuck them in the ass. Other than that, things were mostly pretty vanilla. All the reason why the events of the other day were so unbelievably out of the ordinary, I decided I simply had to put them on paper.
I had been teaching for a mere three years, and at the age of 31, I knew that there would be issues with young ladies that could crop up. I made a vow to myself that I would never succumb to any temptation like that. My career was simply too important and decided that there was no way I would ever let myself get into a compromising position.
The job and relo to Oregon had gone well, and I even met a young lady that was a CPA in town and developed a pretty nice, if not somewhat ordinary romance with. Unfortunately, things kind of ran their course, and after about a year, we went our separate ways. So things had been a little lonely, and being human, of course I was going to notice some of the beauty that I was surrounded with on campus.
The economics class I taught possessed some of that beauty, and she was named Emily. It was not but about a week into the summer session when I begin noticing her in the front row. Emily sometimes had a sort of odd look on her face. As if she was staring at me in a testing way that seemed to X-ray my soul in an uncomfortable fashion. I caught her several times over the next several weeks sort of gazing oddly at me but didn't give it too much thought.
She frequently raised her hand and participated in our discussions and clearly was one of the sharper students in the room. She was a sexy girl that was very attractive. But it was her confidence that made her noticeable. Her sexy attire that showed off the long legs that were incessantly crossed and uncrossed didn't hurt much either.
With about a week left before the finals, Emily was in her usual spot, but seemed not to be paying her ordinary level of attention in the class. Sort of off in a silent daydream, her legs were ever so slightly parted as she seemed to be completely oblivious to what she had revealed to me. As my classroom was the tiered sort, even the first row in which she sat was slightly elevated from where I sat. She was wearing a very short skirt that day, and try as I might, I couldn't help but glance her way as her white panties were clearly visible.
And that's when it happened – as seemingly as fast as you could snap your fingers, she was no longer in her revelry and was all of sudden staring right at me as I was viewing the junction between her legs. We both realized immediately that I had been caught red-handed, but rather than pull her legs back together, she instead left them unmoved and simply looked at me with this sort of disapproving look. I can't say why, but I felt as thought I had let her down and was ashamed.
After about five seconds went by, she slowly moved her legs back together in a much more lady-like fashion. I begin stammering and completely lost my train of thought. I was so distracted by what I had done (and even more, by Emily's reaction) that I couldn't even finish the lecture. Supply-side economics would have to wait for another day.
The next class went without any major incidents, but I did get "the stare" from Emily. She had this big time superior look about her. I tried to hold myself out in an authoritative way, but when I looked her direction, something about her seemed to make me shrink and feel inadequate.
The final exam was administered a week later, and with the same sort of gaze being administered by Emily, I felt downright embarrassed, almost humiliated with myself. She seemed to be quite pleased by my reaction as a wry smile more or less crept across her face as the tests were being passed around the room.
It was no surprise to me that as all the grading was completed, Emily had one of the top scores in the class. I had announced that I would post grades on the website within 5 days, yet two days after the exam, I received an email from Emily asking if the grading was done and if she could come by my office and to get her score a little early.
She wanted to get applications off for her internships for the following summer as soon as possible she explained, and could I help with this small favor? I replied to her email that she could drop by anytime. Within five minutes of sending my email, she replied that she would come by at the end of my office hours that day, around 5:00.
While I was secretly thrilled that we would be alone in my office together, I was at the same time terribly nervous in regards how her confidence seemed to give her this superior edge over me. How could this be? I always had confidence around women, and I typically would be the one that was in charge of things. I felt as though with Emily, even though she was just a student to me, all of my confidence and ability to control a situation had abandoned me.
The day seemed to move by in an unbelievably slow way. Task after task after task, yet the clock seemed to have a mind of it's own and move in a slow motion. Near the appointed time, I found myself straightening my office, wanting it to look as clean as possible for a person I barely knew. Why was I doing this? Deep down, I think I wanted her to approve. How ridiculous is that?
Finally, 5:00 rolled around, then 5:15, but no Emily. Around 5:30, I started packing up my things to head home. With my disappointment spoiling my previous upbeat mood, there was a tiny little knock on the door. My heart practically leaped at the sound.
I opened the door and there was my young student, dressed very casually in some sort of short work out shorts, tennis shoes and one of those too short shirts that the girls wear that show off the skin around their middle. No navel ring here - her perfect stomach was uninterrupted. I only glanced to take this all in, but even this she noticed, and I heard a barely audible disapproving "Tsssk" come from her mouth.
As casual as she was, as she walked into my office, she seemed confident and almost had an air of superiority toward me. I nodded toward one of the guest chairs at my desk and she had a seat. I turned to fish thru a filing cabinet and handed her exam. It was in an envelope, but she didn't even bother to open it to look at the score. I couldn't believe the gall of this girl! As she leaned over and away from me to put it in her purse, I noticed her low shorts revealing the back of a delightfully lacy white thong that had crept up and seemed to flash "Look at me, Look at me!"