If you've read the first three chapters, you know that male-male action was involved though in this Chapter 03 there was a foursome shared by the characters. If that's not your thing, please find something else more to your taste. If you're eager to read on, but haven't read the first three chapters, you should read them first or a lot might not make sense to you.
It seemed to me that the characters would each react differently to their experiences on that first weekend. Though it is unlikely that all four would be keeping journals, I decided to write the first half of this chapter that way. I hope that doesn't overtax your "willful suspension of disbelief."
As the characters came alive to me, I decided to shift to each of their points-of view in the second half of this chapter when they experience another eventful Friday.
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Sue's Journal
Sunday, May 19, 2019
When you're bisexual, you get to thinking that shouldn't everybody be? If they're convinced that they're not, aren't they just kidding themselves? I know the mind plays a big part in sexuality. Take a walk on the wild side, and you'll find pleasures that you didn't know existed. I think people are making this a lot more complicated than it needs to be.
I know I make a lot of jokes, and to some I seem frivolous, but I do think deeply about a lot of things.
I love Tim so much. I just wanted to open him up to what is possible.
Sucking my strap-on and taking it up his ass did really turn him on. Well, to be honest, it took him a few times to really get into it. Once he did, he initiated sex five nights in a row, and three times on Saturday. Just like Pinocchio wanted to be a real boy, it was pretty clear that Tim wanted a real cock to suck and fuck his ass. The video with close-ups of Doug's cock head leaking precum, Doug's hand stroking his shaft, and a dildo stretching his asshole drove him wild. And it had me ramming fingers in my pussy and stroking my clit.
Poor Tim. I let him eat me out that night, but I wouldn't let him come. He needed to save that for Doug. Ultimate blue balls. He was definitely hanging low and heavy when Friday night rolled around.
Megan was afraid Doug might back out, but, man, he turned out to be the aggressor. The first one to strip, then undressing Tim, dropping to his knees, and taking Tim's cock in his mouth. What a job sucking, so creative. And then when he eased Tim to the floor and lowered his hips to take Tim's cock up his ass, an orgasm ripped through me. I so identify with that sexual hunger, that joyous lust.
Doug was always on my radar after that. When Tim sucked his cock, my eyes were riveted on Doug's face, feasting on his reaction. I know what it's like to driven wild like that. And when Tim buried his cock in Doug's ass for the first time, I watched Doug's every expression, the movement of his hips. I once again came hard, wishing I had a cock so I could do that to Doug. Since that night I've masturbated to the vivid memory, I don't know how many times.
I can't help thinking if I were a guy, I'd fuck just like Doug fucks. When Tim and I were going at it the other night and Tim was on his back, I tried to suck his cock just like Doug did. And though I was aching for his hard dick in my cunt, I straddled Tim and lowered myself to take him up my ass. I fucked like Doug fucked, mimicking his moves, his pace. It was like I was Doug.
Amid all the groping, sucking, penetrating of our foursome, whenever it was Doug's mouth eating me, his tongue licking me, or his fingers or cock probing me, it would set my clit throbbing. He's an artist who paints with his cock, his lips, his fingers, and tongue. And he revels in his partner's sexual artistry and lets it flow into him.
I'm not in love with Doug. I just love everything about the way he fucks.
That's when I knew I had to get him alone in the shower. I guess that there was an unspoken expectation that we'd do everything together, but I hungered for Doug by myself. Not exactly off limits, but a little off script, a little devious. That just made the prospect more alluring.
Oh Doug, I thought, I just need to test one thing to see if we are really alike. Not soulmates, maybe fuckmates. Duplicate Libidos. Erotic Ying and Erotic Yang. So I started drinking twice as much water as everyone else.
My nipples were so hard, and my clit was engorged as I headed in to join him in the shower. And, of course, the pressure in my bladder was intense.
He watched me as I pressed my back to the wall, mostly out of the cascading shower, squatted, spreading open my lower lips, releasing a strong jet of piss. I watched his face for a reaction, but he was hard to read. Curious maybe, surprised. Maybe intrigued.
I remembered trying that with Tim. "Gah-ross," he said and turned away. "Do I have to start wearing shower sandals."
It was a good long stream, and I deliberately wiped myself with my right hand and raised it to coat my lips. His eyes never left me, but his reaction was still a mystery.
I rose and walked toward him, raising my arms to wrap them around his neck. When he grasped my right wrist and brought my piss-coated fingers to his mouth and licked them clean, I thought just maybe he is like me. Ready to ride the wave of out of bounds desires. But I wasn't 100% sure. His response was so neutral. Perhaps he was stunned. When we kissed, his tongue grazed over my lips, getting another taste, and when he held me close, I had hope. A harsh word would have shattered me, so I took things in another direction.
"Fuck my ass," I demanded. Bending over, standing up, just the way I love it. Take me beyond this moment of uncertainty. Fill me with your cock.
Later when I whispered in his ear, "You're the best fuck ever," he probably thought I was referring to his cock ramming into my ass, and later entering my pussy. He probably had no idea that I meant when he grasped my wrist and brought my fingers to his mouth.
I don't know. I must be crazy. I made a video for him and sent it. It was a lot of work because it involved multiple camera angles and a very special effect. The lighting was tricky. Put I do love being creative—and a little naughty. Well, a lot naughty.
I sent it yesterday, but I haven't got a text or an email back. At least he didn't text me a "WTF."
I have my fingers crossed.